Bangkok

Smiling for the camera


waterfall outside the shopping mall





Christmas tree filled with bells





Wanna buy? One shirt for 80 bath which is only rm8!!!



Even this old man can sing!!!


Spiders which reminds me of SPIDERMAN!









Ferry terminal

Caroling 2009!!!!!

I really enjoyed caroling, although it was tiring but overall we sang our hearts out for CHRIST!!!! =)

Praise wishes all who drop by at this blog a very BLESSED CHRISTMAS!

I salute people who are straight forward. I wish i could, but i can only shut up my mouth and let things happen. I feel really angry at many things, but i know i can't express it to some people. Oh Lord, give me the joy to serve you.

I am so blessed to go for the myf camp. Although it was only a few people that went,yet i feel a close bonding with the youths. Pictures will be uploaded once i manage to get the pictures. More updates soon

Tomorrow is CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!
See the exclaimation marks ha ha

was listening to this song by Planet Shakers.

The rain my fall
The thunder roar
Yet I believe, I believe
What people may say
Whatever comes my way
I will believe,I believe
Nothing can separate me from Your love
So I lift my eyes to heaven and believe
You are my God
You are my Saviour
You hold the world within Your hands
You are my God
You are my healer
Lord I believe in You Jesus
Lord i believe

Hallelujah,hallelujah
Hallelujah,Glory to God

I actually forgot almost all my friends are at YLDP now.
Ha ha!!!
No wonder I have very few friends online.
Am keen to go out.
But, here's the thing
I can't!
=(
Can't wait for camp next tuesday!

Another thing,
To my friend, you know who you are.
I am truly sorry for everything
I shouldn't have said those words to you.


Sometimes i am just so foolish that i tercakap some hurtful words.
Me bad!
To anyone who is reading, if i have said anything hurtful to you or done anything terrible, I wanna apologise for everything i have done.
I know saying sorry isn't going to solve much problem.
Yet hoping i won't lose a friend.

Inspiron 14 or Inspiron 15?
I am undecided...
Which is better?
Which model should i buy?

It's a joy to serve in the children ministry

I am happy to be single!!!!!!!

before you know it,
Half a year has gone by
With another 1 and a half more years to go in college
Eyes still blinking
Still not willing to accept reality

Knock, Knock.
Is anyone there?

Please reply

Lord you know what i've been through the past few days
Please be in the centre of everything
I may not have the strength to carry it through any further
Only You know what's next
Strengthen me oh Lord
Give me courage to face life's up and down
I can't stand cold wars
Let there be peace here!

Good news

1.My dad will not be transferred elsewhere. Meaning remaining in Sitiawan Wesley!!!

2.My bright friend, who studied last minute got first in class! Now won't you give a round of applause for her?

3.I got a limited T-shirt from aunt ting hui. There's only 100 pieces of it being printed out. =) Thanks aunty!!!

4.Going home tomorrow!!!!!!!! A jolly ride back home tomorrow!

5.Meeting my ex school mates soon!

can't think of anything else, but yeah really enjoy my first sem in college and js reunion last saturday!

Till then.
See you Sitiawan people back home~!!!!!!!!

It's tough being here alone, trust me especially when you're sick or facing exams.
I haven't been thanking God enough for sustaining me through these past 4 months plus here in KL!
Yes, the big city which has jams, high rise buildings,crimes, expensive food in comparison with sitiawan.
I am use to with the life here and all.
Let me quote what my friend said.
People in MCKL are nerds with LIFE!!!
Most of the students are really smart, top scorers for their SPM, hardworking, and responsible.
I am more on the average side.
No regrets coming here, my mind has programmed 'here you are to stay for the next 2 years'
I wish i could post up the pictures of friends here.
Different character and personality.
It's fun going out without asking my parent's permission, please don't tell them!

Got to go for class.
Love is not something we can play with, it comes from the heart.

9 more days!!!!
Just 9 more.
1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8 and 9!!!!!
My wonderful 1 month holiday with loads of things to do.
Exam is next january, christmas,cousin's wedding and more.
I am happy, very happy!!!!
This saturday is Js reunion!!!
All you js'ers, please remember to come!!!!!

