I think one of the most scariest dream ever is dreaming about my colleagues.
Not that they are scary but the dream goes like this.
I was working in the office like any other day and i was unhappy with my boss.
So i told one of my colleagues how i felt.
But she ended up reporting to my boss so my boss was very angry with me and he intend to take revenge!
I woke up this morning, being so terrified and scared that i prayed i will not make any major, huge mistakes when i am working.
If not my dream may come true.
p/s : My boss is a nice person and i know he won't be scary as my dream is. =)
Saturday, December 3
Thursday, December 1
Tuesday, November 29
So many things are running in my mind.
I mean half of me wants to stay here, but half of me says staying at another place may be a good experience for me.
Many people said that even if my parents stay or go to another church, it won't affect me.
Who says it won't?
Seriously, i am part of the family and i may not be directly affected but definitely indirectly!
For my perspective, we've been here for 11 years, going on 12 i guess.
Some how or another one day we have to move away from this little town to another place where God will call us.
Since this year i am more free while waiting for uni, i have the time to pack and clear the house, but what about the next year, and the year after?
I appreciate the prayers from members who care for us and pray that we will stay.
But no offense, if you are letting God's will be done, we should be praying Lord let Your will be done in this family wherever You call them to be.
I feel like there's a string tied to me and my family to stay back.
Or maybe i am the only one who feels that.
In so much confusion and doubts now.
Sitiawan has been a place filled with wonderful memories, no doubt about that.
But sometimes i just need an adventure with my family, at a different place.
I mean half of me wants to stay here, but half of me says staying at another place may be a good experience for me.
Many people said that even if my parents stay or go to another church, it won't affect me.
Who says it won't?
Seriously, i am part of the family and i may not be directly affected but definitely indirectly!
For my perspective, we've been here for 11 years, going on 12 i guess.
Some how or another one day we have to move away from this little town to another place where God will call us.
Since this year i am more free while waiting for uni, i have the time to pack and clear the house, but what about the next year, and the year after?
I appreciate the prayers from members who care for us and pray that we will stay.
But no offense, if you are letting God's will be done, we should be praying Lord let Your will be done in this family wherever You call them to be.
I feel like there's a string tied to me and my family to stay back.
Or maybe i am the only one who feels that.
In so much confusion and doubts now.
Sitiawan has been a place filled with wonderful memories, no doubt about that.
But sometimes i just need an adventure with my family, at a different place.
Friday, November 25
Sunday, November 13
Thank you God for speaking to me through a hymn today.
'Trust and Obey, for there is no other way
To be happy in Jesus, But to trust and obey'
It's amazing how God has reminded me again and again that He is always there for me no matter what happens and no matter where i go.
Truly Lord, You will provide for all my needs and will indeed give me surprises when i least expect it.
I know You will!
=)
Saturday, November 5
Thursday, November 3
Saturday, October 29
The reality of living in this world sometimes makes me happy, sometimes it just drives me nuts.
Dealing with people who are unpredictable is the worse part.
Different people have different personalities, emotions, mood.
Some are sincere to you, some is waiting only to use you for their benefits and when you are of no use to them, they throw you aside to mend your broken heart and wounds.
I have been through a lot, not boasting here but i have seen the different kinds of people, observing their every move especially now in my workplace.
I went through being shut away by one of my so call closest friend.
Felt back stabbed and used by my friend.
The words i heard were all meaningless and worth nothing.
As a friend we should be sincere to one another and speak out if you find anything wrong.
But, i was kept in the dark and until today we are silent towards each other.
I was angry but i have decided to let go of the past because holding to it will be an excess baggage i have to carry.
Through it all i am glad i went through all of those crazy, horrible experiences.
Because without experiences how then can we be mature in our faith in God, our response and to deal with our life in the years to come especially living with the in-laws.
Most importantly, through God's love forgiveness comes into the picture.
It's hard to love your enemies as you love yourself.
A huge challenge God has given us, so are you willing to take up the challenge to love your neighbours and your enemies?
Dealing with people who are unpredictable is the worse part.
Different people have different personalities, emotions, mood.
Some are sincere to you, some is waiting only to use you for their benefits and when you are of no use to them, they throw you aside to mend your broken heart and wounds.
I have been through a lot, not boasting here but i have seen the different kinds of people, observing their every move especially now in my workplace.
I went through being shut away by one of my so call closest friend.
Felt back stabbed and used by my friend.
The words i heard were all meaningless and worth nothing.
As a friend we should be sincere to one another and speak out if you find anything wrong.
But, i was kept in the dark and until today we are silent towards each other.
I was angry but i have decided to let go of the past because holding to it will be an excess baggage i have to carry.
Through it all i am glad i went through all of those crazy, horrible experiences.
Because without experiences how then can we be mature in our faith in God, our response and to deal with our life in the years to come especially living with the in-laws.
Most importantly, through God's love forgiveness comes into the picture.
It's hard to love your enemies as you love yourself.
A huge challenge God has given us, so are you willing to take up the challenge to love your neighbours and your enemies?
Wednesday, October 19
Sunday, October 16
Remembering old school days when we wore oversize shoes, apparently mine is slightly bigger to save money from buying new school shoes every year.
The times where we ate at the school canteen and complain that the prices of nuggets and food keep rising.
Getting piles of schoolwork and trying to find ways to escape being scolded by the teacher and sit as far as we can.
Times where we took erasers, cut it into tiny pieces and start throwing at each other during school exam. ( during form 2)
Can you believe it, but yeah we did all those crazy stuffs and more which i have not listed.
At least when we look back at those years in school, our time there was not wasted!
Now i feel absolutely old.
Hopefully as the years sink in, i won't sink together with it.
Till then
=)
Thursday, October 13
Maybe it's because of my upbringing with a parent who expresses them-self, making me to suppress my feelings in me.
It causes me to keep how i feel in my heart and not daring to speak it out unless i thought through very carefully.
I know it's not a good thing to keep all the anger (most of the time) in me.
In me i feel like exploding it out, but on the other hand i am putting myself into a war.
It's very hard to let my heart be the storage of how i really feel.
Sometimes i can only hide in a corner and cry.
Only God sees and only He knows.
It causes me to keep how i feel in my heart and not daring to speak it out unless i thought through very carefully.
I know it's not a good thing to keep all the anger (most of the time) in me.
In me i feel like exploding it out, but on the other hand i am putting myself into a war.
It's very hard to let my heart be the storage of how i really feel.
Sometimes i can only hide in a corner and cry.
Only God sees and only He knows.
Wednesday, October 12
1 important I learn this week.
In a company, never take for granted the effort your workers put in their jobs and responsibilities.
Many of my colleagues are resigning for personal reasons.
The office is getting more quiet day by day.
I thought of staying on till next year, but I think I've changed my mind.
Probably at the most is until December then i will get another job elsewhere.
My workplace takes 20 minutes drive or longer to get there.
I have to get myself ready in the morning and drive there.
Furthermore there's no allowance given for transportation to me.
Now i have to think of saving fuel by driving slow, not bring excess weight in the car, accelerate at a constant speed.
I guess this working experience has it's PROs and Cons.
The advantage, i want to manage my salary wisely.
It's my hard earn money right?
In a company, never take for granted the effort your workers put in their jobs and responsibilities.
Many of my colleagues are resigning for personal reasons.
The office is getting more quiet day by day.
I thought of staying on till next year, but I think I've changed my mind.
Probably at the most is until December then i will get another job elsewhere.
My workplace takes 20 minutes drive or longer to get there.
I have to get myself ready in the morning and drive there.
Furthermore there's no allowance given for transportation to me.
Now i have to think of saving fuel by driving slow, not bring excess weight in the car, accelerate at a constant speed.
I guess this working experience has it's PROs and Cons.
The advantage, i want to manage my salary wisely.
It's my hard earn money right?
Sunday, October 9
Seeing the small amount of my first pay makes me determine to STUDY HARD and EXCEL in my degree.
