Hello everyone, well guess what i heard from some prefects that i saman 7 people in 2weeks. And worst still yesterday i heard that i saman 14 people. By the way take note here i only manage to saman 3 people only. Some may think i am too strict especially to my friends, but i am really trying to help you. If you don't obey the school rules, i can't help but to take out my pen and cip to saman. Oh ya whoever who started this rumour, please stop it will ya? Khabar angin yang disebarkan di kalangan pelajar tidak baik faham?

Oh ya something funny happen today or rather the super craziest thing we 3 girls will do.


Presenting MSN Conversation Live In Physics Lab...shhhh don't tell the teacher!!!

P: So boring la....I want to zzzzz
J: watever...go to sleep la
S: Wat to do?
P: How 2 sleep? Later the teacher will scold...
J: Resonance la
Y.L: I want to sleep la
J: says crap!P gone bonkus!! Wahaha!!! I'm in control!!!
S: walawei...ayaya
P: I ain't bonkus la wei..the stopwatch is so cute, looks like mickey mouse
J: Watever...sticks out tongue...draws something
S: P is soooooooooooo childish like a big baby
P: Yeah right... S is soooooo old. Oh no someone save Tacoma Narrows Bridge..it's falling ( by the way tacoma narrows bridge is a bridge which we learn during physics..don't ask me more)
S: Isn't it London Bridge, coz only London Bridge will fall in all rhymes and songs
P: But tacoma narrows bridge is really pity 2 fall down like that...ahhhhhh
J signs off...concentrating her mind to answer teachers question
S signs off too, coz mau balik kelas
P signs off tooo and cries at the same time, her 2 friends have left her alone..weeeeee...

Yeah i know all these are crap...totally crazy...ha ha...


Quite blank now...wait before i forget yesterday i got rm 20 for being the first in class last year...well it's the 4th class so no big deal..Not only i get, there are many others too. Got it during assembly...And ya my friends are hoping for me to belanja but well not this month nor today. I am rather broke...so no asking ya?

Gonna end here!!!!

Till then

Praise thinks....

Well I have been thinking a lot lately. How will i take my SPM in November? Will i do my best? And guess what January is going to end..which means SPM is coming even faster...Not that SPM has acceleration or velocity but the feeling in me is not even ready to sit in the hall for hours...and there's like 11 subjects for me to take...Well it's all in God's hands... Counting the days..hm..

Oh ya sorry for my out-of-mood or rather a different mood compare to other days..appology to my best buddies yesterday during tuition. Speaking of yesterday i was co leading in worship and there's a song i like, though it's a new song. The title is made to worship by Chris Tomlin. A great song.
Yesterday's talk was great too. Especially during the icebreaker time. Just imagine boys getting their hands on and stitch!!!! ha ha....well, they had better go for more stitching lessons.. Oh ya about the talk..This talk really speaks to me..seems like God keeps on reminding me something...

There are 3 questions that really strike me, even before aunty ask the youths to write down, i already scribble it on a piece of paper..

1. Who my God is?

2. What is my purpose in life?

3. Who will be my soul mate?

And i add one more question to it..

4. How will my journey end? Will it end well?

During YLDP and MYF camp, i have been thinking through. And it came to the point where i ask a counsellor during the YLDP to pray for me that I will be stronger in facing problems and life. So far during this month, God has really give me the strength, even through the hardest time.

Actually i am not much of a confident person, to score flying colours in my exams or even the major one this year SPM!!! I know i fail few years back, but as what aunty said, it's time to move on. If we can't forgive ourselves for what has happened or even other people, how are we going to move on? Keep the main thing in life as the main thing. And know the purpose in life!!!

Psalm 86: 11-12

Teach me Your way, O Lord, and I will walk in Your truth;
give me an undivided heart, that I may fear Your name.

I will praise You, O Lord my God, with all my heart;
I will glorify Your name forever

Can i say by the end of the day? Only God knows what is in store for me...

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.

2 Timothy 4:7

MYF Camp 2007!!

Well, i know it's kinda late but since i am bored so just post it! Wait did i say i am bored? I have tons of work to do. Moral, chemistry,bm, and more to come! Anyway enjoy seeing the pictures!

Place where we do our quiet time!


The bell, i guess it's been there for many years. Salute to the bell!!! Ding dong!!


Place where i stayed. I mean with some of the girls!