Now economics is push to a year and a half.
So that means next semester i will have to take 2 units.
Meaning more stress.
Will be having either moral or malaysian studies too.

Hopefully the news my dad told me is true!
Praying hard, may miracles happen.
2 more weeks for sem break!
1 more week plus till i meet my js gang!

This post sadly is short and precise.
Will update a longer one when my break comes!

take care people!

Exam results are sucky.
I mean real sucky.
I wonder what my parents will say about getting such results.
November 25 is the day i will get out from this planet.
No where to put my face.
Well, the real exam is next january.
Hopefully i can do well!
Yeah, hopefully.
Only God knows what will happen

Greater things have yet to come
Greater things are still to be done in this city
Greaters thing have yet to come
Greater things are still to be done here.

Greater things will happen in the city of Sitiawan!

Youth camp is coming up in the month of December!
Feeling excited about it.

Yea, thinking about the positive side that the year end break is next month!
1 more month to go!
Hip, hip hooray!

Screw econs on thursday!!!
Trying to be positive but am lacking of confidence much.
I wanna be back home right now.
Exam stress is filling me.
Someone help me!!!!!!!!
c2 paper is gone, my hard work has gone into vain.
When i was doing my paper, i recall my prayer that morning.
Still i gave in to my own human emotions and there it went down the drain.

Can only go back next weekend, sadly.
At least i have something to anticipate for which is Tropicana Night!!!!!!!
11 more days to go home!!!

2 papers down, 2 more to go!
Can't wait till exam is over next monday!
3 hours of accounts.

Better stop crapping here.

When i look back at the past 2 months, I have more things in mind to be thankful to God.
There were ups and downs.
Days or weeks when i was feeling so sad with being apart from my parents.
Through it all, i thank God for sustaining me through college life.
By my own strength, i can't even imagine having the strength to pull through all the stress, disappointments and pressure.
Doubts did came into my mind once in while:
"Why did i not do form 6?"

Today on the way back, i thank God for my dad with his ever positive and cheerful attitude to hear all my chitter chatter about everything from a to z.
He said something that struck me:
" I believe God has His purposes for everything"

And you know what? God sure does!
I thank God for giving me real good friends who really supported and encourage me with comforting words.
When i was down, the never give up cheer was there.

Looking back, i realise i can't stand on my own.
I need friends and the rest of the people in the body of Christ to be there.
I thank God i realise how much home is important to me!
Although i do fight and get mad with my parents at times, but i still love them a lot!
I feel the joy of coming back home everytime.

I realise in youth i may not be close with the younger youths, but i still make it a point and go for MYF meetings on the weekend i am back

As what my dad said, we won't live at a specific place permanently.
We need to move on.

This song came into my heart and i love this song!
I will go where You send me
Jesus take me now I am Yours
I am Yours
I lay my life on the altar
Everything i give to You alone
Here I am
Here I am

The end

I thank God for arriving home safely!
I really do!
Just watched the news, there were siblings who got killed in a car accident at Sabak Bernam this morning.
I passed by that area like a few hours ago.
The traffic wasn't that bad.
Traffic was more heavy in the opposite direction.
Thank God for holding back the rain.
Thank you God for everything!

I'm sorry for making my blog posts so emo when i am suppose to be glad i am back home!
Couldn't control myself.
There goes my 1 week holiday.
The wind blew it away
Why does time fly so fast?
Anyhow, hail college mates.
We'll meet each other on monday.
And i haven't finish my accounts homework yet.
Oh well.
Forget it, i don't care anymore.

Oh Lord why am i feeling this way?

Great, i am emo again.
I don't wanna cry anymore.
Please Lord, stop my tears.
2 days more to go back.
Keep telling myself it will be soon when i get back here, but somehow it doesn't change anything.
I am still feeling this way.

I still wonder why do weird people disturb my life?
Haven't find out the answer yet.
Wait i know, Because they are TOTALLY WEIRDOS!!!!!!
You know who you are weird fella.
Go somewhere else and throw out all your crazy attitude, but please not on this blog.

I should be doing my accounts now.
Fine i'm lazy!
Haven't been doing what i plan.