Cost of living is getting higher, so hopefully with a degree qualification my salary is higher to be used for my daily expenses.
If not i will living on love and fresh air everyday.
If you're wondering what's with the quote just the sentence above, it's by my accounts lecturer which surprisingly i miss his classes a lot!
Because we can talk crap for 2 periods of lessons, not crap but about his family, working life, music, news, and more.
Although he scolds us every lesson for not doing our work, but i think we are still as lazy as ever!
Miss being a student for O-SO-Long!
Cost of living is getting higher, so hopefully with a degree qualification my salary is higher to be used for my daily expenses.
If not i will living on love and fresh air everyday.
If you're wondering what's with the quote just the sentence above, it's by my accounts lecturer which surprisingly i miss his classes a lot!
Because we can talk crap for 2 periods of lessons, not crap but about his family, working life, music, news, and more.
Although he scolds us every lesson for not doing our work, but i think we are still as lazy as ever!
Miss being a student for O-SO-Long!
Thursday, October 6
This month a legendary guy call Steve Jobs passed away.
My grandmother passed away in this month 7 years ago.
It was near my final exams and i could not attend her funeral.
I felt guilty because i could not attend.
Looking back at her life and the last moments i spent with her was memorable.
We're going to have a memorial service for her soon.
I miss you a lot!
Can't wait to meet you in Heaven
My grandmother passed away in this month 7 years ago.
It was near my final exams and i could not attend her funeral.
I felt guilty because i could not attend.
Looking back at her life and the last moments i spent with her was memorable.
We're going to have a memorial service for her soon.
I miss you a lot!
Can't wait to meet you in Heaven
Wednesday, October 5
Tuesday, October 4
Sometimes we just need assurance no?
I am glad God sent people to give me the encouragement and to remind me He loves me no matter what.
Truly blessed and assured in His love!
I feel like a failure, or maybe you guys who are reading this too.
When things don't turn out the way we want it to be, we feel discouraged and disappointed with our own performance.
Parents blame us for not studying hard, not putting enough effort in our live.
But yet God is still saying Child, that's how i am teaching and moulding You. In Your brokenness, that's how i can use you and change you from the inside out.
I am rest assured for my university life, because it's You who will provide for all our needs.
Waiting to see more miracles happening!
I am glad God sent people to give me the encouragement and to remind me He loves me no matter what.
Truly blessed and assured in His love!
I feel like a failure, or maybe you guys who are reading this too.
When things don't turn out the way we want it to be, we feel discouraged and disappointed with our own performance.
Parents blame us for not studying hard, not putting enough effort in our live.
But yet God is still saying Child, that's how i am teaching and moulding You. In Your brokenness, that's how i can use you and change you from the inside out.
I am rest assured for my university life, because it's You who will provide for all our needs.
Waiting to see more miracles happening!
Sunday, September 25
Everyday when i drive to work, there are many experiences on the road.
Different drivers have different personalities.
Some drive slow, some drive fast.
But some do it intentionally.
How do i know?
Take for example i am driving behind a car which is driving really slow.
I overtake him and go in front of him.
Next thing i know he drives fast and overtakes me.
Yesterday when i was driving back from work, there were 2 motorcyclists who were riding side to side with each other.
Both of them talking and riding on a small narrow road where cars, pedestrians and cyclists use.
They just ignore that some drivers like me who was hungry and cannot wait to get back for lunch have to bear with them.
Good thing there weren't any cars coming from the opposite direction, so i overtake them.
How can these people be so insensitive?
It's not public property so please respect others who will use the road.
Furthermore if you want to talk, go to a cafe sit down buy a drink and talk.
What if they did not concentrate and get themselves into an accident?
Worst of all cause the death of other innocent lives?
Next point, please use your signals!
There is a purpose for having signals.
I can't read your mind and know where you want to turn.
This is why unintentional accidents occur because of little mistakes we make.
We see it as a small issue but when you are careless, disaster happens.
Please be decent drivers on the road!
Different drivers have different personalities.
Some drive slow, some drive fast.
But some do it intentionally.
How do i know?
Take for example i am driving behind a car which is driving really slow.
I overtake him and go in front of him.
Next thing i know he drives fast and overtakes me.
Yesterday when i was driving back from work, there were 2 motorcyclists who were riding side to side with each other.
Both of them talking and riding on a small narrow road where cars, pedestrians and cyclists use.
They just ignore that some drivers like me who was hungry and cannot wait to get back for lunch have to bear with them.
Good thing there weren't any cars coming from the opposite direction, so i overtake them.
How can these people be so insensitive?
It's not public property so please respect others who will use the road.
Furthermore if you want to talk, go to a cafe sit down buy a drink and talk.
What if they did not concentrate and get themselves into an accident?
Worst of all cause the death of other innocent lives?
Next point, please use your signals!
There is a purpose for having signals.
I can't read your mind and know where you want to turn.
This is why unintentional accidents occur because of little mistakes we make.
We see it as a small issue but when you are careless, disaster happens.
Please be decent drivers on the road!
Saturday, September 24
Sometimes it's not the outer beauty that is important, but your inner beauty.
Are you shining for God in your life?
Or have you given up on yourself when you see your reflection in the mirror?
I am not giving up just yet.
Because my race is not ending.
I have to keep pushing and pushing myself.
Persevere!
Wednesday, September 21
BOO!
=0
Gonna make this post fast.
I am glad to have this job.
Especially if your dad is always 'preaching' about thanking God for getting this job and meeting with the person who is in charge.
I have learned awesome new things.
Especially rm0.01 matters so much!!!!!!!!!!
If your account does not balance, it affects the following months and years.
Just imagine every month rm0.01, then by 1 year rm 0.12 is missing.
The following you do your own maths.
Anyway i gotta be going to work soon.
So take care everyone!!!!!!!!!!!
=0
Gonna make this post fast.
I am glad to have this job.
Especially if your dad is always 'preaching' about thanking God for getting this job and meeting with the person who is in charge.
I have learned awesome new things.
Especially rm0.01 matters so much!!!!!!!!!!
If your account does not balance, it affects the following months and years.
Just imagine every month rm0.01, then by 1 year rm 0.12 is missing.
The following you do your own maths.
Anyway i gotta be going to work soon.
So take care everyone!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, September 13
Thursday, September 8
Tuesday, September 6
To my utter disappointment there's no work assigned to me today.
Kill my excitement of getting my first job.
The only thing i did the whole day was take a call from a lady who wants to enquire.
The rest of the day was just staring into the computer screen wondering what to do.
I am not sure of how to bring myself since i have no idea on the system of this company.
I was wondering probably they wanted me to take the first step to ask if there's anything i can do.
(The boss can see how patient/independent i am/ leadership qualities)
Second reason is maybe they don't even have anything for me to do.
Since i am a newbie in the working world, so probably they may be lazy to train me.
But it's tiring although i just sit in the office the whole day without doing anything.
Tomorrow i am going to ask the boss himself what can i do.
If this continues until i enter university, my brain cells will be dead by then.
My condition of rotting at home too long will probably be worse.
God gives us brain to makes us use it to the fullest right?
Kill my excitement of getting my first job.
The only thing i did the whole day was take a call from a lady who wants to enquire.
The rest of the day was just staring into the computer screen wondering what to do.
I am not sure of how to bring myself since i have no idea on the system of this company.
I was wondering probably they wanted me to take the first step to ask if there's anything i can do.
(The boss can see how patient/independent i am/ leadership qualities)
Second reason is maybe they don't even have anything for me to do.
Since i am a newbie in the working world, so probably they may be lazy to train me.
But it's tiring although i just sit in the office the whole day without doing anything.
Tomorrow i am going to ask the boss himself what can i do.
If this continues until i enter university, my brain cells will be dead by then.
My condition of rotting at home too long will probably be worse.
God gives us brain to makes us use it to the fullest right?
Monday, September 5
Finally unemployed!
Ha ha!
Yes, and i am not rotting at home anymore but i have been rotting at work today.
Since it's the first day and they were not prepared that i went today so they did not give me anything to do.