Our very own camp speaker! Can you believe he is a pastor at the age of 20+????


Yatta!!! My group!!!


Soon En!! Well it's one of the group members name but it's also the name of the group!!! ha ha!
















Some things we do when we are weird, bored, crazy or nothing to do!! ha ha
The 3 of us!!!


Is it me or is it a ghost????


Aw...she's so shy!!!


Someone is so hardworking like usual!!!! One of my close friend...But i will not give out her name...


Stephanie and Joelle!!!

Tell me what is impossible when God is on your side?

Well, sorry for the really late update! It's been a week since i last update!

Let me start with why i chose this title? If some of you know there is a christian show called Facing the Giants! Actually i have watched like 3 to 4 times. And i am never bored with it! This show has really encouraged me a lot. Especially the phrase" Tell me what is impossible when God is on your side"? Sometimes we tend to neglect God in our lives. We put too much concentration on our studies, tuitions, homework and other areas. And when we face a problem then only we look to God. That happens to everyone. But it still comes back with how we live our lives, whether to glorify God or man. Do we really put God as our main priority? Well, the show has always been setting my mind to think, am i really a good christian or am i just so called a christian by name? Do i glorify God with my life? I know it takes days,months or maybe years to really have a transformation! The journey is tough but i hope you people can go through it!

Second point, I got some feedbacks about my blog. Your blog is so boring, your blog is too long and the list goes on. If you don't enjoy any specific post, then just ignore it! I don't mind! Well yeah i do admit my blog can be really emo emo, long, boring. Sorry if it can annoy anyone of you, but well i will try to change my way of posting blogs. Maybe i should try with pictures.

All for now!

It's time to start from square 1!!!!

Well, how to start this post also i don't really know! Anyway today was a great day, even yesterday too. God has been reminding me of forgetting the past behind me, and focus on the future! Even He spoke through a simple talk by Aunty Connie. Philippians 3:12-14. Check out this verse yourself. It has really been a great encouoragement to me when i am facing problems.

About Sunday, met my friends in church...yeah like any ordinary sunday.. but something happened all of the sudden after church. Well last night my mum asked me to do something for her, but I terribly fail that task!!! She was really mad at me and gave a nice lecture. Well, i do admit my mistakes. But the point came when she said she really gave up on me, and she didn't see any change from me since young. I was just listening and trying to stop my tears from flowing down my cheek. It was hurting...really hurting deep in me, but I know everything happens for a purpose. I was praying to God..God I will continue to run this marathon of life though it's hard and challenging! I will praise You in all circumstances. I do understand how she felt at that time, and really gave up on me. I don't really mind cos it's truly and really all my fault. All the blames on me! But i am trying to change. Actually i feel that i have change. From a serious and sad person to a joyful and outgoing person. Well maybe crazy and weird too! And i have been trying a lot to take up household chores with joy rather than complaining and start mumbling why do i have to do it? I am also trying to do my quiet time every day. Though i may be really busy, but with God's strength i can pull through all these. I know many times i have really disappoint my parents and friends. Just wanna say Sorry for all I have done, for anyway i have hurt any of you. Or make you unhappy or hurt by me. Truly sorry, deep down from my heart. I will change! I promise! I will do my best in my studies, do my household chores properly and regularly! I will finish all tasks given to me! But also remember i am not perfect. I can make really terrible mistakes. Hope you won't mind!

Concerning about the title,i think it's time I start anew. Reorganise my time. Really think through about what my priorities are. And really be a good child and friend! So please support me ya! I can't do it by my own.

Thanks a lot!!!

Some updates!

Well, many things have happen even throughout these days that i didn't update my blog. My mood has been really abnormal, i am happy in the morning but at night i am really down. Something's really wrong with me. Worrying about my studies, future and stuffs. I really need God's strength to pull through all these problems. I know life is like that, but sometimes i have my own weakness too. I tend to give up on going on with life, and being a cry baby and cry to myself in my room. I just can't help it ya know? As what my friend said, girls are more emotional than guys. Actually there is always a big difference between girls and guys. Will not mention it it this blog, later i will offend many people. Well when i came back from school today, i was really down. Main thing was because i really have been spending a lot of money especially on my piano exam fees, school fees, my books. I feel so bad asking my mum money. It's like really a big sum of money and further more my parents are not rich. I am just from an ordinary and moderate family. As what is stated in the Bible God will provide all our needs. I find it true...I am trying to be strong though i am still weak or rather the same old person. I am trying to learn how to face problems in a right and positive way rather than complain about how hard it is to go through a problem. Anyway i need lots of support. Sorry i didn't tell many of you what i went through. But i prefer to keep it to myself. To face reality by myself, that's the way how i can really grow in the Lord. This week i have really been learning a lot of things. Even during my quiet time. God has been teaching me something. I hope i will be better after a while and be back to my crazy mode...


