Should i say yay for no homework?
So boring!!!
Probably tomorrow they will be homework!
It better come soon, if not my brain will go in the rotting stage soon

pictures of shepherd pie to make you hungry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes the shepherd pie turn out to be a success!!!!!!!
Happy

One of the reasons why i am always eager to be back home, be it for just the weekends or long breaks.
Well, it's because there's no place like home.
Who will cook yummy meals for you when you staying outside?
Who will make sure you eat properly?
Who will nag you when there's something wrong?
I am the rare person in my church or say among my sitiawan friends who comes back regularly.
That's because i miss home!
The comfort of having a room all by myself.
The big space i can walk about when i am bored.
Free access of internet.
Piano!
Home cook meals!
Love!
I don't care how people may think when i am back, i just want to be back home!
=)

Maybe i just need to let go and let God do the rest.
When i look back, there are no more regrets.
Instead i see a bright future ahead.
Which uni should i go next year?
My mum insists i study accounting, but me i still have this tingling doubt in me saying look out for more options.
There are options out there.
No?
Lord, give your wisdom.
I am still clueless on where to head on.

Glee!!!!!

Everyone is crazy about glee and so am i!

Been thinking a lot lately
Reflecting what has happened last semester and how the Lord has been guiding me through.
My emotions were all over the place.

Feel sad and stress most of the time, but i am glad God still bring joy to my life through friends and the little things in life i don't usually realise.
But now this sem, i set a goal to not be distracted by things i shouldn't even bother to occupy my mind with and concentrate more on my studies.
I am not going to let my emotions lead me anymore.
Stronger this time to overcome all the hurdles!
My friend was right, if you decide on something stick to that decision.
Do not look back and say, " I regret making that decision" or "I could have solve the matter in another way"
Just keep looking ahead and move on

Countdown: 6 more days till 3rd sem starts.

We want to run to the altar and catch the fire
To stand in the gap between the living and the dead
Give us a heart of compassion for a world without vision
We will make a difference bringing hope to our land.

This song has been in my mind since yesterday.
Is our generation ready to make a difference through all the natural disasters, corruption, crime and other terrible things that is happening in our world today?
Or are we still in our comfort zone and letting others do the work
Everyone plays a role in making a difference!

Been finding an old song that my dad wanted.
Keep googling and searching..
Until, I F-i-n-a-l-l-y FOUND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Best of all, i got the whole album
Whew!

So unique right?
A heart shape fish!

Lesson for the day: Love the people around you! Cherish them because you will not know when you will lose them. Not forgetting, love yourself too! =)

In about a week plus time, sem 3 will start.
Sem 2 passed by real fast.
With sem3 coming up, this means i have only one sem left with my friends except those taking economics and law.

Anyway i just want to update a little on my sem 2.
1. Ob night ( was held in February)

all hail arts student! Although we are small in number but we are not easily defeated!

2. Sharmin's birthday party
Guess whose hands..

on the trishaw

At KFC, where we had our dinner


3.Sunway pyramid-the ob dress search and shopping



4.Miss Goh's Birthday

5.Treasure Hunt 2010

6.MCKL Suit up day-organised especially for the seniors before they leave college

Girl power!!!!

7.Moral Project:
We had to raise funds for the underprivileged children by selling sandwiches, ice lollies and car wash.
We have to organised a games carnival for the children too for a time of fun and enjoyment











8.Movie( how to train your dragon) after trials- Pavillion



I will miss the friends who have left and will be leaving soon.
Thank you God for putting us in the same college and giving me a chance to get to know them.
I will always cherish these memories of college life till the day i die.
I know, when i look back one, there will be a smile on my face

So, what will sem 3 bring?
I wonder

One of the things i learn from this show
You don't need to be pretty or good looking outwardly for beauty will fade away
But the most important thing is character!!!
Character reveals who we are from the inside out.
And i believe with a good character, we can run a long journey in life

My room is in a big mess
It's like a terrible hurricane just came.
Lots of projects to be done in this holiday.
Especially cleaning up my room.
And i am still keeping my form 4 textbooks.
Don't really know what to do with it.
Give it to a poor student or sell it or give it to the school?

have to sort out the wants and not needed stuffs.
till then

Friendster has really become unpopular, well at least to me
Last time i dread how complicated facebook was, but i am now logging on to it almost everyday to check my updates.
I guess popularity has its own season.
When the trend is on it, it is widely used
But when the time is up, the value just drops.
Barely anyone talks about it.

Are we still burning for God or has our fire burn out?