Ended my staring at the computer screen wondering what can i do.
But i am sure tomorrow and the days after will be piles of work given to me.
May this be an amazing experience and educational job!
Ha ha!
Yes, and i am not rotting at home anymore but i have been rotting at work today.
Since it's the first day and they were not prepared that i went today so they did not give me anything to do.
Ended my staring at the computer screen wondering what can i do.
But i am sure tomorrow and the days after will be piles of work given to me.
May this be an amazing experience and educational job!
Saturday, September 3
I don't know if i should regret taking a levels and do Ausmat/ SAM instead.
Since it's faster and save more money.
Well what has been done, has been done.
I admit i feel old after graduating from a levels at this age, but i believe the friends i made at MCKL were those that i cherish deep in my heart.
MCKL i miss you!
Miss the old memories, friendships, laughters,jokes, dramas, activities.
=)
Since it's faster and save more money.
Well what has been done, has been done.
I admit i feel old after graduating from a levels at this age, but i believe the friends i made at MCKL were those that i cherish deep in my heart.
MCKL i miss you!
Miss the old memories, friendships, laughters,jokes, dramas, activities.
=)
Thursday, September 1
Compassion
Today i went to the thursday market and saw a young boy helping out at a stall.
My heart felt pity for him.
Why you may ask?
It's because his mother ran away from home due to certain reasons and his dad is working oustation.
He as one of the older brother had to work in order to have additional income to support his family.
During the holidays everyone is enjoying their time shopping, going for holidays but he has to find a job to survive.
Looking at my life i keep wanting or rather dream of owning an Iphone, and some other luxury goods.
But what about them?
They rarely have money to eat, what about buying clothes for themselves?
We see our own lives as not having enough but the poor do not have the opportunity to experience living a layback life.
I learn to stop complaining of how little things i have and look out for the less fortunate people out there who do not have anything.
It's better to give than to receive.
We can tell ourselves, if only we have the money to help them.
It's always this 2 words 'If Only'.
Why not put our own words into actions and start helping them?
My heart felt pity for him.
Why you may ask?
It's because his mother ran away from home due to certain reasons and his dad is working oustation.
He as one of the older brother had to work in order to have additional income to support his family.
During the holidays everyone is enjoying their time shopping, going for holidays but he has to find a job to survive.
Looking at my life i keep wanting or rather dream of owning an Iphone, and some other luxury goods.
But what about them?
They rarely have money to eat, what about buying clothes for themselves?
We see our own lives as not having enough but the poor do not have the opportunity to experience living a layback life.
I learn to stop complaining of how little things i have and look out for the less fortunate people out there who do not have anything.
It's better to give than to receive.
We can tell ourselves, if only we have the money to help them.
It's always this 2 words 'If Only'.
Why not put our own words into actions and start helping them?
Wednesday, August 31
Sunday, August 28
Singapore day 2
THe first 4 pictures are suppose to be after the visit to Marina Barrage
Awesome!
We went to this eating place after we visited Marina Barrage
Whoops you gotta turn your head sideways then!
You get to drink water for free!
Family shot!
Singapore Flyer! But did not get a chance to sit on it.
It will be a must for me to go up the next time i go to Singapore!
And you think Singapore is going to depend on Malaysia for water forever?
No they don't.
They have the brains so might as well use it to the fullest
Uncle David explaining how it works.
Apparently this dam is to reuse the waste water and produce clean water!
Ship on the building.
If i am not mistaken it's a casino.
Yeah Singapore has either 2/3 Casinos.
From what i heard the Singaporeans themselves are not the ones gambling but foreigners like Malayians.
Awesome!
We went to this eating place after we visited Marina Barrage
Whoops you gotta turn your head sideways then!
You get to drink water for free!
Family shot!
Singapore Flyer! But did not get a chance to sit on it.
It will be a must for me to go up the next time i go to Singapore!
And you think Singapore is going to depend on Malaysia for water forever?
No they don't.
They have the brains so might as well use it to the fullest
Uncle David explaining how it works.
Apparently this dam is to reuse the waste water and produce clean water!
Ship on the building.
If i am not mistaken it's a casino.
Yeah Singapore has either 2/3 Casinos.
From what i heard the Singaporeans themselves are not the ones gambling but foreigners like Malayians.
1st day at Singapore
Arrived at 2.30am in Singapore's Immigration.
Hop on the bus and reached Golden Mile Complex at 3.00am.
Waited for my parent's friend to fetch us.
Then we went to McDonalds to have breakfast, since it's one of the shop which opens 24/7.
Had Hainanese Chicken Rice. It was okay, but not up to my expectations
Went to Toast Box to have dessert. Love the decorations
Construction of the underground MRT. Malaysia should learn from Singapore!
For dinner we went out with Uncle David and Aunty Linda.
It was his 57th birthday!
Here ends my first day.
Hop on the bus and reached Golden Mile Complex at 3.00am.
Waited for my parent's friend to fetch us.
Then we went to McDonalds to have breakfast, since it's one of the shop which opens 24/7.
Had Hainanese Chicken Rice. It was okay, but not up to my expectations
Went to Toast Box to have dessert. Love the decorations
Construction of the underground MRT. Malaysia should learn from Singapore!
For dinner we went out with Uncle David and Aunty Linda.
It was his 57th birthday!
Here ends my first day.
Monday, August 22
Friday, August 19
Friday, August 5
It's August
Just another 4 months and it will be the end of another year
I have been back home since last June
And my plans for university will have to postpone to maybe beginning of next year
Since my a level results are coming out on the same day of the new intake.
Initial plan was entering in September, but since the uni has push forward their intake, too bad for me.
The disadvantage with living in a small town is that it's harder to find a temporary job.
I mean based on the places i have enquire, they usually accept full time jobs.
Now i am confuse, does part time job mean you work just a few days in a week or does it mean you work for a few months?
My meaning of part time job is that i will work only for a few months then i say bye bye.
But hopefully there will be job opportunities around for me.
Till then
Just another 4 months and it will be the end of another year
I have been back home since last June
And my plans for university will have to postpone to maybe beginning of next year
Since my a level results are coming out on the same day of the new intake.
Initial plan was entering in September, but since the uni has push forward their intake, too bad for me.
The disadvantage with living in a small town is that it's harder to find a temporary job.
I mean based on the places i have enquire, they usually accept full time jobs.
Now i am confuse, does part time job mean you work just a few days in a week or does it mean you work for a few months?
My meaning of part time job is that i will work only for a few months then i say bye bye.
But hopefully there will be job opportunities around for me.
Till then
Saturday, July 16
Friday, July 15
Sorry i have been lazy to update my blog for more than 2 weeks.
Here i am updating it.
Since exams ended, i have been here at home rotting.
I guess you will smell it if you are staying near me or any nearby towns/ city.
So you may ask what did i do?
Besides in the rotting stage, i have been entertaining myself with tv and internet.
YAY to that!
Started playing angry birds (computer game) but not on a daily basis.
Doing household chores which makes me feel like the maid of the house.
Cleaning my room and having to rearrange and organise the whole house.
And no i am still unemployed!
But not to worry i am not claiming any unemployment benefits from the government but just my parents.
Hoping to have a chance to travel out of the country if possible.
Yup, yup that's all i have to say.
Here i am updating it.
Since exams ended, i have been here at home rotting.
I guess you will smell it if you are staying near me or any nearby towns/ city.
So you may ask what did i do?
Besides in the rotting stage, i have been entertaining myself with tv and internet.
YAY to that!
Started playing angry birds (computer game) but not on a daily basis.
Doing household chores which makes me feel like the maid of the house.
Cleaning my room and having to rearrange and organise the whole house.
And no i am still unemployed!
But not to worry i am not claiming any unemployment benefits from the government but just my parents.
Hoping to have a chance to travel out of the country if possible.
Yup, yup that's all i have to say.