Well for what happen in school, take note it is one of my happy times....
Especially for today itself. Our first period was PJPK, and well the teacher haven't come in so me and my friends decided to play some games, to entertain ourselves. Smart aren't we? Oh ya talking about one of the game. There was a funny thing that happen to me and my friends in form 2. I still remember clearly. We were playing milo ais butterfly...know that game?Well we played that game and guess what in the end we got caught by the teacher. And the punishment was to stand at the corridor outside our class. We somehow felt it funny than we feeling regret, because just imagine we got caught because of this game? ha ha. And anyway today we had no fear but played this game and also we did a very lame thing. Singing london bridge is falling down. And we catch our friend at the end of the song. I really had fun today in school. Exciting too. Well this year may be my last year in high school so appreciate before i leave.

So that's all for now.
Drop some comments ya!

Once upon a broken heart by The Beu Sisters

Once upon a broken heart
I was walking alone in the dark
Looking for a way to start again
What I wouldn't give for a friend
There was no love in my life
There was no light in my eyes
All the tears that I had cried and cried
Seemed like they'd never end

And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

Long ago and far away
I could never dream of the day
That your love would come my way and stay
And sweep me away and I

Never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

this is the way a fairytale feels
This is the way I know it's real
'Cause this is the way a broken heart heals

And I never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine

Amazed

You dance over me
While I am unaware
You sing all around
But I never hear the sound

Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed by You
How You love me

How wide
How deep
How great
Is Your love for me

How wide, O how wide Lord
How deep, O how deep Lord
How great, O how great
Is Your love for me

Lord I'm amazed, amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed, amazed by You
Lord I'm amazed, amazed by You
How You love me

School has start! New term! Everything is new!

Well....As my title has already stated SCHOOL HAS REOPEN! Not that i haven't gone through it before. I have gone to school for like 11 years. Time does flies. Can't believe i am now in FORM 5!!!!! My brain is still thinking back when i was a little child in Klang. A small child learning to ride bicycle and has fallen many times. I keep trying and sometimes i gave up hope on riding but somehow things change when i came to Sitiawan. Speaking of when i was young, seriously i really cherish the times when i was young. Comparing now and last time, i prefer my looks last time. Cuter and pretty. Not that i am trying to memperbesarkan sesuatu perkara but it's true if you seen through my pictures. Only my close friends know... Well i learn a lot even when i was young. My dad even took pictures of me when i was doing housework as in mopping the floor and helping my mum in the kitchen. I fine it kinda fun last time but now not really. I have only a limited of time to spend time in the kitchen. With tuitions and stuff, it's really making me tired. Well my mode is still not into a study mode yet, hope i will really change this year. Do my best and make my parents proud!

Speaking of school! hm...school of course on the first 2 days are kinda boring, it happens every year. Teachers are busy collecting school fees and dealing with stuffs. Well so far only 3 teachers have come into my class. The rest have no idea when will they come in. Anyway i as a student should be more understanding. The first day of school was really a mess, especially my prefect duty. Kinda blur actuallly. ha ha. I was like asking around what i should i do for this? Where should i go? But being blur is also quite fun too. ha ha. I know i am WEIRD!!! Speaking of prefect duties, monday i have assembly duty and hall duty. Tuesday is main gate duty. Thursday is canteen duty. Well i will do my best as a prefect and not let the discipline teachers down! Will try! And i also know that being a prefect won't be that easy. Students look to u. If you do a mistake, then it will be talk on everyone's mouth. I don't want to well known in a bad way. And also as a christian, I should be who i should be. Second day was ok. And guess what in just this month i am going to have 2 tests. Moral and History!!!!ah i kinda dislike these 2 subjects. And HISTORY!!!!OH No!!!!Form 4 and form 5 chapters....I seriously need to start studying early!!!!Next is Gerak Gempur, which i guess will be quite soon....EXAMS AGAIN!!!! Anyway got to face it! I can do it!!!! Don't give up!!!!