Realise my 1 week holiday is ending soon.
=(
Wait there's Hari Raya break!!
=)

=p

You know that time is running out when you keep getting older
And the innocent face changes
When tears fill your eyes when you know it's time to leave home again

What i have been up to...

On monday, went to Kulim and Penang for the whole day!
Visit the Lim Family!
Shopping at Queensbay Mall.
Ate pretty much food!
Now i am fatter.

Hello, it's Semptember!!!
Time flies.
Glad to be home!!!
Eating a lot,doing housework,homework,and relaxing.
I don't wanna go back!!
This sunday i will be back to my daily routine again.
College and homework!!!
Hopefully i can pull through it.
To all my form 5 friends, All the best for your SPM trials!
I know it's stressful but you can pull through it!
Not to worry.
=)

I realise i miss out many interesting events during the past few months while i had to endure my weekend here in KL!!!!!
Firstly, House warming of my ever wonderful friend, Joelle Low!
Planned to go for it before i started my college life, but see what has happened.
=(
secondly, many sad,really sad incidents has happened.
After orientation camp i was down with food poisoning.
cut the story short, i am way better now.
there is an uncle from Kulim whom i know has passed away.
Heart-breaking news.
He has been taking care of me since i was a baby.
The whole family is like my own family.
I still have a picture of him when he carried me way up high into the air.

Thirdly, I didn't get to say goodbye to my friend, Jennifer.
Why oh why is this happening?
Hope you are doing fine in Uni life!

Fourthly, I lose a lot of weight.
No, it's not because i eat less.
Imagine dropping by 3 kg in 3 weeks.
It's a total horror!!!!!!!

Fifthly, i am deprived of the internet and the tv.
Getting use to living on my own, fending for myself.
Yet it's still way more different when i am at home.
I can talk non stop,eat as much as i want, walk around and go anywhere at anytime.
So people, we better meet up!!!!!
Whoever is coming back, just sms me!

I had a tiring day today.
went to Mid valley with Joelle and Hamsa, watched the show UP!!
Seriously, watch the show!
It's a show which is meaningful and i don't feel i waste any money on the ticket.

I need to get a sleep.
Good Night people!

I have finally make up my mind on something really important!
Mind you it's not about college, or career.
Sensitive issues.
I have thought through what i have been doing,
Having a reflection on what has happened all these while, I gave myself a conclusion!
Don't look back and MOVE ON!!!!!!!
Thank you God for putting that smile on my face once more!
when i walked to college today, God gave me joy in my heart
A song came into my mind, This is the day that Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it!
I will keep praising Him for who He is and what He has done in my life.
There is no greater love than Yours, Nothing else could ever compare
And even if i search all the world, I can never find a love like Yours.
I am reminded constantly by Your songs, O Lord!
Happy Holidays to all MCKL students!
Love every single one of you!!!!!!!!!

Hey people!!!
My internet connection back home has problems, so couldn't go online.
Sad right?
Right now i am in Kepong, invading someone's place.
Tomorrow going back home!!!!!!!
Last week's concert was amazing!!!
Our church had a combine concert among the youths, sunday school children and the bm ministry.
Was really glad i went home last week!
I love the last part when we had to stand underneath a cross.
It was an amazing experience and it united our hearts even as a body of Christ!
By the way i have tons of homework to do.
Accounts have 48 questions to do, maths i have past years paper to do.
Law have reading assignments to do!
More and more to come!!!
Still i am gonna enjoy my holidays to the fullest!!!
Ha ha!!!!!
Till then!

Home is where the heart is.
how i miss home.
This weekend!!!
With 2 days more to go!!!
After that is sem break!
Hooray!!!!

It's so long since i last updated.
Sorry!!!
Didn't have the privilege of getting my own laptop to go online, have to wait till october.
But thankfully my dad borrowed his and let me use it temporally.
College life is so stressful!!!
So much homework.
Accounts and maths have a pile of homework to be done.
Law is more on reading and reading even more things.
Sadly i can't go back for the next 2 weeks.
BBQ night this friday, orientation camp next weekend.
Anyway till my next update.
Bye!!!!!!!!!!!!

This picture was drawn by my cousin Yvonne.
Right now i guess pictures speak a thousands word more than i could say now.
Why didn't i stay back for form 6?