Sunday, June 26
Thursday, June 9
Connecting the Dots by Gwen Smith
Today’s Truth
“But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.” (John 14:26, NIV)
Friend To Friend
Ever since I was young, I’ve loved connecting dots. In my childhood, it was dots with numbers on paper that I could connect and color. As I threw my attention to the page and followed the numbered steps, a picture developed. A new creation appeared. It brought joy to my little-girl heart.
My grown-up dot-connecting challenges are far from a kid’s fun sheet. There are “life dots” like: parenting dots, faith dots, emotion dots, relationship dots, job dots, and decision dots. I continually struggle to make sense of situations and circumstances and long for a simply numbered life sheet to give me guidance and direction.
Do you ever feel that way? Do you ever wonder how to connect the practical instruction of God’s Word to your daily choices and behaviors? Do you struggle to understand how to connect the dots between your questions and God’s answers? Between the decisions you need to make and God’s wisdom?
If you have a pulse, I’m guessing you deal with this dot-connecting life stuff regularly like I do. The Lord knew we would struggle with this, and He gives each of us the power to connect our life dots according to His plan. How? Through His Holy Spirit.
In Scripture, we see a beautiful promise of God. Before His crucifixion and resurrection, Jesus told His disciples that He must die in order to connect the sinful hearts of man to the holy heart of God. He explained that though He was leaving this world, His followers would not be left alone or without power.
“If you love me, you will obey what I command. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Counselor to be with you forever – the Spirit of truth” (John 14:15-17a).
Jesus went on to say, “All this I have spoken while still with you. But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you” (John 14:25-26).
The Holy Spirit works in and through us to connect the life dots between our heart and God’s. He’s the connector between our problems and God’s solutions. When we go to God in prayer and ask Him to help us take the next step, or make the next decision, or choose the next response, He will faithfully lead us to the next dot with wisdom through the power of His Holy Spirit.
Invite the Holy Spirit to lead your decisions and emotions today. Open your heart to His counsel. Call on His wisdom and listen for the whispers of His truth. When you do, He will connect your life dots in order to bring glory to God the Father. Imagine what our lives, families, churches, and communities would look like if we allowed the Spirit of God within us to connect our life dots each day. The world would see a beautiful faith picture.
Let’s Pray
Heavenly Father, You are all-knowing and all-powerful. You know every decision I need to make and every challenge I face. Please forgive me for the times that I try to figure this life out on my own. I need You. I need Your Holy Spirit to give me strength, wisdom, and direction, specifically concerning ______________. Thank you, Lord.
In Jesus’ Name I pray,
Amen.
Now It’s Your Turn
After telling His disciples about the Holy Spirit in John 14, Jesus blessed them with a peace promise: “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid” (John 14:27).
Where does this promise find you today?
Whatever you are facing, know that the Holy Spirit is ready to guide and comfort you. Journal your thoughts and ask God to connect the faith dots for you so you can bring Him glory in your circumstances and then experience His peace.
“But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you.” (John 14:26, NIV)
Friend To Friend
Ever since I was young, I’ve loved connecting dots. In my childhood, it was dots with numbers on paper that I could connect and color. As I threw my attention to the page and followed the numbered steps, a picture developed. A new creation appeared. It brought joy to my little-girl heart.
My grown-up dot-connecting challenges are far from a kid’s fun sheet. There are “life dots” like: parenting dots, faith dots, emotion dots, relationship dots, job dots, and decision dots. I continually struggle to make sense of situations and circumstances and long for a simply numbered life sheet to give me guidance and direction.
Do you ever feel that way? Do you ever wonder how to connect the practical instruction of God’s Word to your daily choices and behaviors? Do you struggle to understand how to connect the dots between your questions and God’s answers? Between the decisions you need to make and God’s wisdom?
If you have a pulse, I’m guessing you deal with this dot-connecting life stuff regularly like I do. The Lord knew we would struggle with this, and He gives each of us the power to connect our life dots according to His plan. How? Through His Holy Spirit.
In Scripture, we see a beautiful promise of God. Before His crucifixion and resurrection, Jesus told His disciples that He must die in order to connect the sinful hearts of man to the holy heart of God. He explained that though He was leaving this world, His followers would not be left alone or without power.
“If you love me, you will obey what I command. And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Counselor to be with you forever – the Spirit of truth” (John 14:15-17a).
Jesus went on to say, “All this I have spoken while still with you. But the Counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you” (John 14:25-26).
The Holy Spirit works in and through us to connect the life dots between our heart and God’s. He’s the connector between our problems and God’s solutions. When we go to God in prayer and ask Him to help us take the next step, or make the next decision, or choose the next response, He will faithfully lead us to the next dot with wisdom through the power of His Holy Spirit.
Invite the Holy Spirit to lead your decisions and emotions today. Open your heart to His counsel. Call on His wisdom and listen for the whispers of His truth. When you do, He will connect your life dots in order to bring glory to God the Father. Imagine what our lives, families, churches, and communities would look like if we allowed the Spirit of God within us to connect our life dots each day. The world would see a beautiful faith picture.
Let’s Pray
Heavenly Father, You are all-knowing and all-powerful. You know every decision I need to make and every challenge I face. Please forgive me for the times that I try to figure this life out on my own. I need You. I need Your Holy Spirit to give me strength, wisdom, and direction, specifically concerning ______________. Thank you, Lord.
In Jesus’ Name I pray,
Amen.
Now It’s Your Turn
After telling His disciples about the Holy Spirit in John 14, Jesus blessed them with a peace promise: “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid” (John 14:27).
Where does this promise find you today?
Whatever you are facing, know that the Holy Spirit is ready to guide and comfort you. Journal your thoughts and ask God to connect the faith dots for you so you can bring Him glory in your circumstances and then experience His peace.
Friday, June 3
Taking up Our Cross? by Randy Alcorn
Jesus said that if we are to truly be His disciples we are to “take up our cross daily and follow Him” (Luke 9:23). But what does that mean?
To understand that, we need to understand the meaning of the cross in that time and culture.
The cross has lost most of its original meaning today. It is shrouded in religiousness and mystery. It has become many things, from a religious icon to a fashion element.
When we see the cross today, it is a symbol of faith, particularly the Christian faith.
But in the time when Jesus made that statement, He had not yet died on the cross. So, in its original context, the cross was a symbol of death.
In fact, it was the symbol of a very cruel death. The Romans reserved it for the worst criminals. It was a form of torture and humiliation, ultimately leading to a long and painful death.
Why would He use the cross to illustrate what it meant to follow Him?
Jesus intentionally used a gruesome symbol to get the people’s attention. He did this to say that following Him was not “child’s play.” It is not a game and it is not easy. In fact, it will cost you to follow Him as a disciple.
Taken from "The Paradox of the Cross" by Randy Alcorn, Eternal Perspective Ministries, 39085 Pioneer Blvd., Suite 206, Sandy, OR 97055, 503-668-5200, www.epm.org
To understand that, we need to understand the meaning of the cross in that time and culture.
The cross has lost most of its original meaning today. It is shrouded in religiousness and mystery. It has become many things, from a religious icon to a fashion element.
When we see the cross today, it is a symbol of faith, particularly the Christian faith.
But in the time when Jesus made that statement, He had not yet died on the cross. So, in its original context, the cross was a symbol of death.
In fact, it was the symbol of a very cruel death. The Romans reserved it for the worst criminals. It was a form of torture and humiliation, ultimately leading to a long and painful death.
Why would He use the cross to illustrate what it meant to follow Him?
Jesus intentionally used a gruesome symbol to get the people’s attention. He did this to say that following Him was not “child’s play.” It is not a game and it is not easy. In fact, it will cost you to follow Him as a disciple.
Taken from "The Paradox of the Cross" by Randy Alcorn, Eternal Perspective Ministries, 39085 Pioneer Blvd., Suite 206, Sandy, OR 97055, 503-668-5200, www.epm.org
Thursday, June 2
Jolly Juggling June
I love June because my a level exams will officially end
No more nagging to study!
But a sweet moment of catching up with movies, books and more!
23 june it's the day my freedom begins!
