What a day i had?
As i have listed in the previous post, today have chemistry test,moral test and have to pass up the add maths folio!!!
At last i can say hooray no more folios for now!!!
Done with those time spend on my add maths folio!
I did so many research for this folio. Search the net, print the notes and stuffs
Moral test, i totally screw up this time. As always i can't even get a B or even a C for moral. Yeah it sucks! (Sorry for using that word)
Chemistry, ha ha i don't know. I studied like half way through...So the other half was really important too but too bad la this time.
Anyway it's just a test, not trials or SPM! Those papers i really can't screw up!!
Today we had so called farewell for music club. It was like a takeaway meal.
Had chicken rice for lunch, that's what they gave. It was nice...but not what i expect it to be
After school went to thursday market, by the way for some of you who don't know this market is just near my school.
Walk around and sweat like crazy, the sun is extremely hot today
I use only rm3...ha ha to buy 3 different things...fantastic right??
Well if you want to know what are the things...let me tell you
First i bought a sugar cane drink, telephone wire hair band (yeah it's like a telephone wire only smaller and more elastic) and sweets...
Oh well...that's all

Upcoming events

What a busy week i will have!!!
Thursday- Moral test, chemistry test,add maths folio dateline
Friday- Prefect night
Sunday-Interact Installation

So yeah i will be extremely busy...hey why am i telling all these??
Homework and homework...
Add maths,bm and more
Screams...
Trials in 1 month plus time...i know okay?
SPM er talk about it later...

Random question...
Should i cut my hair or leave it long?
Struggling to decide... So do drop your opinions at my chatbox or wherever.

Current favourite song: Young and in love by jordin sparks
Nice song..listen to it if you have a chance or check out youtube

Back to my life with homework, stress, folio and bla bla bla

trip to Taiping..

I want to upload more pictures, but this computer makes me impatience. And the thought of the opposite side of me can really scare some people. Anyway here are the pictures...
For your information i went to taiping for their new church building extension.
Me and Ern Wei..same age, know him through YLDP !!


The big face praise...ha ha


Aunties and Uncles from Sitiawan including Aunty Hui Cheng and Uncle Yee Ho who was from my church and is now serving God in Taiping Wesley


Last but not least me and Fern Yi, the happy girl i met last year during YLDP! Same small group with me. No regrets knowing her. A nice, pretty and sweet girl!


Ok la that's all...

Today have school, so as usual like any ordinary day just that there are only 12 out of 37 people in our class who came... The wonders of 5sc 2!!! I suppose they are all studying extremely hard at home...Consider myself as the lazy category..ha ha
Ganti my friend's duty which is morning CSI, today was an exception cos there were like a quarter of the students who came, so it make things much easier...
Really tired right now, come back from school, go for add maths tuition then MYF,er it stands for Methodist Youth Fellowship. Note i didn't take my nap as always
Yeah tomorrow i am going to Taiping the in the afternoon for the church new building anniversary. So to those taiping Wesley friends, open your eyes wide, i will be there!!
what else?? hm..thinks
Okie done updating!!!

Time for reflection

Since i promise yann i will post in some childhood pictures, so ya enjoy it.
Am i cute when i was young??
I'm inside,outside, happy all the time..Those kulim days..Spot me!!


Me and Debbie...miss her loads! One of my best friends. To be consider my best friend is a special thing ya know..


Playing in the playground..by the way that was my trip to USA many years ago!


Family photo...arrr not very clear


Family pic 2


Sliding down the ice with my dad...it was fun


Mummy put me in the well, i want to see how big i am!!! But please don't drop me in


Me and mummy


Hey where am i looking at???


Buying things..hm it seems like everything is nice so i will buy the whole shop instead


Another family pic


Touching the ice...it's iccy cold


Lastly the Yong Family!!!

A brief update

Add maths teacher is super good today, he actually postpone the dateline for the add maths folio!!! Thank God now i have more time to do it!!
This saturday our school is having it's replacement for Hari Raya.
No i don't like to go to school on saturdays, it's the best time for me to sleep..
Yes, i have to go cos i promise my friend to ganti his prefect duty for morning CSI.
Yes it's a great big waste of time to go, many students will not go as expected every year and the teachers end up not teaching.
If i don't go, either he or me will get dimerit.
So i will not take risk in getting myself dimerit, i want to get at least an A for my merit marks though i am still new..
Trials are getting nearer and nearer now...i hope i can really study and prepare well. Rather than last minute study and cramming everything into this head of mine.
Hah..first time i am actually serious about studying..weird... ha ha..

God really give me many reasons why i should be happy. You may say i am weird but that's how i am. I really thank God for that. Because when i am happy, i am okay.


Yesterday's church service was good. I love the sermon/ talk. It's really true about what the speaker is saying. By the way the pastor is from an Anglican Church in Sitiawan. He is in Sitiawan for 5 months already. He spoke on Abraham's story, for those of you who know that story. And yeah you will never get sleepy when he talks. Amazingly i didn't yawn...

Saturday's youth fellowship was great too. I really learn something from the talk. One of the things i learn to think right then you will feel right. It's about how to deal with different kinds of emotions such as being angry, sad, depress and more. The sketch between the 2 sisters was fanstatic i must say. It's a wonder how Aoife has the qualities of a mother..ha ha..And Aunty Paula did give me a good fright when she was giving an example and she suddenly mention my name. I was really in horror and blur. But well funny i end up laughing anyway.

Toddles...

Inspirational quotes

Instead of giving myself reasons why i can't, I give myself reasons why i can!

Laugh as much as you breath and love as long as you live!

