Some rather..

Pictures of me being a prefect!!! Ha ha!!! That's my uniform alright!!!


Buttoning my blazer!!! Hey it's cool being a prefect!! My dad says it's good cos i can build up my leadership skills!!!


Last but not least a picture on an ordinary sunday!

When she reaches her limit, there is nothing that can be done

Oops I almost blast today in school. I really do. I almost shout at my friends because something that she said hurt me a lot. But well i kept my cool. Am not really in a good mood actually. Thank God i was patience with some people if not i will just say what i want to say. But instead i just kept quiet. He was in control! Anyway thanks to my dad, He advise me to be patience and not be affected by their actions. And be kind to others even though they are being bad to you. But i was thinking why should i keep being kind to them? I mean they are like treating me as if i am nobody. I should just do to them and let them feel how it's like in my shoes. Well got to except people for who they are. Had a great talk with my dad and yeah i feel much better now compare when i was back from school. To whoever who is reading, be understanding to people. Treat and respect your friends. Don't take them for granted. Because i know many people out there are the kind that only think about themselves. Pity to my friend especially Joelle, she was listening to my frustations in school just now. Anyway thanks gal for hearing to my complains. I know there are times that i can be really negative and keep complaining. Thanks for being patience with me!!!! That's all for my ever "wonderful" day!!!

Tsk tsk..

Let me see i am actually out of topics to talk about. Anyway this week is gonna be a hectic week so am expecting myself to be worn out at times.

I feel like not many people or maybe no one understands me really well. Don't mind about that cos i am not going to get attention from anyone. Lots of things that i have face. Even on saturday but well am not telling anyone. I prefer to keep it to myself. Because i don't want to be call an emo person.

Many things are hidden beneath me
But no one sees
They only see the smile on me
But did they know? they were tears behind it
You thought you know what i face
But did you know they were more than you thought
Well people are imperfect
What can i expect? Am just another human being

I am a person who loves keeping secrets especially if personal stuffs. So no more questions for now ok?

Well conclusion is just to be me!!! I don't care what people think or say about it because it only affects me even more. If i let it continue to happen, in the end i end up hurt. So why should i do it? Being me is the best. Say what you want to say about me, i don't care. Unless it means something to me, other than that i will just take it as if i haven't hear a single thing.

Came across Sarah's blog, and there is a verse which keeps reminding me over and over again.
Taken from Psalm 121
I lift up my eyes to the hills
where does my help come from?
My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.


He will not let your foot slip
He who watches over you will not slumber;
indeed, He who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep

The LORD watches over you
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;
the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

The LORD will keep you from all harm
He will watch over your life;
the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forever more.

This verse inspires me to move on in life. Never to give up and continue to run this marathon of life! I will keep running till the end!!!

Impacting lives

Today during Youth meeting, Aunty spoke on impacting lives. And she gave us a topic for discussion. Who has impacted your live?
Without further ado, let me introduce to the person who has impacted my life.

Presenting....

My dad during his birthday last year. Couldn't find any nice pictures of him, cos he is usually holding the camera and taking pictures. So here it is!!!
Before he blow the candle!!!



His ever healthy yet tasty birthday cake!!! Ha ha i did it!!! Actually my mum wanted to eat the fruits as dessert but instead i did something creative with it!!!
Let me see there are papaya, jambu air, ciku and mandarin orange!


And last but not least his fruit cake!!!


Let me start by telling how he impacted my life..
My dad is a very patience yet straight forward. He keeps forgiving me no many how many mistakes i make. One after another. And yeah i respect him a lot. He is a pastor in church, and also a great dad!!! If he is unhappy with my actions, he will just tell me my mistake.

I still remember last time in USA when i went there in 2005 for my dad's sabathical leave. He was so considerate that he decided to bring the whole family. Though it seem like such a little chance for me to go because of school. But he persuade me and also find ways to enable me to join along. When i was there both me, my mum and my dad fell sick but yet my dad remain the strongest among all. He still went to the theological seminary which is Fuller in the morning.And come back in the afternoon. He just went on with life as if nothing is wrong. My dad is strong!!! He help even in cleaning the house in USA!!! Scrub the toilets and clean the windows!!! Only on the later stage did i feel much better! well i was homesick when i was there. miss my friends, my house, my school, everything!!!! Oh ya i was there in USA for 2 and a half months. Went there in June and came back in september! Speaking of the trip to USA let me get off the point a bit. When i went there by plane, there was something i can't forget. Firstly i had sore throat and the worst part rashes on my leg!!! And i suffer badly in the plane!!!

Back to the point...
Just a few days ago i asked my dad. Have you ever doubt being a pastor?

Guess what is his response?
No, not a single moment !!! I never regret being a pastor!Actually i was especting this answer. Why? Cause i hardly see my dad doubt or cry or whatever. He is always the strong dad i ever have! I respect him too for his faith! To sacrifice his time being a pastor. Even on a non working day, he still have to go for visitation and cousel people.