Wish i was a little girl who is innocent and able to laugh everyday.
Isn't it nice if we not know too much?

I was trying to capture something unique, but it turn out to be this picture.
Wait, i am still figuring out what is the orange thing hanging on the tree.

Anyway world cup fever is on!
Yesterday i watched the match between south africa and mexico.
The goalkeeper for africa is really good in comparison to mexico's goalkeeper.
Whereas the mexican players were so much better than south africa.
I kept shouting to the south african footballers, grab the ball, don't be afraid, just snatch and the ball and score the goal.
Yet i think the mexican players were more skillful!
Brazil, when are you guys playing?
Wanna watch!
have fun watching world cup!

In life, many come in and out of our lives.
Truly there are only a few people who can really impact our lives.
I thank God for the people who impacted me in one way or another.
Are we ready to end our race when the time comes?
Are we really please with what we have done in our lives?

For me, to live is Christ and to die is gain.
On my dying bed i will want to tell everyone that
" I have fought the good fight, i have run the race and i have kept the faith"
In Christ alone, i am a winner!

Oh so sweet.
Well right now, my dad told me to sleep.
Meaning concentrate on my studies.
I still haven't found the right one, not just yet.
I guess it's not God's timing.
Will wait.
=)

Got a sudden news yesterday when my dad picked me from my apartment.
He told me that an aunty from my church has passed away.
She was fighting the battle of cancer for about a year plus.
I really admire her faith in God, because she is always positive and has a smile on her face everytime i see her.
This reminds me during SPM, she offered to pray for me throughout this whole exam.
Yes, from the beginning to the end.
I did not expect anyone to pray for me, but although she is old and weak, yet she still offered to keep me in prayers
Thank you God for her! really
Last year me and my youth group went to her house for christmas caroling, but this year and the years after will not be the same anymore.
=(
At least now she is in a better place, and with God!
No more suffering, no more pain, no more sorrow.
I will grow up to be like her, that my faith will not be shaken!

Happy Birthday Mummy!
I know you have sacrificed a lot of time, energy to take care of me.
Forgoing many privileges yet keeping a smile on your face.
Cooking such delicious food that makes my stomach full everytime.
Although we fight, disagree on many things, yet we are able to forgive each other.
There are times i made you very angry, yet you keep forgiving me.
Thank you so much.
I love you!

Sweet anoiting, pour afresh on me.

Just a few days ago, when i was taking the train back to ipoh.
There was this aunty who was telling her son.
" Do you know that nowadays even the young people have health problems? You should go to pathlab and have a blood test done! We should take good care of our health because if we don't have a good health, then how are we to enjoy life?"
See, even an aunty is health conscience, but what about us?
Nowadays, we take our health for granted.
The food we eat.
Don't tell me you have never ate fast food before?
When i came to kl, my my, let me tell you i have eaten at almost every single fast food outlet in Malaysia.
Burger king, mc d, kfc, subway, marrybrown, old town white coffee, secret recipe,and more.
I have never in my life eaten fast food at least 3 to 4 times in a week.
Should be more health conscious now.
Anything can happen.
Suddenly you hear of people getting a heart attack or maybe other sickness.
The weather also affects our health.
Global warming! Blame it on us too, we cause this to happen.
If the air we breath is not good for us to breath, then people will end up getting health problems.
This reminds me that it is an external cost!
Back to the point, just a reminder please take good care of your health.
The food we eat, drink, and exercise on a regular basis helps!
=)

Sometimes i just get so fed up of being patient.
For example shutting my mouth when i am really pissed or annoyed.
Throughout all these years of my life, i have never really blasted off at anyone.
Shutting my feelings in me and seal my mouth close
It's painful to confine myself to just a certain limit and not exceeding it.
That's why i salute people who can just express their feelings on the blog, facebook and in reality.
Because i just don't have that freedom to speak out.
Scare of being the topic of rumours and criticism.
All these years i have been hiding my feelings deep in me and not really expressing it to my parents and friends.
Thank you God because He knows everything and He never gets bored of listening to my prayers.
It's tough living in this world where people have a certain expectation on me and i have to live up to that.
I use to struggle with it and pressuring myself to be a good person.
Now, still struggling but not as before.
Yet, I still fear that people will critise my actions, words.
Somehow hiding how i really feel has been my so called "best thing i can do in my life"
I asked myself why can't people understand my position and how I feel?
I used to think that way, but being an attention seeker when i am down only leads to self pity. (maybe i still do)
Still, the Lord is faithful to me.
He always love me for who i am, though i may be the most disobedient kid in town, yet i know His love for me will never fail.