For now, i really need to stay away from all temptations and focus on what i need to do now!
Shoo temptations, don't bug me!
No more nagging to study!
But a sweet moment of catching up with movies, books and more!
23 june it's the day my freedom begins!
For now, i really need to stay away from all temptations and focus on what i need to do now!
Shoo temptations, don't bug me!
Saturday, May 21
All the best in your future undertakings!
Have fun at a new phase of life.
Things are going to be really different, but well in all things trust in the Lord and have faith in Him!
You are never alone in this journey!
My friend, be wise and self control.
Guard your heart, mind and spirit.
Be aware of the people around you.
Know your limits!
=)
Sunday, May 15
And sometimes i wish the stars in the sky will smile at me before i go to sleep every night.
The moon will delight me with different shapes
The wind will release it's coolness and overpower the heat
The rain will remind me that it's time to move on and not let my tears hold me back of what God is going to do in my life
I wish the flowers will show me their colours, making my life more colourful and fun
I wish the butterflies will remind that no one is ugly! We are all beautiful in God's sight.
I wish that i can hug God right now. Telling him of my sadness and disappointment.
Good night
The moon will delight me with different shapes
The wind will release it's coolness and overpower the heat
The rain will remind me that it's time to move on and not let my tears hold me back of what God is going to do in my life
I wish the flowers will show me their colours, making my life more colourful and fun
I wish the butterflies will remind that no one is ugly! We are all beautiful in God's sight.
I wish that i can hug God right now. Telling him of my sadness and disappointment.
Good night
Saturday, May 7
Thursday, May 5
Wednesday, May 4
Shepherd of my soul, I give You full control
Wherever You may lead, i will follow
I have made the choice to listen to Your voice
Wherever You may lead, i will go
Be it in the quiet pastures
Or by a gentle stream
The shepherd of my soul will be my guide
Should i face a mighty mountain or a valley dark and deep
The shepherd of my soul will be my guide
Wherever You may lead, i will follow
I have made the choice to listen to Your voice
Wherever You may lead, i will go
Be it in the quiet pastures
Or by a gentle stream
The shepherd of my soul will be my guide
Should i face a mighty mountain or a valley dark and deep
The shepherd of my soul will be my guide
One of the most frustating thing is that....
They create websites which enables you to download free past years paper, but they don't keep it up to date.
So i have to take time off from my studies in order to find the past years and marking scheme.
Opportunity cost...
Edexcel website states that they will upload the latest past years in 2011.
However, it's already May 2011 but not a sight of the past years to be downloaded.
How are the students going to practise without the past year papers?
They create websites which enables you to download free past years paper, but they don't keep it up to date.
So i have to take time off from my studies in order to find the past years and marking scheme.
Opportunity cost...
Edexcel website states that they will upload the latest past years in 2011.
However, it's already May 2011 but not a sight of the past years to be downloaded.
How are the students going to practise without the past year papers?
Monday, May 2
Am 20 now!
So, yesterday was the day i turned older
And yes, it's a labour day!
Sorry for putting my mum into labour, but i am glad it's a holiday every year!
Thank you everyone from all over the world who wished me.
It's an honour to be flooded with many messages on the 1st may!
Thank you again!
Thank you also to God for being with me every step of the way that i may survive all the struggles and temptations till the age of 20!
It's a huge accomplishment!
However there will be more hurdles to go through now that i am about to step into adulthood.
But i know God will always be in the centre of my life and He alone will be my God!
Really lost for words.
The end!
And yes, it's a labour day!
Sorry for putting my mum into labour, but i am glad it's a holiday every year!
Thank you everyone from all over the world who wished me.
It's an honour to be flooded with many messages on the 1st may!
Thank you again!
Thank you also to God for being with me every step of the way that i may survive all the struggles and temptations till the age of 20!
It's a huge accomplishment!
However there will be more hurdles to go through now that i am about to step into adulthood.
But i know God will always be in the centre of my life and He alone will be my God!
Really lost for words.
The end!
Thursday, April 28
Faith, life.
Don't be afraid to fall, because God will be always there to pick you up.
It's a reminder to myself and to you readers.
I fell many times.
There were easy falls, there were really tough falls.
Falls that broke my heart, made me cry, rip me inside and out.
I thought of comitting suicide just to end all of it.
But, the thought of leaving my love ones behind breaks my heart.
Why would i want them to be sad because i made the wrong choice.
Yeah, just because i am a pastor's kid doesn't mean i am no human being aite?
I still have the same emotions like the rest of you.
I am reaching 20 soon and my housemate told me to go and play in the playground.
Probably i will if i have the time.
Since there's a playground near my house anyway.
Still not sure if i have fully grown up.
Not the age but emotionally and spiritually.
I still lack my faith in God sometimes.
In the process of learning.
Especially about facing life's giants, i have yet to build much courage to face it.
But i hope when i meet God, i will be filled with faith and courage!
May i end the race that is pleasing to God.
It's a reminder to myself and to you readers.
I fell many times.
There were easy falls, there were really tough falls.
Falls that broke my heart, made me cry, rip me inside and out.
I thought of comitting suicide just to end all of it.
But, the thought of leaving my love ones behind breaks my heart.
Why would i want them to be sad because i made the wrong choice.
Yeah, just because i am a pastor's kid doesn't mean i am no human being aite?
I still have the same emotions like the rest of you.
I am reaching 20 soon and my housemate told me to go and play in the playground.
Probably i will if i have the time.
Since there's a playground near my house anyway.
Still not sure if i have fully grown up.
Not the age but emotionally and spiritually.
I still lack my faith in God sometimes.
In the process of learning.
Especially about facing life's giants, i have yet to build much courage to face it.
But i hope when i meet God, i will be filled with faith and courage!
May i end the race that is pleasing to God.
Wednesday, April 27
Yes i can cook! =)
Used to remember whenever my mum asked me to cook last time, i will complain/ find an excuse to avoid.
But now, i am glad she forced me to peel the garlic, chop the vege, wash it, clean the fish, peel the prawn, and more.
If not i will be a girl who does not know how to cook. How sad.
Well, this picture is one of the most recent dish i cooked on my own. YES, on my own. My mum only helped me to find some of the ingredients which i have no idea where she put it.
Fried rice! Chop the ingredients, cook the rice and fry! See the results, no burns and it tastes awesome! But 1 thing i forgot to add in, potato!
So, that's for all today!
But now, i am glad she forced me to peel the garlic, chop the vege, wash it, clean the fish, peel the prawn, and more.
If not i will be a girl who does not know how to cook. How sad.
Well, this picture is one of the most recent dish i cooked on my own. YES, on my own. My mum only helped me to find some of the ingredients which i have no idea where she put it.
Fried rice! Chop the ingredients, cook the rice and fry! See the results, no burns and it tastes awesome! But 1 thing i forgot to add in, potato!
So, that's for all today!
Thursday, April 21
Tuesday, April 19
Tuesday, April 12
Just stop giving me anymore of your lame reasons.
You're my friend, one of my close friend but what you said yesterday made me question why do i treat you as one?
I had a big question mark in my head yesterday.
You gave me excuses after excuses, but at the end of the day it actually boils down to you.
If you are confidence with your own actions, why bother about how others will think/ say?
You just lack courage to stand up for your own actions and just let others affect your own decisions.
What if in the future i need you as a friend to support and stand by me?
You may be the first one to run away.
I am not mad with you, but I'm very disappointed.
At least thank you for making me stronger the next time i face the same situation.
Period
You're my friend, one of my close friend but what you said yesterday made me question why do i treat you as one?
I had a big question mark in my head yesterday.
You gave me excuses after excuses, but at the end of the day it actually boils down to you.
If you are confidence with your own actions, why bother about how others will think/ say?
You just lack courage to stand up for your own actions and just let others affect your own decisions.
What if in the future i need you as a friend to support and stand by me?
You may be the first one to run away.
I am not mad with you, but I'm very disappointed.
At least thank you for making me stronger the next time i face the same situation.
