Friday, August 29

Being tagged!!

Let me see, i was being tagged and because i didn't want to delay and i really can forget! ha ha!!
1. A picture of you in the most unique environment:
Describe the environment, er actually it's on the massage chair..just wanted to experiment it. ha ha


2. A picture of a place you dislike:
If you can see it's actually a NS Camp site, you may ask me why i went
Cos i went there for YouthQuake and YLDP!
Describe why you dislike that place:
Because it's the dirtiest,boring and terrible place i ever went


3. A picture of someone who means a lot to you:
My Family!! The YONG'S


4. A picture of you with your mouth open:
Actually it's not really open cos i hardly take pictures with my mouth open wide


5. A picture of your best smile:
Let me see, it's during the time when the Korean Singers came to my church and i was really happy that night.


6. A picture of your lamest post:
During Pandu Puteri camp few years back, basically we decided to be crazy


7. A picture of someone who stands on top of your heart:
Did you know even in tuition we sit together? Ha ha!!


8. A picture of you with some toys or cute stuffs
Don't have one so i skip it

9.A picture of you in white shirt:
During the education fair in march this year. me and Joelle


10. A candid of you and your friends:
We clean our class and even painted it with blue and pink. Fun!!!



Yeah i'm done with this tag.

How are you? I'm better now!!!

Yeah i am way better than like few days ago
Maybe God is doing something to change a really bad situation into a new beginning
I'm much happier for the way things go now
By the way thanks for those people who have to 'tahan' by reading all my emo posts
Cos yeah it's kinda terrible to write all those but maybe i cannot keep everything within me
Thank you for those who cheer me up, picking up my phone calls when i called at the odd hours
You know who you are..
Today school was again boring
can you believe class of 5sc 2 only 6 people came? Out of 37 people
And have a special assembly for the merdeka celebration, with those speeches which are super long, few pages long
None of the teachers teach, so i find it's really wasting my time
Basically chit chat, do some work, cut out some paper

Lastly, HAPPY MERDEKA TO MALAYSIA!!
No i am not patriotic

Thursday, August 28

I don't care

Yeah really i don't care anymore
I just work my ass and do my best
Even if i can't get what i want for trials, i don't mind
As long as i get a minimum of C can already
Something's wrong with me
God please help me
I feel like dying
trials is like the week after next, yeah it's coming nearer
And i am not doing the best i should
Being lazy again

Wednesday, August 27

Walk off or stay?

Sorry i am being emo again..
I just don't know why i am crying again
I told myself to move on but yet i am still in the same place with the same mood
Crazy right?
Is this another test God is giving me?
God, what should i do?
I know it's to build me into a leader but maybe i don't expect all these
I try not to be bugged by this, but yeah
Another imperfect human being i am
Please don't ask me what is it okay?
Just pray for me okay? thanks!!
I need prayers and support, really do

Tuesday, August 26

Realise?

I used to moan about this specific problem i have but now i don't anymore
I finally realise there were other things to care about and it's time to drop everything down and just forget it.
I learn to be more careful with people around me, the words they say.
Sometimes the words that came out from their mouths aren't the truth
Yeah i learned my lesson
It's time not to complain anymore, cry and be frustated by it
I can be a baby at times especially crying
Part of being me right?
I have many friends out there who change a lot
I don't even know them anymore
They seem like strangers to me now
They are not my true friends, just a friend who comes and go
Maybe i just can't stand the changes
May God show me who are my true friends out there.

Monday, August 25

Gosh another post..

Current favourite song: Cry by Rihanna

I think i am too addicted to the computer. Yeah maybe
Currently now interested in oldies..not old man okay? I much prefer young man.=p
I mean songs..like those in the 70's..
Elvis Presley, The carpenters and more
I know i am outdated..ha ha
Today school was fun..Laugh a lot with my friends
Somehow they make me really happy today
But there are some who irritate me of course
Imagine after 1 whole week without school, i miss the sound and the laughter
Yeah i'm enjoying school after all
11 of my classmates were absent today,still there are the people who talks really a lot. For example me!!
I am sure you got bored of this post. Will end here
I need to blog less and study more!! wo hoo..

Sunday, August 24

This kept me thinking

"its a beautiful song, but we atheists are not convinced by music, we are only convinced by hard facts.

You should try to argue with your brother on why you belief what you belief. Give him what you see as the evidence that backs up christianity and let him research it. If christianity is true he will find the nessecary facts to convince him. If not he may be able to learn you something"-unknown-

Above is one of the comment i read in youtube about Michael W.Smith's song. Awesome God. One of the person who watch this video gave a comment.