Just a glimpse of home

Last night i help myself with 2 portions of rice.
Note i usually don't eat that much.
The usual taste,style of cooking gives joy to my heart.
Did you know that leaving home is a hard thing to do?
Tomorrow i'm going back again.
Hopefully i can come every 2 to 3 weeks once!
I don't wanna forget how home looks like.
And yes i really enjoy breathing the air here.
Breathe!!!

As much as college is concerned, it's really stressful.
especially with classes till the afternoon.
Some lecturers are great so far, some are a little annoying.
My favourite lecturer for now is Miss Grace, my ielts teacher.
Love her slang of language and her style!

Comparing prices with kl, don't even talk about it.
So expensive.
I miss my dad driving me around now that i got to take monorail or ktm.

God is really my source of strength even when i am in kl!
Even in the quiet hour, His sweet silent voice reassures me that everything will be alright!
I believe You are, I know You're always near.
You wipe my tears, take away my sorrows and bring joy to my heart.

=)

By the way a BIG HUGE THANK YOU to Big boy.
You know who you are,
Wanna say thank you for cheering me up when i was really homesick!
Seriously from the bottom of my heart!
Right timing when you sms me!
Thank you!!!

Back in sitiawan for the weekend!
How i miss home cook food, the air in sitiawan and family!
Have not felt so full for 2 weeks.
Yummy food.

Back to college, it's fine.
The books can really burn my pocket.
Thankfully i manage to get a few secondhand books for a much cheaper price.
Thank God that He is faithful to provide!
Sharing the same apartment with another 4 girls.
1 from Sibu, 1 from Sandakan, 1 from Seremban and 1 from kota bharu.
All come from different places.
The place we stay is quite strategic
We can travel by monorail and ktm.

Speaking of college, i just remembered.

Wednesday oh Wednesday
Why are you so wicked and wild?
Everytime you make me run up and down
I thought you would give me grace
But sadly all i get was lack of space


Of all days, i dislike the most is wednesday!!
One subjects after another.
And with Ielts in the list, all i need is nescafe in my list.
Lord give me strength.
Just this wednesday i was so tired, until i couldn't take it, i bought nescafe from the canteen, gulp down the whole tin and felt so refresh.
Nescafe my energy booster, it comes after 100 plus!

I am taking 4 subjects, for some of you who have no idea about it.
Accounts, economics,law and maths.
For more stuffs you want me to tell about my lecturer, some are really bad.
Points to one of them
It's better not said in this blog.

Anyhow till i remember what i want to say.
Keep reading people!!!
=)

Sorry people i am without any internet connection in KL.
Until then i will update this friday.
bye!!!

Hello all the way from KL!~!!!!
I cried when i left home.
Met some uncles and aunties,and they wished me All the best!
Said their goodbyes and here i went.
=(
Tomorrow my parents will be going back home, leaving me here in kl.
May i suit in to the life here.
And brain got to start functioning again.
Study hard Praise Yong!!!!
My parents were advising me on the way to kl.
Do not get involve in BGR!
I guess it's a good advice to me, it can be a distraction to me.
Keep focus and be alert!

Lord keep me safe wherever i go.
Guard my heart,soul, spirit,mind and body.
I don't want to face unnecessary pain
Wasting time,tears,energy.
Let this be a good start for my tertiary education!
Till then , God bless!
IF anyone wants to meet me, just send me a sms or give me a call!

Sometimes i wonder, do i have true friends?
I ask myself is that person ignoring me?
Or does anyone hate me?
Maybe i am just too self conscious with having friends.
Or too sensitive with the way people think about me.
I do know that Jesus is my best friend.
But in life, all of us need human beings as our companion right?
Moving on to college, i have many expectations on myself, goals to achieve.
Housemates? Are they good people?
Big question!!!!
Imagine staying with a person for 2 years, seeing each other everyday.
Eat, sleep, talk, socialise with those people.
Will i get along well?
Can i cope with a levels?
Will i have good friends that will be by my side always?
Fine i worry too much.
Lord help me be able to get over it.

Starting college= spend money+buy books+study+homework

hello brain wake up!!!
It's rusty now.
6 months without studying anything can make me lifeless.
But a life without God is meaningless!!