Period
Saturday, April 9
At another crossroad in my life
Deciding which path to take
It ain't easy.
Lord, please give me and my parents wisdom to make the right choice.
I thought of studying local, but my dad intends to send to USA.
Which i am having a big question mark in my mind as i am really uncertain of what the future holds for me
Surrendering.
Pushing on and having the faith.
I will hold on to You no matter how tough life is.
Because i know I've got You in my life!
Deciding which path to take
It ain't easy.
Lord, please give me and my parents wisdom to make the right choice.
I thought of studying local, but my dad intends to send to USA.
Which i am having a big question mark in my mind as i am really uncertain of what the future holds for me
Surrendering.
Pushing on and having the faith.
I will hold on to You no matter how tough life is.
Because i know I've got You in my life!
Wednesday, April 6
Faith is a verb? by James MacDonald
One time in the Gospels it says that Jesus couldn't do much in the town "because of their unbelief" (Matthew 13:58). Wouldn't that be an awful thing to have said about your home, about your family, about you? Jesus couldn't do much in or through you because of you just didn't believe Him. "Lord, why don't You do more in our church?" Could it be because of people's unbelief?
Faith is the key. God's promises are activated by faith. Faith is not passive - it's an action verb. Don't say, "Well, I'm just waiting here. Maybe God will work; maybe He won't." What are you doing about it - Well, not much.
It's like the sick guy who needs to get better, but he doesn't go to the doctor. That's foolishness. You've got to do what you can.
Like the girl who is looking for a husband, but never goes to the Young Adult meetings at church. She just sits down in her basement. "My husband will have to find me here." Yeah, that's not a great plan. Do what you can!
Like the person who's filled with concerns and wants to have hope, but has never read the Bible.
It's God promises that give us hope. How many Scriptural promises do you know? How many promises have you memorized? How many are on the tip of your tongue? Well, no wonder you're filled with anxiety! No wonder you don't have any hope! You're not holding onto anything.
Get your heart around some of the exceedingly great and precious promises of God! Hold on to what God has said in His Word. Someday you're going to be in a difficult situation and the enemy will be try to pull you down but you've got God's Word hidden in your heart. His words will flood you with courage and fill your life with faith.
"God helps those who help themselves" - is not in the Bible but it is a biblical concept. Faith has to be active to be real. Remember the guy in 2 Kings 5 who had leprosy and Gold told him he had to go dip in the river? In faith, he had to do what he could. Like the woman in poverty in 2 Kings 4 who had to collect containers to hold all that oil God was giving her - she did what she could. Like a warrior heading into battle, he has to pick up his weapon.
Put some action behind what you believe and watch God work.
Excerpted from "Faith Is a Verb" by Walk in the Word Ministries (used by permission).
Faith is the key. God's promises are activated by faith. Faith is not passive - it's an action verb. Don't say, "Well, I'm just waiting here. Maybe God will work; maybe He won't." What are you doing about it - Well, not much.
It's like the sick guy who needs to get better, but he doesn't go to the doctor. That's foolishness. You've got to do what you can.
Like the girl who is looking for a husband, but never goes to the Young Adult meetings at church. She just sits down in her basement. "My husband will have to find me here." Yeah, that's not a great plan. Do what you can!
Like the person who's filled with concerns and wants to have hope, but has never read the Bible.
It's God promises that give us hope. How many Scriptural promises do you know? How many promises have you memorized? How many are on the tip of your tongue? Well, no wonder you're filled with anxiety! No wonder you don't have any hope! You're not holding onto anything.
Get your heart around some of the exceedingly great and precious promises of God! Hold on to what God has said in His Word. Someday you're going to be in a difficult situation and the enemy will be try to pull you down but you've got God's Word hidden in your heart. His words will flood you with courage and fill your life with faith.
"God helps those who help themselves" - is not in the Bible but it is a biblical concept. Faith has to be active to be real. Remember the guy in 2 Kings 5 who had leprosy and Gold told him he had to go dip in the river? In faith, he had to do what he could. Like the woman in poverty in 2 Kings 4 who had to collect containers to hold all that oil God was giving her - she did what she could. Like a warrior heading into battle, he has to pick up his weapon.
Put some action behind what you believe and watch God work.
Excerpted from "Faith Is a Verb" by Walk in the Word Ministries (used by permission).
Monday, April 4
The measure
Let the grace of the Lord be the measure of your sufficiency;
let the peace of the Lord be the measure of your quietness;
let the power of the Lord be the measure of your strength;
let the goodness of the Lord be the measure of your contentment;
let the love of the Lord be the measure of your service;
let the faithfulness of the Lord be the measure of your trust;
let the beauty of the Lord be the measure of your worship;
let the fullness of the Lord be the measure of your joy;
let the sovereignty of the Lord be the measure of your confidence;
let the promises of the Lord be the measure of your expectations;
let the coming of the Lord be the measure of hope.
let the peace of the Lord be the measure of your quietness;
let the power of the Lord be the measure of your strength;
let the goodness of the Lord be the measure of your contentment;
let the love of the Lord be the measure of your service;
let the faithfulness of the Lord be the measure of your trust;
let the beauty of the Lord be the measure of your worship;
let the fullness of the Lord be the measure of your joy;
let the sovereignty of the Lord be the measure of your confidence;
let the promises of the Lord be the measure of your expectations;
let the coming of the Lord be the measure of hope.
Sunday, April 3
Revolution Sitiawan
Thank you God for all You've done in Sitiawan for the past weekend!
I am sure the work has begun and will continue until God says it is finished.
It was a blast and coming together as different denominations in one body of Christ to worship together!
Great ministry time, especially dealing with my own struggles and breaking free from all bondages.
I am going to surrender Everything into God's hands.
Not going to hold anything back anymore.
I am really blessed by the sermons by Pastor Dave, Pastor Andy and Pastor Kenneth!
May God give me the strength to live my life for Him!
Let's all spread this world with the LOVE OF GOD!
We want to run to the altar
And catch the fire
To stand in the gap between the living and the dead
Give us a heart of compassion for a world without vision
We will make a difference bringing hope to our land
I am sure the work has begun and will continue until God says it is finished.
It was a blast and coming together as different denominations in one body of Christ to worship together!
Great ministry time, especially dealing with my own struggles and breaking free from all bondages.
I am going to surrender Everything into God's hands.
Not going to hold anything back anymore.
I am really blessed by the sermons by Pastor Dave, Pastor Andy and Pastor Kenneth!
May God give me the strength to live my life for Him!
Let's all spread this world with the LOVE OF GOD!
We want to run to the altar
And catch the fire
To stand in the gap between the living and the dead
Give us a heart of compassion for a world without vision
We will make a difference bringing hope to our land
Saturday, April 2
How can i be a change in this community? In my country?
It's through God's love.
But if we don't spread God's love, then it's over!
That's what i learn from REVOLUTION yesterday night.
I have the vision, but still not putting it into actions yet.
Have not speak up, stand up and show up.
I believe it's not too late yet.
So, are we ready to make a difference?
It's through God's love.
But if we don't spread God's love, then it's over!
That's what i learn from REVOLUTION yesterday night.
I have the vision, but still not putting it into actions yet.
Have not speak up, stand up and show up.
I believe it's not too late yet.
So, are we ready to make a difference?
Friday, April 1
Give thanks in all circumstances
And the ball keeps rolling............
Fine getting to the point.
If those of you whom i may not have told, since only my college friends know about my missing purse.
I dropped it at college on Wednesday after my class.
Did not realise it went missing until thursday morning when i was packing my bag.
I was 'Oh No where did i put my purse?'
The hunting began. Search high and low for it.
Went to college ask the office whether anyone return my purse.
But the answer was no, sorry.
So i was quite worry and sad because my bus ticket, ic, atm card was inside my purse.
Yet in my heart a little voice said: ' Give thanks in all circumstances.'
My dad also reminded me to Praise God although my purse was missing.
And with a heavy heart i came back using the money i borrowed from my housemate.