For my opinion, no i am not gonna judge anyone here. But this is what i think.
Christianity is not a fact, or a religion to be proof. We as christians we know our God through our encounter with Him. It's not an overnight thing, it take a process to know God.
If you ask me how i know that God exists.
See the sky, the air we breath. Even this world, it's definetely not human beings who create this world right? Before the world came to life, not a single person even exist in this world. Is there even a proof that humans exist before this world was created? No right.
It does not happen by accident that we just appear in this world, God created all of us for a purpose. And we're all different in one way.
It's really disappointing to know that there are people who don't even believe in God.

Back to my question. I know God exists because i experienced his presence before.
Speaking of my life, i believe i have change in one way or another.
From a person who is really impatience, angry all the time, geting into self pity to a person who appreciates life with more importance, patience (well i am still learning, quite impatience sometimes) and being happy for the way i am.
And it took a couple of years to be who i am now.
Who would have change me besides God?
Though i am still imperfect, but yet at least i learn to forgive myself.
While facing trials and problems, if we have no God, we think that we're all alone.
Like there is no solution and no way out. We can't just depend on our own strength to encounter all these.
Why? Cause we have our own limits.
I believe only God can help us while we're facing the problems that seem impossible to be solved.

Another thing is God's love.
Imagine you are being rejected by your loved ones, may be your girlfriend/boyfriend or even your friends or parents.
You try searching for that one true love by getting into wrong relationships which never have a good ending.
After many years, your life is still in that same cycle.
There is one and only person up there who cares and loves you that is God.
Who else will ever have the same love for you besides God?
There are different kinds of love.
Bf and Gf love.
Fatherly or motherly love.
Or even love from friends.
But nothing ever compares to the love God has given us.
As christians, we believe that God died on the cross for us.
I have watched the show The passion of Christ many times but i never get bored of that show. Instead tears will just flow down my cheeks everytime i watch it.
If anyone could sacrifice so much for you that He endure the suffering and rejection from His people. He even carried the cross from the town to a hillside just to be nailed on the cross. Have anyone who is willing to die on the cross, face rejection and willing to be nailed on the cross for you?
The love God has given us is one of the most important thing He has given us.
Sorry for those who get insulted by this, but well it's my own opinion.
I am not going to insult anyone here, but as my perspective of being a christian.

Saturday, August 23

I don't know

This is also gonna be another short update..wait did i say short?
Yeah i did..
These few days there is one of the news that make me really think
It's about Nurin's case, no i am not gonna criticise anyone but i kinda agree with what Nurin's dad is doing.
Imagine you are in a situation where your love one or someone close to you gets murder,rape and kidnap. How will you feel?
And the worst thing, the case is not solve..
For 1 year...goodness, it's an amazing thing that her family can be patience for so long. If me i will just blast off in just a few months.
Actually i pity their family.
Even there are also many other murder cases which have not been solve, the police should actually put in the effort to solve it.
They may be putting their effort but it's just not enough to repay what many families have lost.
Fine they found many suspects but yet in the end their assumption was wrong.
So what are they trying to tell the family and the public?
I better stop here.
Take note i am not critising anyone now.
Just pray that justice will rule..and their family will be able to move on in life

Friday, August 22

Boring? Not...

You just got to think something different to make things happen.
That's my aim right now..
Ha ha...
Sorry i'm writing about myself again..and yeah sorry for being self centered..
Have to change a bit of my style of writing..
You do get bored don't you?

Wednesday, August 20

If you can't stand crappiness, i suggest you better not read this.

This is part of praise's direction.
Turn left then turn right, go straight all the way. If you meet a dead end then too bad.
But if not then make a U-turn.
Ok fine this is serious crap!!
Some effects from holiday mode.
Anyway mum is coming back tomorrow!! Yeah!!!
Till then..until i have something in mind then i will blog about it!
Mouth bloated

Tuesday, August 19

this is so not right

I am totally set in a holiday mode
But there is a disadvantage to it!!
Ha ha...
Waiting for everything to be over which means SPM of course, then i can go anywhere i want!! Not really but at least somewhere rather than no where.
Been waking up late and of course sleeping late.
Yeah and my eyebags!!! Oops...
I miss my mum, she is currently now in Ipoh for a conference.
It's a wonder i am gonna say this..
I miss her naggings and her scoldings..Yeah really i do
I would much prefer that than a house with full silence
Enough of crap here
Sayonara!!!