Well my rashes are fine now!!!! Thank God!!! Fully recover from the hands of the rashes! Rashes are totally a nuisance!!! Itchy and ugly and annoying. Ha ha...
Got to gear up in study mode tomorrow! or rather now!!! Please pray for me ya!!! I can't do it on my own but by God's strength and grace!!! Thanks for ur supports and prayers!!! SPM here i come!!!! Books here i come! I am gonna tackle you bit by bit...BEWARE OF ME!!! BY the way pardon me, i am hypercrazy these few days. Something's wrong with me!!!

Till then

2008 has finally come! Bye 2007!

Well, i guess many people will post their new year resolutions and stuffs on their blog eh? So i am like in the flow too...ha ha!

Hm...actually be prepared when you read this..coz it's gonna be long...

I'm gonna start off with what i learn in 2007! Actually i have really learn a lot throughout the year of 2007! How to be really patience with my parents, my friends. And how to really learn to be sensitive to other people's feelings rather than my own. As in not being self centered. Even the beginning of the year, God has already reveal to me that just by setting my mind into doing something doesn't mean that it can go perfectly well. And life is full of boundaries for us to cross. Whether in our studies, our career, our social live and even in our walk with God. In 2007 i have been really trying hard to do my quiet time, well it has not been going on that smoothly yet but i am sure this year i will really try my best. Even in my studies, i have been facing a lot of competition, especially in my class. Because i am in the so called bad class, so i got a higher chance to score higher. Hey not boasting or anything here but some how this year i get to be the 1st in class. Well, i don't consider myself as a genius or anything, but am happy to achieve something. I also want to thank God for providing me with good friends, especially the ones i got to know this year like Richard,Cindy,Henri and some other people from Petra Gospel Centre which is at my cousin's church. Well, i am hoping that these friendships will last a very long time.

About my new year resolutions:
To start off, first and foremost my walk with God. I have been thinking about how my walk with God is like? Always growing in Him or rapidly decreasing. My youth counsellor has really been helping me even in cell groups. She questioned us if we can draw a graph of how our walk with God is like, how will you draw it? In my mind i was thinking hm...of course la up and and down.But somehow my thoughts strike me deeply. I was thinking to myself, if i am like this 10 years or maybe a year later what will happen to me? So this year is building up the foundation strongly. And maybe this year will be my last year in high school, and if i further my studies in college or university, i may face more temptations than i face now. I am still in my comfort zone, watched over by my parents and church is like my weekend place where i will go for youth meetings and church service. Like many people says it's better to start off when you're young. Build up the good habits. Because if you're old, it's hard to correct all those mistakes and it takes a longer time.

The second thing in mind is that my studies! It's the SPM year! And many people are like Praise, study hard! Score good results! I find it true too. SPM is like to determine my future. Which college/university i will go to? My career! Hm....I seriously got to really discipline myself this year. Everyday have to at least study 3 to 4 hours a day. Revise form 4 things. Pay attention or rather more attention in class! No more online-everyday! Take good care of my health! I don't want to fall sick right before SPM or trials! Don't do last minute work! Well i have been a last minute person all along but it's time to change! And score well in my SPM!

The third thing, well it's to build stronger friendship bonds with my friends. Make more friends. Be a good friend to everyone in times of need or through the the joy and happiness.

Finally the last thing, my priorities this year. My priorities is TO BE AN A OR B STUDENT! ha ha. Truthfully speaking! TO BE A GOOD CHRISTIAN! well meaning even though i face problems or difficulties i will try to react and respond in the right way and how God wants me to. Rather than complaining to my friends,parents and God, why don't i try to be more mature in my thinking.Oh yeah and be a good prefect and whatever responsibilities in my church or school! Well yeah i am a new prefect so i am definetely need a lot of support! I have experiences too but that's like a once upon a time story! So all the best for this new year everyone!

Take note: even though this is like the last day of the holidays, I am still not prepare for school for anything. Please pray for me! Especially in my studies and stuffs. Challenging year it will be 2008!

May God be my strength always! All the best for those taking SPM And STPM! To those who are going overseas or to other states to study, well always remember God is with you always! Trust in Him! Seek Him if you feel all alone, coz God will never leave you nor forsake you!

Till then! Take care

*Praise*