Now it's 12:19am, suppose to be sleeping.
Tomorrow is youth sunday!
Good night world!

Would like to share with you all a few songs.

1st song
My Jesus,my Savior
Lord there is none like You
All of my days I want to praise
The wonders of Your mighty love

My comfort, my shelter
Tower of refuge and strength
Let every breath all that I am
Never cease to worship You

Shout to the Lord all the earth let us sing
Power and majesty praise to the King
Mountains bow down and the seas will roar
At the sound of Your name

I sing for joy at the work of Your hands
Forever I'll love You, forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the promise I have in You

2nd song
This song is my prayer for myself when i'm out there

Shepherd of my soul
I give you full control
Wherever You may lead I will follow
I have made the choice
To listen for Your voice
Wherever You may lead I will go

Be it in a quiet pasture
Or by a gentle stream
The Shepherd of my soul is by my side
Should I face a mighty mountain
Or a valley dark and deep
The Shepherd of my soul
Will be my guide

Lord let Your presence go with me even as i go to kl.

A conversation with my dad

Me: Pa please don't finish the peanut soup!!! I will not be able to eat it for a long time.

Dad: Yeah you will miss mama's cooking. Everytime we come down, we have to bring some food down for you.

Me: Of course i will miss home cook food!! Do bring some kompiang for me too!

Dad: Kompiang ah...okay..

By the way thank you Uncle Bernard for the peanut soup!! Specially made for me for a send off to college. =)

I will

1.Miss eating mum's cooking (home cook food is the best!!),peanut soup, kompiang, mee sua, hock chew food, cheaper hawker food compare to kl.

2.Miss having meals and spending activities with my family!!!! Especially my parents and grandfather.

3.Miss Sitiawan Wesley!! The MYF meetings every saturday, church service, serving in the sunday school and at the FOH. Will definitely miss all the youth counsellors, youths of Sitiawan Wesley! My teenage years were spend in Sitiawan, it has made an impact on my life!! Serve in the imyf and myf council before. I cherish those times at youth camp for the past 6 years. Never regret going for any youth camp!

4.Miss walking around Sitiawan. Especially walking to school sometimes when my dad is not around. My mum insists i walk, she thinks i lack of exercise.

5.Miss my friends!!!!! Every single one of you from school,youth and tuition!

I better stop here. This will really lead to no where.
Time to be independent and live in the big city alone.
So bye sitiawan and hello kl!

If you are afraid of falling, you will never climb up again.
I believe there's a reason why i face this failure
Thank God for parents who are so understanding, disappointed with me yet encouraging.
Hopefully the next round comes, i won't fail again.

I am dissapointed with myself
I failed
I couldn't succeed in what i wanted to do
I cried
I blamed myself

But you know what?
This ain't stopping me from being better.
I am gonna practise until i can handle it.
I will rise up again!

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me

Please if anyone of you, well i did told some of you what will happen today, please seal this matter ok?

4 days to go
Must buy this and that
I know girls usually bring a lot of stuffs.
Especially me.
What to do?
I prefer to bring useful and many things then end up panic when i can't use that specific thing.
From food to money to clothes to footwear.
Please bag, be strong and don't fall apart.
I really appreciate all those who pray for me all these while.
Though i may not know everybody but i wanna say a BIG THANK YOU!!
In life, we only realise how important that is when we lose something.
So grab hold of every opportunity to cherish those moments.
It's never too late to know.
Take a chance, make a change and breakaway!!

Be honest no matter what, then tag at least fifteen friends.

01. Who was your last text from?
Yi Jie

02. Where was your default picture taken?
Default picture? Where?

03. Your relationship status?
single. Am happy and content with it

04. Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yeah, people change

05. What is your current mood?
Half excited, half sad

06. How many siblings do you have?
None/Zero

07. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) names?
Unknown, but i do have brothers and sisters in christ. Too many to be named

08. Where do you wish you were right now?
Heaven!

09. Have a crazy side?
I guess so

10. Ever had a near death experience?
Yeah when i was young

11. Something you do a lot?
Daydream on what life will be like in the future

12. Angry at anyone?
No one.

13. What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
I am girl and usually guys should make the first move. Currently not liking anyone. Everyone is my friend.

