4 more sundays till I leave for kl
This feeling is horrible!!!!!
How i wish i decided to stay on for form 6 but well college it will be
And every month at least have to come back for 2 to 3 times!!!!!
By the way just a question,how do you people travel back home from outstation?
Which is better?
Bus or ktm to ipoh then get a transport back to sitiawan?
Or usually your parents will fetch you?

went to fullpann Steak House today for lunch
Someone brought us there
Filling really full right now
Notice some changes with many people
People are changing don't they?
I guess i am too
Come on let's dance in the House of God!

Craving for coconut jelly, anyone care to join me?

Mood's been a little crazy these few days
It can make me bang the wall pretty hard.
I can't find my dvd's!!!!!!
My precious things
Gahhhhhhhh
You should have expected all these
Shoot to all those emo feelings
Get behind me EMO
I dislike you
By the way my mum keeps looking at my nails which i have polished
She wonders why i have to put them
Maybe because i just wanna express myself in a different way
Switch another channel please
Hearing to emo songs doesn't help either

Deleting the chatbox is better.
There are even people out there who uses my name to simply post messages.
And if you people want to drop any message, just drop a comment in my blog.
I prefer that way then i will know who you are.
Gives me less hastle to find out who are the strangers in my blog.
Till then

Lately i have been asked from my Kawan-kawan
How are you???
I am doing really fine here in this little town of Sitiawan with good food and great people!
And that's one of the reasons why i am gonna miss this place real soon.
back to me, okay i do admit i have a bit of moment when i am down but i manage to control the situation and not let it affect me.
Thank you for showing me your true colours my friend, i now know who you really are.
Change of topic
The trip to Thailand was worth it!!!!!
If some of you didn't know i was in Thailand for a week plus.
This is another place i love the most too!!!!!

Reason 1: Wonderful food!!!!!! From beef ball noodles to cha sau rice to ice cream near the beach. Wait make sure you go to the right place. Go to Songkhla, although it's in the south yet that place is not affected by the bombings don't worry.

Reason 2: Nice clothes.... Serious!!!!!!! take a drive around Hat Yai and you will find many clothing shops. Too bad i only got a set of pyjamas and a nice blouse.

Reason 3: Cheap and really nice shoes. Go the market and you will find loads of shoes. Wonderful place for those shoe lovers. People like me. =)

Reason 4: Beach!!!!!!!!! They have many ice cream stalls near the beach but you got to go to the original shop. Which means the founder of ice cream!!!!!! It's the cheapest. The ice cream has bread, sea coconut and others with it. Joelle will know what i mean right gal?? Too bad i can't pack back for you, ice cream will melt by then.

Maybe i can be a tour agent one day, who knows??? Ha ha
This weekend has been a great blessing to me.
God sent His servant by the name of pastor Henry to my church.
He's from Africa and he will be here till next weekend.
Somehow God has been using him to speak to me in a special way.
The anointing of God was so strong in the midst of many people.
And he is really good in speaking chinese.
Many people enjoy his preaching.
I am one of them too.

Guess what there's an aunty in my church asked me today whether am i on a semester break from college?? ha ha!!!
Really funny, i was like i haven't started college yet!!
Only going to kl next month.
Now (know it from the beginning) i realise there are people who cares for me!

Anyway continue to pray for our country!!
We need to keep praying for this nation that God will send forth revival in His land!

Though things around me have gave me great disappointments
But today You remind me again in Your word

Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you," Declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Thank you Lord for reminding me yet again that all things happen for a purpose
I will continue to trust in Your plans for me!
there will be one day that I will soar on wings of eagle,held by the hand of God, run and not go tired

Now the apartment rental is additional rm50!!!
Ahhhhh.......
Going to college makes my parent's money run out like water
Gushing out at every side
I trust in God that He will provide!
with only 1 month and a few days more to go
I don't know what to expect
Totally different life in kl
Stepping out of my comfort zone soon

Start praying for the things that are happening in the world
Look out for those who are weak and weary and be their support
In moments like these, stop being so selfish and be humble
Only God knows what is going to happen next
Yes, only He knows

Because

I decided to let it go

I have found the broken pieces and patch them back together again

A new being created in the image of God

So hurt me no more

This song keeps running in my mind

At the cross i bow my knee
Where your blood was shed for me
There's no greater love than this
You have overcome the grave
Your glory fills the highest place
What can separate me now

I just want You, Jesus
I just want You, my Lord
I just want You, Jesus
I just want You

Jesus we enthrone You
We proclaim You are King
Standing here in the midst of us
We raise You up with our praise

And as we worship build Your throne
And as we worship build Your throne
And as we worship build Your throne
Come Lord Jesus and take Your place

Oh Lord I wanna pray for the political crisis which is happening in Malaysia in Thailand.
Lord, I pray that you will unite the hearts of the leaders in the country.
Any misunderstandings, conflicts i pray that all these will disappear from the hearts of the people.
Give us clean hands and a pure heart o Lord.
Only You have the power and the authority to bring peace, love and unity to this land, the land You have created.
Lord give the leaders the wisdom to make the right decisions that will benefit the country.
Even the happenings in the state of Perak, i pray that your Holy Spirit will dwell in this land.
Lord unite Your children that we will come together to pray for our nation.
Heavenly Father, i pray that You will raise up this generation, build us up O Lord and mould us into who You want us to be.
In Jesus name i pray
Amen

Happy Mother's day Mummy!!!!!!
No my mummy doesn't read this.
But well i still think she deserves this wish!!
Ever since a baby, she has been taking care of me.
Washing my diapers, giving me nice and cooling baths, cooking my food.
You name it, she have done it all
I still remember she told me, you know when you were still a baby, i took care of you until i forgot to keep my hair in a good shape.
And yes, she has love me for the way i am!
I am proud to have my mum!!!!!!
You're the best!
Love you!!!!!!!!

