Ahhhhhh guess what i am suppose to be studying history now but here I am blogging about some super boring stuffs. I think everyone who reads this blog can fall asleep instead.
Something is really super wrong here. I know i am suppose to be doing something else but i am doing the opposite instead. Maybe because i miss internet connection too much. Please pray for me, I may be the other side of me. Especially in controlling anger. I was thinking yesterday why am i being so myself? Why do i always be patience with everyone when they are all shooting words at me? Maybe i will explode anytime. My anger may overcome me anytime and when i am so not myself, then i suppose everyone will be shock. I thank God for giving me patience in dealing with anger but sometimes letting it out makes me feel much better.
I know i am being emo but that's who i am. If you don't accept me for who i am, then i hope that you will reconsider that no one is perfect. You can't expect another person to meet up to your expectations.
Oh ya i am seriously really pissed off or rather angry with some people at tuition. They smoke before or during class outside and when they come into the room, i can smell it strongly. To makes matter worst,they sit in front and behind me. Pity me and my friends to have to suffer the consequences of being second-hand smoker. Another thing, they love talking. Talk during class, doing some work, everytime. Their mouth just can't shut. Well let me shut for them. Paste some tape over their mouth and keep them quiet. Even teacher was unplease. Thirdly, silent mode la. They just don't put their phones in silent mode. And when the teacher teach halfway, i can hear ringtones going on and if it is funny everyone will be laughing. If you don't have any interest to study, just DON'T come for tuition or school. Go out and work, gain some money to smoke and whatever you want. Or i suggest ponteng tuition. Take the time for tuition and go somewhere. Don't waste your parents money by spending it just like that. if i was their parent, I will ask them to go out and work. Better off that way. Rather than wasting time in something that you don't like at all.
Sorry for releasing all these but i can't take it. Been bearing with them since january.
Well, back to studying history, am not confident to score flying colours in my test. So that will do. Try my best next time.
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