You know what dad!!! If you are reading this, i want to tell you that you are the best dad on earth!!!!

think that's all i have to say..

PICX...BBQ last year

Sorry for putting up pictures of events that has passed. But anyway really cherish anything that has happened in my life.
Anyway our youth had a BBQ last year before the IMYF Camp to invite more youths to join during the camp! It was a success! And this BBQ was fun, exciting! Some youths came extra early and help to prepare the food.


Eating..yum yum...


The people who cook the chicken, sausage, otak-otak..so now you know where the delicious food came from!


Not forgetting guys did a great job too!!!


The guys...


Posing for the camera


Us taking picture with the youngest person who came, Timothy!!!


Cicelia trying to feed him


Me and Abigail!!!


Me and Joelle!!!


Form 3 presentation last year!!! It was kinda confusing cos different people keep coming out to sing. But all in all great job!!!









this was the fun that Sitiawan Youths had last year..played captain ball after the meal and the presentation!

Story ends here

Childhood days

I miss my childhood days..when i was really cute and pretty. Now..hm don't even ask me about it! Ha ha! Anyway i really enjoy the times when i am young. Friends that i know. Things i went through! If i can turn back time, i will enjoy even more! But sadly now it's about the future! So enjoy the time when i am a teenager now!







Family picture with my grandma before she passed away last year!


With some Canadian friends..when i was 4 years old!


Me and Minnie Mouse..At Disneyland...

Colourful

Do i have a colourful life? Hm...not sure actually. Maybe yes maybe no!
Anyway some updates this week! It has been a hectic and tiring week. But no i have not been studying that hard. In a slow pace as usual. Let me see this coming week will be busy too!

-Firstly choir competition this coming thursday! Held in Nan Hwa! Hope that all goes well and we can win this competition. Our team has been really working hard, practising everyday during school hours. Put in a lot of effort for it!

-Youth Prayer Camp on saturday! Sitiawan Wesley MYF is holding this camp! May God do what He wants to do during this camp! And may it be a meaningful time among the youths!

-Have to find information for Girl Guide! It's about the Lawatan Sambil Belajar. I am in charge of finding the information and also so called Project Manager for this trip! So got to put in the effort! Deciding to go to Pasir Salak as an education thing and Tambun to play! Oh yeah i want to go to Tambun! One of the best place to play water!

-Moral folio! yeah i had better finish it off! Dateline is coming soon! Need to take the pictures, write report, get signature and pass up! I had better do it during the weekend! Good thing my essay have finished last year

-Last but not least involve in worship both sunday school and MYF! But MYF still not sure. Prayer camp is on so...

Oh ya thank God now my prefect duty is finalised! They mistakenly put me for 4 duties. And the maximum is only 3.
Monday-Assembly duty class 4s3
Tuesday-Canteen duty
Thursday- Main gate and CSI

By the way CSI is not CSI Miami or whatever you think. It stands for Class Inspection! But it't fun if i can join CSI! The real one! ha ha!!!

Mid Year exam is coming soon! Not exactly that soon! Somewhere in May!!! Teacher said before the school holidays start. And if exam starts that means 2 and a half week to 3 weeks just the word STUDY! Not looking forward to it! Speaking of May..it's someone's birthday! tsk...give you some clues.. the person who is the Author of this blog! Ha ha!!!! The date you find out yourself! Preparations for exam got to be started! Gear up! Run like the wind! Let's get it started!

I think that's all!

Where should i go? Left or right?

Was thinking a lot lately...one of the thing is what am i going to do after SPM? Many people have ask me even my cousins, aunties and uncles. All i answer was if my SPM results are good, get to college, if not then form 6. Well money is also part of the issue...Do i have the money to do this specific course? Do i want to do it? People say form 6 is hard, some teachers said that too! What should i do? I think for now Study hard is the only way to get a better future right?


I am walking, going with life
Should i go right?


Or should i go left instead?


Am i about to face this T-junction? Which way do i go? I want to go the right direction where God wants to lead me!



Or maybe i am here, in the centre of all the path, wondering which way to go! God please guide me! I need to go the right way!

Looking back at some pics

Well was looking back at some pictures and decided to post up some...sometimes it's good to look back at how much i have grown physically and spiritually!

Me and Joelle! Back when we were form 3


Joelle, Joanne and Me!


The 4 of us! Fun!!!!


We decided to act crazy instead..





Coming up..My last IMYF Camp!!! The memories...

At night...


Me and Steven Yu! One of my best friends and brother in christ!


Camp speaker Pastor Daniel Singh and family!


see the little girl is so cute, centre of attention of everyone and some of them decided to take pictures with her instead


Us with Pastor Daniel
















Our room got this 'fight' going on!!!! Details on people involve undisclosed! Pillow fight as you can see


All in all the fun and the memories are still in my head. Miss those times!

That's all!