14. When was the last time you cried?
Last night

15. Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yeah. I need to pray for me friends..

16. What you think about when you are falling asleep?
Nothing. I just dream sometimes

17. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
My mum's friend

18. What is your favorite song?
Too many to be named,mostly christian songs.
But the current one 'In my loneliness You were there'

19. What are you doing right now?
Sitting, breathing, thinking and digesting my food

20. Who do you trust right now?
My parents and God. Certain friends too.

21. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
at my primary school

22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?
Nope

23. Who is your best friend that lives closest to you?
Puventhiri

24. Describe your life in one word?
Miracle

25. Who are you thinking of right now?
no one in particular.

26. What should you be doing right now?
Washing the dishes, clean the table and do some work

27. What are you listening to?
The english news

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
Me DAD~!!!

29. Who was the last person who yelled at you?
my instructor. Yes he complains..

30. Do you act differently around the person you like?
I don't know. Maybe a little shy?

31. What is your natural hair color?
Black and so it will be

32. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
My family.

33. Who was the last person to make you sad?
Er sorry not mentioning

34. What do you hear?
as i have said the news!!

35. Is your hair curly or straight?
Straight

36. Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?
No

37. Do you have a best friend?
Yeah but i have more out there.

38. Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?
No

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer?
Hardly

40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
I think have but that was years back i guess

41. Are you happy with life right now?
Yeah am contented and at peace =)

42. Are you currently jealous?
For what?

43. What jewelry are you currently wearing?
I hardly wear

44. What were you doing on friday night?
Last friday? Watching tv, talking with my parents, online.

45. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yeah

46. Have you ever broken someone's heart?
No idea

47. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
Yeah very!! To the extend of wanting to wake the person up but nevermind

48. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?
To get some medicine in case i fall sick when i'm in kl and some advice.

49. How late did you stay up last night and why?
12 am. Watching tv, hearing songs.

50. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
I have never date before. So yeah.

In the silence, I hear Your sweet voice reassuring me once again
There was a night, I listen to this song

Let my walk speak loud
And my words be true
Let my life be whole with my eyes on You
Lord I'm stepping out from the comfort zone
Letting go of me, holding on to You

Freedom comes when i call You Lord
You are Lord my God

Chorus:
You are the centre of it all
The universe declares it all
Your majesty i surrender all
I make You the centre of my life
Lord i respond with all I am
You place me in the song of heaven's melody
Your majesty I live to sing Your song

I have found Your peace
It replaces any fear
You have done it all
I can trust in You

Thank You Lord for speaking to me through this song
I feel so peaceful right now

The assurance i need

Today's Truth
Proverbs 3:5-6 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight" (NIV).

In Proverbs 3:5-6, God promises to "make our paths straight" when we do three things:

1. Trust God. The word "trust" means to "to have confidence in" and to do so with an attitude of anticipation. In other words, when we choose to trust God and seek His plan, He will fill our heart with peace. God is not the author of confusion. More than we want to know His plan ... He wants us to know His plan.

2. Depend on God. When we depend wholly on God, we must abandon everything we are to everything He is. To depend on God is to recognize Him as our source ... for everything.

3. Obey God. Obedience to God is the result of always keeping a "yes" in your heart when it comes to His truth and His plan at work in our life. An applied truth is a learned truth.

By the way all these devotion materials, i subscribe from a christian website.
Really encouraging to me.
Hope it does to you too!

I'm sorry but this post may be preachy. Te hee

Nowadays we are so bless with the latest technology, a comfortable life we can live in, a roof over our heads, different brands of clothes to choose from,food to eat
How many of us actually appreciate what we have?
Even yesterday which was father's day, did you wish your dad happy father's day or thank you dad for what you have done or i love you dad?
Well i understand these days there are many broken homes that we can find.
From a single family to a divorcee to a missing parent.
And some children even lose their parents to an accident or death.
What do i mean by a missing parent?
Those parents may not be divorced but due to work demand they spend more time at work and less time at home.
We all need someone to look up too.
You know what there are ways to enable those children who from these category to grow up to be a wonderful person.


