Wednesday, April 29


sing a song for me and make me happy

=)

To the birthday girl





Happy 18th birthday Miss Cicelia Thomas!!!!!!
Oh yeah and i can name your full name including your dad's name. Ha ha
If anyone of you ever wonder who is she, she is the indian girl in the centre
Miss singing in choir


Those DFA moments we have


See, this post is publish specially for you

Tuesday, April 28


Cute hamster

God please heal me..
I don't wanna end up sick
The feeling of having sore throat is so URGH!!!!!

Tomorrow is somebody's wedding
E hem *clears throat* i mean birthday!!!
Anyway just to set the record of being the first to wish you
So here goes, Happy Birthday Gal!!!!

Wait i haven't tell you who is the person right?
To find out who, stay tune for tomorrow there will be updates on who is this lucky person whom i blog about.
By the way this person has a bf!!!!!!
Lips are seal, i promise not to tell anyone
Wanna know more, ask from the person herself.
HA ha!!!!!!!!!!!!!

P/s: planning to make my blog private...
need help with the changing of my blog skin

spɹoʍ uı ssǝɹdxǝ ǝq ʇ,uplnoɔ ʇɐɥʇ sƃuılǝǝɟ ǝɹɐ ǝɹǝɥʇ ǝsnɐɔǝq

Monday, April 27

These few days the wind has been blowing pretty strongly
Yesterday heard a shocking and a rather bad news.
My piano teacher's husband passed away in a car accident on Friday.
It involved 4 cars in Batu Gajah.
yesterday night i went to the wake service, God spoke to me even through this time of mourning and sorrows.
Let me ask you a question, what is the one thing that God can give and He can take away anytime?
Think about it, i am sure you'll know.
My piano teacher said some really encouraging words.
Live your life to the fullest everyday.
And in your anger do not sin, do not let the sun go down while you are still angry and do not let satan have a foothold.
Oh God please give me patience to endure!!!

I got an email just now, find it rather encouraging
Life is too short to wake up with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right.
Love the ones who don't just because you can.
Believe everything happens for a reason.
If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands.
If it changes your life, let it.
Kiss slowly.
Forgive quickly.
God never said life would be easy.
He just promised it would be worth it

So people live everyday and make it count for God!!!!

Friday, April 24



Jesus said:" I am the vine and you are the branches."

List of " I miss''

I miss the times when i could laugh when i imagine different kinds of things when i look to the sky at night
I miss the trips to Penang, when i look at the moon and stars, it reminds me of grace
I miss those times when i felt homesick and there were friends who journeyed and prayed for me
I miss the meals we ate together,times we serve each other and wash dishes
I miss the time when we ate sugar cane at the river
I miss those quiet retreats when i can feel God speaking to me in a clearer way
I miss quiet time sharings when we can just share about everything in our groups
I miss the time when we went out to Mc d to get breakfast in Penang
I miss quiet retreat when all of us couldn't take not speaking to each other for the whole day
I miss weekends trips when we travel along to different churches
I miss the times when we had lots of things to joke about
I miss the jamming times
I miss listening to beautiful songs like soundtrack of Phantom of the opera by Uncle Herbert
I miss laughing at just 2 peanuts
I miss the times when we girls knew about the rat in our dorm
I miss eating cny goodies after the break
I miss those times when we pray for each other before and during mission week and how somebody gave me a lesson not to close my eyes so tight when i pray
I miss being a leader in the group of certain activities
I miss the times when the rain poured and we had to run to collect our clothings
I miss the times when all of us were crazy about telephone wires
I miss the times when we stopped at Mc d for a tea break and my first time eating mc flurry
I miss visiting different youth groups and be more thankful of God's goodness in my life
I miss comforting somebody when this person felt so down during mission week
I miss the times when we ate supper every saturday night
I miss knowing more people from different churches
I miss the time when it's my turn to share during chapel and the encouragement you all gave me
I miss the hugs when we had to leave for js and our reunion
I miss mission week when we had to go out to Taiping and tell the good news to the non christians
I miss giving out flyers for the basketball tournament and the concert
I miss playing basketball with Victoria, Sarah A, Mei Yi and Winnie
I miss some people kacau-ing me while i sleep in the car
I miss the practises for the everything skit
I miss being close with each one of you