Reached home and still asking God that it will be found.
And you know what??????????
This morning as in Friday, Mr Michael my college's student services director called me.
He told me: " I don't know why is your purse on my table, but just calling you to inform you that it is with me."
Hallelujah! All my important documents is still inside, hopefully my money too.
But well it's a lesson to be learn, no matter how hard life may be, just give thanks and God will reward you!
Gave my parents a big, big hug! Because i was so worried!
Thank you for those who cared, helping me to find my purse!
=)
And also thank you to the big, great and wonderful God up there who is always watching out for me!
Love you all!
Fine getting to the point.
If those of you whom i may not have told, since only my college friends know about my missing purse.
I dropped it at college on Wednesday after my class.
Did not realise it went missing until thursday morning when i was packing my bag.
I was 'Oh No where did i put my purse?'
The hunting began. Search high and low for it.
Went to college ask the office whether anyone return my purse.
But the answer was no, sorry.
So i was quite worry and sad because my bus ticket, ic, atm card was inside my purse.
Yet in my heart a little voice said: ' Give thanks in all circumstances.'
My dad also reminded me to Praise God although my purse was missing.
And with a heavy heart i came back using the money i borrowed from my housemate.
Reached home and still asking God that it will be found.
And you know what??????????
This morning as in Friday, Mr Michael my college's student services director called me.
He told me: " I don't know why is your purse on my table, but just calling you to inform you that it is with me."
Hallelujah! All my important documents is still inside, hopefully my money too.
But well it's a lesson to be learn, no matter how hard life may be, just give thanks and God will reward you!
Gave my parents a big, big hug! Because i was so worried!
Thank you for those who cared, helping me to find my purse!
=)
And also thank you to the big, great and wonderful God up there who is always watching out for me!
Love you all!
Tuesday, March 29
Rattle-ing
Trial exams is next week..
Real exam is in May/June.
After that, if i got in to university, then it will be in July/ August/ September
I have things line up for me, but i am still stagnant.
This is bad, really bad Praise.
Real exam is in May/June.
After that, if i got in to university, then it will be in July/ August/ September
I have things line up for me, but i am still stagnant.
This is bad, really bad Praise.
Saturday, March 26
Though trials may come my way
Though life seems so tough to get the way i want to be
I will still cling on to the cross and to You.
And i know i have my parents and friends to be there with me.
But open your eyes to see, not everyone can be trusted.
I am not having phobia or anything, have experienced it when friends back stab me.
It's painful, but it was a good lesson.
Here i am today, stronger yet in the process of learning.
It's all because of Him!
Though life seems so tough to get the way i want to be
I will still cling on to the cross and to You.
And i know i have my parents and friends to be there with me.
But open your eyes to see, not everyone can be trusted.
I am not having phobia or anything, have experienced it when friends back stab me.
It's painful, but it was a good lesson.
Here i am today, stronger yet in the process of learning.
It's all because of Him!
Wednesday, March 23
This will be my 700th post!!!!!!!!
Hi everyone!
Just wanna spread some love and joy!
Remember to smile and laugh.
Don't let the sadness be the emotion of the day.
Jesus loves you!
Just wanna spread some love and joy!
Remember to smile and laugh.
Don't let the sadness be the emotion of the day.
Jesus loves you!
Tuesday, March 22
Monday, March 21
Monday, March 14
Lord, I will still thank You even through disappointments.
And i am tired of crying over spill milk.
Needs to study smarter and harder, which means sacrificing a lot of leisure time.
It also means less blogging.
So to my very few readers out there, i will be updating less frequent from now on and focus more on my studies.
Thanks!
And i am tired of crying over spill milk.
Needs to study smarter and harder, which means sacrificing a lot of leisure time.
It also means less blogging.
So to my very few readers out there, i will be updating less frequent from now on and focus more on my studies.
Thanks!
Sunday, March 13
The Lifebuilder's Creed
Today is the most important day of my life
Yesterday with it's successes and victories, struggles and failures is gone forever
The past is past
Done
Finished
I cannot relive it. I cannot go back and change it.
But i will learn from it and improve my TODAY.
Today. This moment. NOW
It is God's gift to me and it is all that I have.
Tomorrow with all its joys and sorrows, triumphs and troubles isn't here yet
Indeed, tomorrow may never come.
Therefore, I will not worry about tomorrow.
Today is what God has entrusted to me.
It is all that I have. I will do my best in it.
I will demonstrate the best of me in it
My character, giftedness, and abilities
to my family and friends, clients and associates
I will identify those things that are most important to do Today,
and those things I will do until they are done.
And when this day is done
I will look back with satisfaction at that which I have accomplished.
Then,and only then, will I plan my tomorrow
Looking to improve upon today, with God's help
Then i shall go to sleep in peace.....content
Yesterday with it's successes and victories, struggles and failures is gone forever
The past is past
Done
Finished
I cannot relive it. I cannot go back and change it.
But i will learn from it and improve my TODAY.
Today. This moment. NOW
It is God's gift to me and it is all that I have.
Tomorrow with all its joys and sorrows, triumphs and troubles isn't here yet
Indeed, tomorrow may never come.
Therefore, I will not worry about tomorrow.
Today is what God has entrusted to me.
It is all that I have. I will do my best in it.
I will demonstrate the best of me in it
My character, giftedness, and abilities
to my family and friends, clients and associates
I will identify those things that are most important to do Today,
and those things I will do until they are done.
And when this day is done
I will look back with satisfaction at that which I have accomplished.
Then,and only then, will I plan my tomorrow
Looking to improve upon today, with God's help
Then i shall go to sleep in peace.....content
Saturday, March 12
Options!!!?????
A,B,C,D,E,F,G..........
1,2,3,4,5,6,7
Here i come to a point in life where i have to make decisions for the next step to take
University of Nottingham Malaysia, Monash University Malaysia, or Sunway University?
Weighing out the minimum requirement i will choose either Nottingham or Monash.
Since it's a foreign university and i trust in the quality of it's education.
In life, we fight for what we want.
Keep fighting.
But what happens when we do not get the way we want?
Runaway? Beat up ourself? Blame others? Curse?
Will be applying soon.
May God show me the direction i should go.
1,2,3,4,5,6,7
Here i come to a point in life where i have to make decisions for the next step to take
University of Nottingham Malaysia, Monash University Malaysia, or Sunway University?
Weighing out the minimum requirement i will choose either Nottingham or Monash.
Since it's a foreign university and i trust in the quality of it's education.
In life, we fight for what we want.
Keep fighting.
But what happens when we do not get the way we want?
Runaway? Beat up ourself? Blame others? Curse?
Will be applying soon.
May God show me the direction i should go.
Friday, March 11
Wednesday, March 9
I thank you God because........
He made so many colours to make our lives more colourful!
A rainbow always remind me how good God is to me, my family and to each and everyone of you!!!!!!!
Goldfish. Miss the times trying to squeeze our mouth like them. =)
A rainbow always remind me how good God is to me, my family and to each and everyone of you!!!!!!!
Goldfish. Miss the times trying to squeeze our mouth like them. =)
Monday, March 7
Thursday, March 3
Guard your heart
The heart is one of the most important organs in our body.
When we exercise, it makes our heart pump more blood to our bodies.
It has the veins and arteries to perform out their own functions.
Either carrying oxygenated blood away from the heart or carrying deoxygenated blood to the heart.
In reality, guarding our hearts is important.
There are people out there who would want to tear you into bits and pieces and crush you down.
Playing with your feelings and laugh when you're hurt.
Do you want to end up in this situation?
Love,
Praise
Wednesday, March 2
Of the needs and wants
Who does not like shopping?
Well i like shopping of course!
But i am the person who thinks through many times before i buy something expensive.
It's nice to just buy a bag/ shoe/clothes on the shelf without thinking through carefully sometimes.
However, i don't have the free flow of money which keeps coming whenever i need to buy my 'wants'
The difference between 'need' and 'want' is:
A need is something that is necessary to be used in your daily life.