Ha ha i didn't realise my last post was on wednesday.
Yeah i am getting old.
Cicelia's disease transfer to me already.
Anyway today is a horrible day for me.
I got a slight sunburn.
All because of the ceramah and the bengkel.
Make me waste my half day feeling the heat on my body and felt so restless.(caused by bengkel)
I ended up doing nothing during the whole amali time because my agent was in charge of teaching undang.

Tomorrow is a special day!!!!
It's mothers day!!!!
So say 'I LOVE YOU' to your mum and not your gf.
Make tomorrow a special day for your mums and spend a wonderful time with her!!!

And.......
If you happen to read my blog, i know you hardly check my blog
Anyway.....
Wanna wish my friend and my brother in christ, Michael Sam
A Blessed Birthday!!!
Happy 18th!!!!!!
Save a piece of cake for me, ha ha!
I doubt that'll happen

To end this post
lessons learned, bring a storybook,mp3 or anything in order not to waste time like me.
Big HA HA!!!!!!

I once look up to heaven, questioning God why in life there are challenges?
In the Bible God never said life will be easy and smooth sailing
Even in life there are times when we have to face the storms
The greatest prophet or even a bible scholar will have to face problems
But have we ponder at the times we faced the storms
Whether we try to see things at a different perspective?
No, we only blame God for what He has done
Yet God has been so gracious to us
Did you know He has the power and authority to even take away your life
But He chose to let His will be done in your life
You have a choice, to trust in the Lord and let Him be the centre of your life
Or you can choose to control your own and face your own outcome

At times, i asked God to give me an answer
The answer was He will never leave me nor forsake me
Though i made mistakes, He will still continue to forgive me
How lovely are you Lord

I will soar on wings of eagle
Held by the hand of God
I will run and not grow tired
When on His name i call

Called for God's purpose

The story of Esther is filled with romance, adventure, and danger. Her ordinary Jewish life suddenly became remarkable when she found herself in the position of Queen of Persia. We clearly see the Lord's sovereign hand at work as He called her to fulfill a very important role in His plan for the Jews. But can you imagine how upset, confused, and uncertain Esther must have felt as the details were unfolding?

We may feel the same perplexity as we live each day without knowing the future. Sometimes it is easier to see God's calling in someone else's life rather than our own. His plans and purposes are working out in perfect progression, but from an earthly perspective, the developments may seem chaotic and bewildering.

Esther's story is an encouragement to trust in God's will and purpose for our lives. Every believer in Christ has a calling from the Lord. He doesn't save us and then leave us to fend for ourselves; instead, He continually guides each of His children in the work He has planned for his or her life.

God's calling includes not only what we do but also who we are. Each experience in life is a tool that the Lord uses to shape and equip us to become the people He wants us to be--with regard to character as well as conduct.

Begin looking for the Lord's hand in your life. He is working out His plan, sometimes silently and softly, sometimes with jarring disruptions. But He is always there, directing and moving. Never imagine yourself to be insignificant in His eyes. You're so highly esteemed that almighty God has designed a unique calling just for you.

BLOOM WHERE YOU ARE PLANTED
1 Corinthians 4:2
It is required of stewards that one be found trustworthy


An important concept about the will of God that my students hear at seminary is, "Bloom where you are planted." Be the best you can be at your present assignment, and stay there until God calls you elsewhere.

Determine to become the best possible board member you can.

God guides those who bloom where they are planted.

Prayer:

I want to be faithful in the small things, Lord, so You will advance me to greater responsibilities in Your timing and according to Your will.

Miss the snow.......

I am still glad at the fact i am 18!!!
Thanks to Han Yun for posting in the Js blog and wishing me that i will find worship.
I guess it won't be this year but when i am more ready to be in a relationship. =D
It's a wonderful day to start off my birthday with love from my parents.
Both of them kiss me on both cheeks, one on each side. Haha.
And i ended my day with an encouraging sms from my brother-in-christ
Didn't expect birthday wishes still came in even after 2 days!!
Glad you all remembered!

On the 1st of May, i ate western food all along.
Ha ha!
Great start eh?
Lunch i ate at pizza hut, dinner my mum cooked spaghetti.
Well every year my birthday is not the grand type that i invite everyone i know for my party.
Maybe it's not the right moment.
Until i am older one day, i organise one and invite all of you okay?

To end this post, I wanna thank all of you again for the birthday wishes!!!
People from different places, you know who you are!

No words could express how thankful and happy I am for all your wishes!!!!
People from Sitiawan,Penang, Taiping,Klang, Kl, Seremban, Singapore, Sarawak,Ipoh and Australia!!
I'm officially 18 now!!!!
But my body is not cooperating with me
So i'm sick at the same time.
But it is well with my soul!!
Thank you all for your wishes even some crazy people like darren who wished me the day earlier and for any incoming birthday wishes.
Thank you God for internet and handphone!!

Yesterday morning as i woke up, i thank God for giving me this life for 18 years.
The way how He intervene through my ups and downs
People He brought into my life
Prayers other people have prayed into my life
Advice and comfort that i got
People who love and care for me
Like my parents, relatives and friends.
The church I have been placed presently and in the past
Children and youth camps that i have the privilege to go to
I can't never thank God enough for the blessings He has showered upon my life
Thank you God for everything!