Okay there are lots more, but that's all i remember for now

Thursday, April 23

No one's gonna bother what is happening to me next
I doubt anyone will
Just face reality praise!!!!!
Man this sounds so emo

This post is not for seeking attention or what-so-ever reasons
It may be the result why i stay at home all the time, become more emo
Say hello to my heart, it's not doing ok
How nice if i can easily forget any problems in a blink of an eye
Or the speed of light, maybe that will help
people suggest me to study, but that will only be like 2 months later
Brain cells, please don't die off
Sorry for not using you well in these past few months
Listening to songs doesn't help me get out of my misery either
Someone throw a rope to sitiawan please

Wednesday, April 22

Well as many of you are struggling with your walk
I am too, to be honest
If you were to ask me how many times i will do my QT
I can't even give you an answer, shame on me
It's hard taking up the word of God and be discipline to read it everyday
Seriously i am struggling all the time
Just because i am a pastor's daughter doesn't consider me to be more holy or more spiritual
Feeling quite alone at times when i have no one to share with
this is the reason why i don't like being an only child
Yet God keeps reminding me that He is there through it all
I really don't know
Like what timothy said it's been 2 months after we graduate from js, yet i don't see myself taking the iniative to do what i'm suppose to do
I feel quite embarass at myself
You may tell me, don't be so negative minded
But, it's the fact and i have to face it
Thank God for His grace upon me, if not i may just get a strike of thunder from above
During the church camp, i met uncle herbert and his family.
But deep in me there's a fear.
What if he ask me how's your walk with God and how would i answer?
Thank God he didn't ask me.
Maybe God even showed him how terrible my walk with God is.
I just need some people to hold accountable for me.
It may be much better that way.
Somebody to remind you to do your QT and to pray everyday.
Whenever i feel guilty, i recall this song.

I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus

Okay i am done here
Nuff said
Saya telah berjanji dengan Cicelia untuk mengambil cabaran memblog dalam bahasa melayu. Setahu saya, saya telah lama tidak menggunakan bm sejak tahun lepas. Saya perlu membaiki tahap bm saya tetapi dalam masa satu bulan lebih sahaja, saya akan pergi ke kuala lumpur untuk belajar di kolej. Kursus saya ialah untuk 2 tahun kerana saya memilih belajar dalam aliran sastera. Ada masa saya sangat bimbang kerana saya tidak mempunyai ibu bapa di sisi saya untuk menjaga dan mendidik saya. Saya perlu berani untuk menghadapi cabaran hidup pada masa akan datang. Di kolej, semua mata pelajaran adalah dalam bahasa inggeris. Ia juga membantu saya dalam perfahaman mata pelajaran itu. Bapa saya memberi saya satu cabaran. Jika saya mendapat keputusan yang baik dalam kursus ini, dia akan membawa saya melancong ke luar negara. Oleh itu, saya perlu berusaha dengan bersungguh-sungguh supaya ibu bapa saya dapat menikmati hidup selepas bersara. Sebagai kesimpulan, saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih kepada kawan-kawan yang telah memberi sokongan kepada saya dan ibu bapa saya yang telah menjaga saya sejak kecil.

Tuesday, April 21

This is my desire to honour You
All i have within me
I give You praise
All that i adore is in You

Lord i give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Every breath that i take
Every moment i'm awake
Lord have Your way in me

Thank you God for giving me the strength to keep moving ahead!
I feel refresh now

Saturday, April 18

As promised a proper update from me
The camp was really extraordinary this year.
200 + people attended.
The speaker is truly a man of God.
I am now back from this camp a renew person.
Reminds of a favourite song.

I will never be the same again
I will never return
I've close the door
I will walk the path
I'll run the race and i will never be the same again

Truly God is greater than any other things in the world.

Friday, April 17



Since people are starting to post this, so i better not hestitate to do so.
Guess which is me???
Credits to Han Yun for taking her time to draw all these out.
Some descriptions, these are inclusive of all the js 2009 students.
And yes i went to school after SPM.
It's cute right???


There's a season where everyone will depart on their own separate ways.
But i hope the bond will still remain

Tuesday, April 14

To You and You alone!!