For example: Food, water, clothes, shoes
A want is something you use rarely, but for the certain occasions
This verse keeps coming into my mind whenever i feel the need of shopping.
' Lay up your treasures in heaven and not on earth where dust and moths can destroy'
Hopefully i will be able to manage my finances wisely and not spend unnecessarily.
The value of money is dropping as the economy is facing inflation now.
Inflation means that the prices of goods and services are rising.
It will lead to us as consumers spending more for the same good now compared to previous years.
Some people who says by having money you will be fulfilled, but i doubt it.
It will only make us worry more.
Love,
Praise
Well i like shopping of course!
But i am the person who thinks through many times before i buy something expensive.
It's nice to just buy a bag/ shoe/clothes on the shelf without thinking through carefully sometimes.
However, i don't have the free flow of money which keeps coming whenever i need to buy my 'wants'
The difference between 'need' and 'want' is:
A need is something that is necessary to be used in your daily life.
For example: Food, water, clothes, shoes
A want is something you use rarely, but for the certain occasions
This verse keeps coming into my mind whenever i feel the need of shopping.
' Lay up your treasures in heaven and not on earth where dust and moths can destroy'
Hopefully i will be able to manage my finances wisely and not spend unnecessarily.
The value of money is dropping as the economy is facing inflation now.
Inflation means that the prices of goods and services are rising.
It will lead to us as consumers spending more for the same good now compared to previous years.
Some people who says by having money you will be fulfilled, but i doubt it.
It will only make us worry more.
Love,
Praise
Monday, February 28
It's hard remaining stagnant when my friends, most of them are in university.
While i am still in college.
I am like a ball trying to roll, but because there's no force, so there's no motion.
On the way back yesterday i was imagining when a car slide on a slippery road.
Wonders of imagination.
Because on rainy days, it's better to drive slowly.
So i was thinking since God gave us brains why not invent a car that is able to withstand slippery surfaces.
That will reduce the rate of accidents.
Just a random post.
While i am still in college.
I am like a ball trying to roll, but because there's no force, so there's no motion.
On the way back yesterday i was imagining when a car slide on a slippery road.
Wonders of imagination.
Because on rainy days, it's better to drive slowly.
So i was thinking since God gave us brains why not invent a car that is able to withstand slippery surfaces.
That will reduce the rate of accidents.
Just a random post.
Friday, February 25
Last saturday, i went to the dentist and got my wisdom teeth removed.
And wow it was just 5 minutes of extraction and with much blood flowing.
I feel really weird on the left side of my mouth especially when i chew food.
It's like a sticky feeling of the gums.
Glad i removed it!
If not i'll be having problems if i extracted it later.
And wow it was just 5 minutes of extraction and with much blood flowing.
I feel really weird on the left side of my mouth especially when i chew food.
It's like a sticky feeling of the gums.
Glad i removed it!
If not i'll be having problems if i extracted it later.
Monday, February 14
We need to start praying for Egypt
For all the things that are happening in this country.
Only God knows what will happen next and the transformation that is going to happen.
There are times news show us only part of the story and from one party.
But did it reveal the full story?
I don't know.
But i know God is going to make a difference in this land!
Something that will amaze everyone in other countries.
Lord, be the God of Egypt!
For all the things that are happening in this country.
Only God knows what will happen next and the transformation that is going to happen.
There are times news show us only part of the story and from one party.
But did it reveal the full story?
I don't know.
But i know God is going to make a difference in this land!
Something that will amaze everyone in other countries.
Lord, be the God of Egypt!
Wednesday, February 9
When i am so busy, i complain i don't have time for other things.
Now that i am so free, i feel so bored because i have only 2 hours of class or 1 hour of class per day.
I need to like figure out what to do during the times i am free.
If not i will be wasting my semester just like that.
Some suggestions are studying for exam.
Well, it does make sense to start preparing early
But i want to do a project that excludes studying books from a levels.
Prefers to get my hands moving.
That sounds better.
So, what am i gonna do?
Now that i am so free, i feel so bored because i have only 2 hours of class or 1 hour of class per day.
I need to like figure out what to do during the times i am free.
If not i will be wasting my semester just like that.
Some suggestions are studying for exam.
Well, it does make sense to start preparing early
But i want to do a project that excludes studying books from a levels.
Prefers to get my hands moving.
That sounds better.
So, what am i gonna do?
Sunday, February 6
Never imagine 1 week will pass by so fast.
Tomorrow's a beginning of a new semester.
But it's really going to be different as many of the 0907 people have graduate.
Still have not decide what to do during the free time.
Working part time is an option, but the problem is where?
I wish home was just an hour away, rather than 3 and a half hours away.
Maybe i have make my decision to just study local, then probably do masters overseas.
That is if i am keen on taking up masters.
I need a path to be shown to me, to know where to take.
Because right now i am just so clueless.
Tomorrow's a beginning of a new semester.
But it's really going to be different as many of the 0907 people have graduate.
Still have not decide what to do during the free time.
Working part time is an option, but the problem is where?
I wish home was just an hour away, rather than 3 and a half hours away.
Maybe i have make my decision to just study local, then probably do masters overseas.
That is if i am keen on taking up masters.
I need a path to be shown to me, to know where to take.
Because right now i am just so clueless.
Saturday, February 5
Saturday, January 29
Wow, exam is over!
Chinese New Year is coming soon, which means collecting ang paos and eating food!
Not forgetting meeting people!
I have 5 boxes of oranges to welcome me! Ha ha!
And pineapple tarts, onion biscuits.
This year's chinese new year, hopefully will be a good study free and a break for me.
Brain needs rest badly.
So to occupy my dear brain, i shall watch dvd's and read story books!
=)
Thank you Abba Father for guiding me through this exam.
I surrender it all to You!
Chinese New Year is coming soon, which means collecting ang paos and eating food!
Not forgetting meeting people!
I have 5 boxes of oranges to welcome me! Ha ha!
And pineapple tarts, onion biscuits.
This year's chinese new year, hopefully will be a good study free and a break for me.
Brain needs rest badly.
So to occupy my dear brain, i shall watch dvd's and read story books!
=)
Thank you Abba Father for guiding me through this exam.
I surrender it all to You!
Saturday, January 8
Sunday, January 2
All praise and glory be to God
To start off with this post, i wanna wish all of you Happy New Year!
It's the new year now with many goals set ahead of me.
Rewinding back to last year, God has taught me a tough but beneficial lesson.
I remember saying a prayer, Lord stretch me further.
And the Lord answer my prayer by testing my patience, endurance, persistence and most important 'FAITH'.
Many interesting moments have happened in 2010.
1. Piercing of my ear in February. It was only about 2 weeks before orientation ball that i decided to pierce. Wow, it was a fun experience.
2. Getting my driving license! =)
3. Went to the waterfall twice with my friends!
4. Went to the longest pasar malam in Malaysia!
5. Watch the most movies compare to other years. This year will be more!
6. Had a surprise pool party with my friends. Got throwed into the water too!
There may be more, but that's all i can think of.
I am glad God has been in control of my life and He will always be.
Thank you God for love ones.
Looking forward to what this year will bring to me!
Bring it on 2011!
It's the new year now with many goals set ahead of me.
Rewinding back to last year, God has taught me a tough but beneficial lesson.
I remember saying a prayer, Lord stretch me further.
And the Lord answer my prayer by testing my patience, endurance, persistence and most important 'FAITH'.
Many interesting moments have happened in 2010.
1. Piercing of my ear in February. It was only about 2 weeks before orientation ball that i decided to pierce. Wow, it was a fun experience.
2. Getting my driving license! =)
3. Went to the waterfall twice with my friends!
4. Went to the longest pasar malam in Malaysia!
5. Watch the most movies compare to other years. This year will be more!
6. Had a surprise pool party with my friends. Got throwed into the water too!
There may be more, but that's all i can think of.
I am glad God has been in control of my life and He will always be.
Thank you God for love ones.
Looking forward to what this year will bring to me!
Bring it on 2011!
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