Oh man...i feel like bursting and exploding now. I just want to go aside break down and cry. I am like a balloon, ready to explode anytime the pin comes to me. I feel like ending this life but something stops me from doing all these stuff. Something is totally wrong with me. My mood, my life. What am i doing to change all these? NOTHING! Yeah i say Nothing at all! I am just like a dumb fella waiting for change to happen. Stupid me right? Well i know it. Many things are going on with my life. And how i dread having holidays. Boring holidays. I want to go somewhere other than my house. Be it Kl, thailand, ipoh,penang or overseas. I need relaxation of mind.
Why oh why things are going wrong with my friends too? I can't help them but instead pray. that's all i can do. Pray. A helpless person to help another helpless person. The worst theory ever. I can't even help myself but am trying to help another person. Fine sorry for saying all these negative stuffs but really i have enough. Why am i letting all these control me? I want to be a strong person. Face life and know there is a purpose to live. God strengthen me!!!
I admit I AM AN EMO PERSOn!!!!!!!! what can u do about it? tell me!!!!!!!! You don't face problems in life? You don't even cried for something before? So stop saying i am being too religious or being too emo or being myself. To whoever out there who dislikes me...
Better stop here
3 comments:
Come on girl. There's ups and down in life. This is one of them.
SO! Cheer up! Everything will be fine in less than a week! =D
zhey.. like what u always say to me.. CHEER UP.. we are born to face challenges.. i can't say much but KEEP BELIEVING IN GOD!
anonymous-hey may i know who r u? Anyway thanks for the advice! I realise something...=)
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