As what Cicelia mentioned in her blog, somebody left for Sitiawan this morning.
That girl dropped a sms in my phone from maxis communication.
After regaining myself to reality, i started to cry a little.
Like what my dad said one day all of us will go our separate ways and so does my friend.
time flies, i still remember the first time i knew you.
Unexpectedly it was during our first youth camp.
But you change a lot throughout the years, your maturity and personality.
And you become more noisy, in a good way of course.
Having little misunderstandments but later we manage to cool things down
I will miss the time in kl when we did many crazy things (me not letting you sleep)
During youth camps when we were placed in the same dorm and laughing
taking pictures of you when you were sick
Being in the same group with you and acting
Walking around the school for many rounds after PMR
Going to cinema twice, once was after SPM another was after getting our results.
Will miss eating Pizza and drinking mushroom soup with you
Hanging about in Sitiawan like The Store which was once called Fajar.
Eating in school canteens during recess
The times we end up being classmates for 2 years.(you know what we did in form 2)
Those were the fun times.
The times when i had to make you drink water.
When we end up having a holiday with the 3 of us!!!
All in all, gonna miss you so much!!!!!!!
Enjoy college life.
Hope we end up worshipping in the same church in Kl!

Sunday, April 12



Yes at last i deleted it from my computer and my heart!!!
Able to let those feelings out of me.
Isn't it a good news?
Easter was extraordinary this year!
My church had an easter musical, title footprints on the sand.
Sunday school had various activities.
For example treasure hunt.
Me and my mum was in charge of it.
But i got to do the cutting, printing, typing work.
Now finally it's all over!!
Next week is church camp!!!
Can't wait for it to come!
This year is in Century Pines Resort, Cameron Highlands.
After so many years, i get the chance to go up there.
Gonna enjoy the cool air, wait i think the air is slowly polluting.
And the sessions by the camp speaker, Dr Thomas Cheng.
Too bad it's gonna be different this year.
Somebody can't go!!
Anyway to that somebody, all the best for college life!
I am gonna give you a letter which i have wrote specially for you!
All i want to say it's in that letter.
Tada people

Friday, April 10

Psalm 71

1 In you, O Lord, I have taken refuge;
Let me never be put to shame

2 Rescue me and deliver me in your righteousness;
turn you ear to me and save me

3 Be my rock of refuge, to which I can always go;
give the command to save me, for you are my rock and my fortress.

4 Deliver me, O my God, from the hand of the wicked,
from the grasp of evil and cruel men.

5 For you have been my hope, O Sovereign Lord,
my confidence since my youth

6 From birth I have relied on you;
you brought me forth from my mother's womb.
I will ever praise you.

7 I have become like a portent to many,
but you are my strong refuge

8 My mouth is filled with your praise,
declaring your splendor all day long


19 Your righteousness reaches to the skies, O God,
you who have done great things.
Who, O God, is like you?

20 Though you have made me see troubles, many and bitter
you will restore my life again; from the depths of the earth,you will again bring
me up

Thursday, April 9

Got sick of the whole idea of working part time
Scare of this and that
You name it
Yeah i can be a scary cat at times
But i still i know God has a plan for me throughout the rest of this 2 month plus
Which i am currently wasting lots of time
Hey but i am doing something worth while!!!

God please show me the right job to apply

My back needs to be strengthen
Remember i strained it?
Doctor says i need to be careful with it
That's a bad news
And i don't wanna end up being paralysed for the rest of my life
Please continue to pray for me ok?

*Edited*
Just came back from the theatre, watched fast and furious 4.
It was like wow!!!!
The guys in the show, i mean the 2 main actors were hot!
The driving was like a blast!
Ok enough said

Wednesday, April 8

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS... Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it!