Monday, August 18

Plans??

Okie guys since i have lots of form 5 friends here...
Do something really simple..Meaning really easy okay???
What are your plans after SPM??
Tell me..cos i am also in the dilema of what to do next
So ya drop your plans in my chatbox
Cos i am sure many people ask you that question right??
ha ha!!!

This is not the way i want

Confuse,distracted by some things. Why am i affected by it anyway?
My tempo is suppose to be constant and accelerating but now i am slowing down.
No it can't happen.
I got to set my mind right and get back to the rhythm.
If not i may never overcome this hurdle.
Yeah today NO SCHOOL, NO ASSEMBLY but you know what?
IT'S RAINING!!
It's cooling and the best time to sleep but i rather have it rain in the afternoon.
Too bad during this holiday i can't go anywhere besides tuition and my house... =(
I want to go somewhere but dad is busy so plans fail!!
Fine i know STUDY!! Don't waste time!
Okie back to my life...

Sunday, August 17

Here and again

Lord you know what i am going through right now.
I am feeling lost, like there's no direction out of this problems
I feel that i need to smile and be happy but somehow whenever i am alone tears just pour out
Lord guide me through all these, You're my solution for all these
I know that answers can't be reveal in just one night
But Lord You're in control of everything
You're my formula and the answer to all my problems
Thank You Lord that when i read the word of God, i find strength,peace and joy
Like what Your word says In everything give thanks, for this is the will for you in Christ Jesus, thank You Lord for reminding me that whatever i face i should be thankful and not complain

My current favourite song which suits my mood
By S.H.E-ni zui jin hai hao ma (meaning How are you lately)
The drama Hooping Dulcinea have this song in their show, so that's how i heard this song
8tv at 8.30 to 9.30pm
Yeah it's a love story...i do admit i am into love stories, well who isn't?
Speaking of the song, yeah it makes me cry.
Am i really that okay or is just another story i am creating?

Have to stop being emo here..

Friday, August 15



Just some updates...I know i said i no blogging
A lot have been going on lately. Been crying a lot. Yeah i am a cry baby
Some personal issues going on. Am not mentioning it.
Oh ya just last monday my dad bought for me 5 dvd's.
Which consists of Ps i love you, 27 dresses, dark knight, kungfu panda and The chronicles of narnia (prince caspian).
So far i have watch 3 over 5 of these. Nice shows they are. No regret buying it.
Holidays are starting tomorrow! Too bad just 1 week. This means no prefect duty, no homeworks, no waking up early to go to school. Laughs.
But still i have to study real hard, if not i can't finish my syllabus.
Tuitions are still on. Have to go.
By the way I DID NOT GET NS!!! Ha ha thank God.
I have plans after SPM so i can't let NS ruin it. =p
1. Get my driving license (fine i haven't even take my undang yet whereas my friend has her license already)
2. Work??? Temporarily just to earn some money..ha ha..
3. Go for holidays..I want to go to china, japan or australia. Confirm i will be going to thailand. Reasons? My mum's hometown is there. Got it?? And KL!!!
4. Shopping...yeah i am gonna miss the mega sale this time.
5. Youth camp!! Can't wait for it to come
6. Planning to go to college or maybe form 6. But college is my first choice
More to come...

Saturday, August 9

Time to get out

If you don't know what the title means, well i am off from blogging world for now
No, i am not deleting this blog. Don't worry!!
Just that i need time to do the things i really need to do
Like study... Trials coming up la wei!!!
Stress, I am in a pressure cooker now
So yeah anyway don't stop reading this blog ya?
Will be retiring from blogging till after trials or SPM... see how things go
Continue to check this blog for any updates, i may blog...depends..
Okie, back to history,biology,physics,chemistry,english,bm,moral,add maths,maths,est
Take note i am not a study freak...

Sunny Saturday

Another boring day!!! Yeah i am not in school, and well here i am BLOGGING!!!
LAME right??? Yeah i know...
Don't worry i will try to go next saturday that will have school...(as if i will)
Let's not talk about the 3 letter word for now
Blah yesterday many people did not come to school, studying at home again i suppose..Keep up the good work!
But very boring...somehow our class is getting more quiet than ever..
Sob sob...
Have assembly, then moral. Did some questions which i am really weak in. Yeah i am not a good person as in character
Pause, no more negative things for now
Moving on biology,okay la. Will not go into detail about it
EST, teacher did not come in, she have to audition the choir members which are presenting for merdeka. Wohoo... As you guys know i was in the choir
After that back home, at night went to church for the revival meeting.
For those who didn't come last night, do come tonight!
Opportunity not to be miss!!
By the way doing some advertisement here, do click on the nuffnang adds whenever you visit this page ya?
Help me earn some money through blogging..ha ha.
See blogging wasn't bad after all
La la la...