During the walk in health seminar recently, i have learned something new.
A son needs a mother to be reassure of the love from a female individual.
A daughter needs her father to be the male individual who showers her with love.
Problem is, many children are not given the care and concern needed that it leads to them being in a position that they do something to get their parent's attention.
Who will rescue these lost souls?
Even christians backslide because of certain issues that happened in their lives.
In a country, the family is the most important unit of the community.
If one falls, the whole unit falls too.
Speaking of christians who backslide
Well we in fact do not have the right to blame them for backsliding.
Put yourself into their shoes, if you were to fall, would you want somebody to come and blame you for the reason why you fall.
No right?

If one says a negative word against him/herself, it's like saying a curse against yourself.
It's like adding salt to a wound.
My dad always scolds me for saying "I'm so stupid".
The more you say negative things, the more you build yourself into a negative person.
To be a positive minded person, say positive things instead.

Back to my point, backsliding.
We as human beings have the right to choose on our own actions and respond.
All of us are sinners in the sight of God and we are imperfect.
What we can do to an individual who has backslide is to pray and trust God that He will do His work in that person.
I believe God can do wonders and miracles.
Last year i was encouraged to pray for my friends instead of just me.
I see God starting His work in some of my friends.
In His time He will make all things beautiful.
I am assured that prayer can move a mountain.
Our duty is to pray and leave the rest to God.

A family consists of a father, a mother and children.
We need the fruit of the spirit to maintain the unity among the family.
And with God being the centre of our lives.

Only God knows what is best for us.
Speaking of myself, i am still uncertain of my career path.
Still trusting in God to open the doors and show me the way.
Maybe i need some experience to get me going.
During the next semester break, i may get working at a law firm or some other place.

Till then, I'm sorry for making you read this long post.
It's been ages since i have done so.
Thanks for reading really.
And do drop your opinions ya!

P/s: My dad says i have inherit some of his characteristic. I wouldn't really mention it as genes. He said i have a pastor's heart. Agree, no?

God is Cheering for You
by Max Lucado

If your God is Mighty enough to ignite the sun, could it be that He is mighty enough to light your path?

God is for you. Not "may be," not "has been," not "was," not "would be," but "God is!" He is for you. Today. At this hour. At this minute. As you read this sentence. No need to wait in line or come back tomorrow. He is with you. He could not be closer than he is at this second. His loyalty won't increase if you are better nor lessen if you are worse. He is for you.

God is for you. Turn to the sidelines; that's God cheering your run. Look past the finish line; that's God applauding your steps. Listen for him in the bleachers, shouting your name. Too tired to continue? He'll carry you. Too discouraged to fight? He's picking you up. God is for you.

God is for you. Had he a calendar, your birthday would be circled. If he drove a car, your name would be on his bumper. If there's a tree in heaven, he's carved your name in the bark. We know he has a tattoo, and we know what it says. "I have written your name on my hand," he declares (Isa. 49:16).

I worship You almighty God
There is none like You
I worship You O prince of peace
That is what i long to do
I give You praise
For You are my righteousness
I worship You almighty God
There is none like You

Dear Lord, guard my heart that i will not stray away from You
Even if i was so far away, I trust that You will go even further to bring me back into Your presence
May I speak words of truth, blessings and with love
May my thoughts come from You and not from the world
May my actions be pleasing in Your sight.
I will speak of Your goodness all the days of my life
I will continue to worship You for who You are
Be my shield, comfort, tower of refuge in times of trouble
Give me the joy of the spirit that will overflow
Give me comfort and peace when i need rest
Strengthen me o Lord
And step by step You'll lead me
And i will follow You all of my days

There is no greater love than yours
Nothing else could ever compare
And even if i search all the world
I can never find a love like yours

I may have post this song before, but the melody, the words, the meaning will always run through my mind, heart and soul!

May this life glorify Your name and no other name

I know what to do
Just be calm
Treat like nothing is going on
Don't react to whatever they do
Thank God for giving me patience
To those people who loves spamming
God bless you and take care

To my friends out there,
Sorry but for the moment no more chatbox
I prefer a peaceful life with no one who disturbs me
=)

i can count the days with my little fingers already
Why does time fly so fast?
Just a question, any essentials/ things to bring to kl?
Like anything that i have to bring.
Both girls and guys can answer this question

I am scare i might forget to bring something
Please post a comment or drop some message at my chatbox
Will appreciate your comment a lot
Thanks

Creative

When everything seems fine
I feel eitherwise

Sorry but i am gonna complain a little here
Something frustrating is happening.
My driving instructor wants me to learn extra hours.
Rm 15 per hour.
I have completed my 10 hours of learning.
And to tell you the truth i find my instructor is not really serious in his work.
Somebody is not happy after hearing that i got to learn extra.