1. Beer: Er....shandy!!!!!

2. Food: Mum's cooking

3. Relationships: Romantic, needs commitment

4. Crush: David archuleta!! all the girls will scream all over him

5. Power Rangers: outgrown it

6. Life: reason

7. The President:Barack Obama?

8. Yummy: Chocolate cake or cheese cake

9. Cars: Mercedes/BMW/toyata/honda

10. Movie: ps i love you

11. Halloween: pumpkin

12. Sex: guy on top and girl below

13. Religion: christianity

14. Hate: bad people

15. Fear: being alone

16. Marriage: happy occasion, spend a life time with 'he'

17. Blonde: sexy girls

18. Slippers: simple yet casual

19. Shoes: nike!!

20. Asians: the food

21. Past time: day dreaming

22. One night stand: NO WAY!!!!

23. My cell Phone: in a bad shape

24. Smoke: smelly, disgusting

25. Fantasy: romance

26. College: Different phase of life

27. High school Life: Fun, did crazy things

28. Pajamas: sleeping time

29. Stars: Grace!!!!!!!

30. Center: squash up!

31. Alcohol: wine

32. The word love: must be meant from the heart and put into actions

33. Friends: People that will stay with me through the good and the bad

34. Money: can buy many things

35. Heartache: =(

36. Time: flies really fast

37. Divorce: Worse case scenario

38. Dogs: Chi hua hua or other small dogs

39. Undies: under my pants

40. Parents: They're the best!!!!!!

41. Babies: cute..he he

42. Ex: a word?

43. Song: christian songs

44. Color: PURPLE!!!!!!!!

45. Weddings: lifelong commitment,love

46. Pizza: royal massala!!!

47. Hangout: shopping mall, church,mamak

48. Rest: need sufficient of it

49. Goal: to be a person who glorifies God's name!

50. Inspiration: the Bible, that's the book for me

Done with it

Tuesday, April 7

Whoa just got back from kl just now
Sent off my relatives to kl before they go back to thailand
By the way i got my thumbdrive already!!!
It's for college use.
Went around low yat plaze to look at the lappie...
Probably think dell will be my choice brand.
Already have in mind of the colour i want!
Price is reasonable
But buying later.
Depends on me dad.
I can't believe it but only today i realise pudu raya and monorail station is near my college!
So transportation around kl won't be a big problem for me.
Sungei wang and low yat plaza is a few minutes drive from my hostel in mckl!!!
Can't wait!
And now i know where pj trinity is!
Yes, only today i realise!
Kl wesley is the nearest from mckl but i don't plan to go there.
I hardly know anyone there!
Oh ya Petaling street is nearby my college too!!!!
Big laughs.
I will survive for 2 years there!!!

Monday, April 6

Part 2 of PLR

Great this is part 2 of one of my previous posts
Ha ha!!! only the 3 of us know why





They left me out!! =(


SS......


Pillow fighting anyone?




Tree dancing, instead of pole dancing


We conquering the computers


Fine i look like a retard in here


The bath tub can actually fit both of us!! see i am not that fat after all


Yes we conquer the whole room! ha ha!!

Last weekend

What a busy weekend i had!
On sunday, the korean singers came again.
I'm lazy to write all the photo captions

She cut her hair!!!






















Dedication service at Ayer Tawar
It's call Living water Sanctuary.
How it got it's name?
Because the meaning of ayer tawar is fresh water.

Me and Michelle


Rev Ong Hwai Teik officiating the dedication service

Saturday, April 4

Have you been really angry at someone and feel like squezing the person's neck?
Today i experienced it.
It was a horrible experience, and thank God i kept calm throughout the whole time.
I talked to the person so nicely but that specific somebody just gave me a bad response.
Went to church with joy of the occasion but was totally ruined up!!!!!!
The joy of serving just became frustations and went down the drain.
The way the person talked to me and others was a total disrecpect and as if we made him angry like 1000 years ago
Crazy fella!!!!!!
At that point, i feel like banging on the table and walk away.
But my stupidity just made me sit there to accept all those angry words.
Anyway the event was fine besides this sickening part.
The kids were so cute when they sang Jesus loves me this i know.
Choir was like WOW!!!!!!!!!!!
Especially the soprano's!!!!!
Thank God for His faithfulness in Ayer Tawar!!!!!!!


It's such a beauty isn't it?

Wednesday, April 1

I still remember back in Js, i always love to sing some christian songs and it became my favourite throughout the past 6 weeks.
Let me mention only 2 out of the few
One of it, Hosanna by Hillsong United
The bridge in this song touched me a lot.

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks yours
Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause
As i walk from earth into eternity

Another song,
Ku mau cinta Yesus selamanya(2x)
Meskipun badai silih berganti dalam hidupku
Ku tetap cinta Yesus selamanya

Ya abba Bapa, ini aku anakmu
Layakkanlah seluruh hidupku
Ya abba Bapa, ini aku anakmu
Pakailah sesuai dengan rencanamu

Just to recall my memory of the wonderful times in js