Thursday, August 7

The cross in my pocket

I carry a cross in my pocket
A simple reminder to me
Of the fact that I am a Christian
No matter where I may be
This little cross is no magic
Nor is it a good luck charm
It isn't meant to protect me
From every physical harm

It's not for identification
For all the world to see
It's simply an understanding
Between my saviour and me

Where i put my hand in my pocket
To bring out a coin or key
The cross is there to remind me
Of the price He paid for me

It reminds me, too, to be thankful
For my blessings day by day
And to strive to serve Him better
In all that i do and say

It's also a daily reminder
Of the peace and comfort i share
With all who know my Master
and give themselves to His care

So i carry a cross in my pocket
Reminding no one but me
That Jesus Christ is Lord of my life
If only I'll let Him be

Revival meeting

Theme: The Kingdom of God has come
Time: Friday-8pm
Saturday-2.30pm (For the youths, MYF is being postpone earlier)
-8pm
Sunday- 8.30am
Speaker: Rev Jeremiah Yap

To those who can come, do come!!! Datanglah beramai-ramai!!!

Tuesday, August 5

Hah???

No specific title..so that's just a fill in the blank thing i like to do!!
Oh ya did you guys/ girls know that i was sick since sunday?
No??
Okay let me tell you how i got sick
It was totally out of my expectation that i will be down with diarrhoea.
Last saturday night me, my dad and some church people went to a restaurant opposite the road from nan hwa..My first time going there. (Restaurant F.W) I gave you the initial so go find it out)
I was quite excited at first, eating and trying out food
But to my horror on sunday morning, i was sick. I slept for 2 whole days like a dead log. My face was pale...
Even during lunch time, i lost my appetite and yeah i ended up vomiting out the food i ate. It was a total torture..Thank God during dinner i gain back my appetite
And yesterday which was the day before, i went to school. And i got diarrhoea. So have to take permission to go back early. Pity my dad, my call woke him up from his sleep and he even have to take me to the doctor! thanks Dad! I don't even know whether he will read this or not.
Today, things have been going much better, but i am still having the trauma after this experience. Totally crazy i must tell. Never am i going back to that restaurant ever again. Oh ya my dad was down with diarrhoea so that confirms where both of us got this symptoms from. Well i don't blame the boss but i better avoid. Prevent better than cure.
I am also scare of eating outside food, even in the canteen. Ha ha laugh all you want... If you're in my shoes, you will also think twice or maybe more before you even eat out.

Saturday, August 2

Prefect night 2008!!!

As you can see the pictures are totally not in order..ha ha..
It was fun. Started of with the new prefects from form 4 and form 5 to sing Negaraku. Yeah that's how lame we are!!!
After that line dance by Aryati and Prashan. Song all for one by High school musical 2, speeches, dinner. After dinner, more speeches by the headmaster who will be retiring this year, Discipline teacher and Pk Hem! After that presentation by form 6 new prefects. Their's was more outstanding than our's. A special dance item with indian dance in it. Form 3's did Prefects' Talent show!! Yeah live on prefect night. Form 1's did Fashion Show. Form 2's did dance. After that we receive our gifts, meaning for the form 5's and Upper 6 students. And the night ended. Enjoyed taking pictures a lot!! Anyway enjoy the pictures..next on my list Interact Installation!!

My present from Prefect night!


The unwrapped present


Me and Zhi Ying


Us and the discipline teacher Mr Krishnasamy, Mr k for short ha ha





The ever super great Emcees... Aryati and Prashan...too bad didn't get to take a picture with Aryati!!! =(


Sze Szien..The organiser for the whole event!! Great job gal!!!


Me and Afiq..I know a total of 3 Afiq's ha ha!!


thaeva,Cicelia, nabila and Me


Me,Pey woei and Rachel


Me and Muiz...He's cute!!!


Me and Firdaus..He's super tall..furthermore deputy Head prefect!! Leng chai right?


Me and Rachel


Me and Rubenee


Me and Saranya


My friend, Cicelia



Nisha looks soooo cute...ha ha!!!