When i learn for the past 10 hours, this instructor of mine keeps complaining about my mistakes.
For example today, lifting the clutch too fast.
Sorry sitiawan drivers, i may have cost a traumatic experience for some of you.
I have been keeping my cool, just be patience and let him talk and talk.
But learning extra is frustrating.
As if my dad owns a gold mine and has loads of money.
This is crazy!!! Horrifying!!
Is this a test from God to trust Him that He will provide and open a way?

I do hope i don't have to learn extra and able to past the car exam.
Who would want to waste another few hours on learning the same old thing?
Anyone has better ideas on what should i do?

(Editted)
Just got a good news!!!
Whoa... i am really happy.
My cousin is getting married end of this year!!
My spirit is lifted.
Forget about all those frustations and look at the bright side!

The somebody is not angry now.
By the way the somebody is my dad.
Ha ha!!
He thought i mention rm50 per hour, so he was really shock and mad.
But not anymore.
Glad all these confusions are clear.
=)

Shake or keep?

Shake it away or just keep it?

Someone give me an answer please.

Wait no one knows what happen

Just forget about it

Words of wisdom:
Always remember say words that will build a person and not drag them down

I wish, I wish
You will know it someday

great inspiration

I got this email yesterday but only had the time to read it today.
Find it rather encouraging and it applies to me, you and everybody!

Today's Truth
Jeremiah 32:27 "Behold, I am the LORD, the God of all flesh; is anything too difficult for Me?"

Friend to Friend
Have you ever found yourself in an overwhelming or daunting situation that seemed impossible to understand or face? Is it difficult to comprehend the plan or the purpose behind what you are going through? Do you find yourself asking, "Why Lord?" Do you sometimes plead with God, "I don't know what to do or how to do it. I need You to make it through this!"

Personally, I have been in this position more times than I can count. I jump into an adventure full force thinking I have everything I need to make it happen, only to find out that I have merely a part of what is needed to do the job - not all of it. I am in over my head.

I remember sitting in various classrooms thinking, "I have this test under control and I am so ready for it. I will ace it." I think I am ready, but I doubt myself and realize that my words are a cover up for my insecurity. The test comes and my nerves and thoughts begin to rail as I look through the questions, unable to remember any of the material I studied. I console myself with, "I know this was not in the study guide."

Life is sometimes like a test because we honestly believe we have it all together only to discover that some life circumstances are not on our radar and are certainly not part of the study guide. I have come to realize that these "tests" lead us to a deeper understanding of our need for God.

Luke 12:12 promises, "For the Holy Spirit will teach you at that time what you should say." I know that I am driven to seek God when I lose sight of what to do and I feel lost. He is our provider of ideas and the author of purpose in our lives - hence the word Inspiratio or inspiration.

My new book, Fallacy or Truth: The State of American Education Today, is based on the principle that "understanding the impact that relationship has in the learning process is vital to promoting learning that engages students and creates a positive learning environment." God's desire for us as his "students" in the classroom of life is to fully equip us for every circumstance we will ever face. He is the divine Inspiratio, a Latin word meaning, "He breaths His words divinely into our soul." How marvelous is His love for us as it leads us to experience the truth of His Word. He was and is the Inspiratio.

Oh Lord my God in You i put my trust
Oh Lord my God in You i put my hope

In You, In You i find my strength
In You, in You i find my peace
In You, I live and move and breath

An incomplete version of a christian song

These words speak to me all the time
Children songs do make a difference too

Let this be my prayer daily oh Lord my God

Must watch movie!!!


Look at his muscles!!!! Feel so secure ha ha
I so want a bf who has muscles!!!


Zac Efron!!!!!


Joelle faster come back!!! Let's go watch movie together!!!! Especially this one!!!