In order to succeed, we must first believe that we can!

Taken from the bible..as usual i was browsing through blogs and suddenly a verse from one of the posts strike me right through my heart

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me
Philippians 4:13

As a christian, i read the bible and keep reading, but do i really apply into my daily life? Maybe a part of it
I just read and forget..yeah that's how i am
Sometimes i just forget that God has been there all the while watching over me from above.
This verse gives me strength in times of sorrows and through the toughest times
it reminds me that even though people around me can't be there for me but at least God will!
=)

I love this song..Apologize by One republic
And yeah i am in the midst/ process of learning how to play this song.
It's really nice!!! There's this guy who is so talented and he uploads his videos in youtube.
He even teach how to play this song on the piano through youtube!! How i wish i had talents like him!!
I am really crazy with this song!! Really am...

Today many people did not turn up in school. Some bising i mean really bising people were absent so the class was kinda quiet.
Boring too..Pj played volleyball and it was really pain!! My hands now have bruise because of it! Ahhh...
And not the big bruise, it's tiny but it's like over the part i hit..so yew...
Est did some objective questions and i got like 26/30..good good
Bio was okay la...as always never once interesting...
Don't know what else to say..
Ciaoz..

I am okay now, no worries ya?
Compare to the past few days, my mood is now been way better
Thank God for His joy that flows within my heart
Somehow there were times which i really break down and cry
The times when i felt guilty and lost at a point
But God pulled me back into His loving arms
There were many times i cried, but there are way many more happy moments to ponder on
I guess that's how life goes
Up and down, like a merry go round
Which stirs you round and round
But God is there for me through the hardest and toughest times
God will make a way
Time to move on with life
Every day is a new day, new beginning
Should begin to smile more and more
Cos the joy of the Lord is my strength!
Thanks for your advice people and also for your concern! =)

the smile was on my face again because the Joy of the Lord is my strength!

Another day goes by, trials are getting nearer and nearer..
Some people even make a countdown to trials and SPM!!! Not me of course
Judging through my face, will i make one??
Today is another boring day, have spotcheck in school
We collected all kinds of stuff from handphone to liquid paper to radio.
The radio that can be carried and is small not the big one...
What else? hm... sweets and more
It was like soooooo much man!
My job this time was to manage the students...whether they are present in the hall or not. And make sure after the discipline teacher takes a look at them, they will sign their name.
This morning it rain again... Thank God my flu is getting better!!
Add maths teacher is so kind to postpone the dateline for the add maths folio!!!
He is always sooo kind.Speaking of this teacher, seriously he is really good. Even though we didn't do our homework but he will be willing to do all the working on the whiteboard. He hardly scolds too!! Lucky aren't i?
Ok that's for all!!

Cranky mind

Got no interesting things to talk about...
Oh well....
This will be a short post then..
I escape MC duty yesterday..but wait let's hope they won't suddenly have an assembly this week.
Today was another day which my mood was not real..
I laughed,cry,angry, mad at myself
I almost cry in school today, you don't know right?
I am still sick , why now???
Down with running nose and there are lots of tissue papers i wasted
Nothing else to say
Bye

I feel sick, i really do.
It's like just a month plus away from trials... I can't get sick
My throat is having infection now. I am going to get flu soon.
God please heal me....I feel that i am in a terrible state right now
everything is different now...
No you don't know what is going on. You think a smile on my face indicates i am happy?
You didn't see the background of it. The fake smiles.. Yeah that is what i am feeling now.
Ok back to reality..tomorrow is MC duty...hope everything goes well..
till then..

I'm sorry

Just a note, to those who can't bear with emo people i suggest you leave this page. Cos no it's not going to be another interesting post. And yeah that's me being emo again. Boring right?

To my parents,
Thank you for your sacrifices you've made even when i was young till now. I am sorry for the times i blast at you, when i should have respect your authority. Those times when i should have obey your orders, but i chose to neglect it. No you didn't fail to teach me, instead i myself am the one who failed and am a failure. I failed to be a good daughter, to respect as what the bible says. I do things my own way, and there were consequences i faced. Sorry that i didn't put into seriousness those reminders, advice and constant scoldings. When i should have do my role well, instead i ruined up everything. Thank you for being patience with me in everything i do, though not a single task did i do well. Sorry that i didn't make you all proud in anyway.

To my friends,
I am sorry for the times i irritate you all. Yeah you know who you are. I am sorry i got angry and my anger just blast off. I am sorry to trouble you all. Even in school, tuition and church. Thank you for bearing with me. Cos yeah to be my friend, is another great big sacrifice. To hear to my complains and noncense.

Sorry God i have not been doing my part as a christian well. I instead make situations worse than before. I don't deserve to be call a christian.
Actually i don't deserve anything i have now. I don't deserve any love, concern from anyone. I don't deserve to even live on this earth.

I guess that's all i can say sorry. But i don't think the sorry's i said are enough to repay what you all have faced. I am just a failure being a christian, daughter, friend and a blessing for others. I suppose many hates reading my blog. Cos yeah it don't make any sense right? Only emo emo...

Guess what?

Today some boys came and steal rambutans from my house.
Well to admit i am not happy, but stupid me didn't scold them when i saw them stealing it.
Why can't you just come and ask? Not that my parents are so stingy not to give you.
And yeah it's not your things, you are in no authority to take.
Same goes to those who come and play basketball, i have been so patience with those people who take without permission. Just because you come doesn't mean you can take it anytime you want.
Salute to some people who came and ask. They are more 'bermoral' than you.
See that's where moral is being apply into daily life. But am not a moral freak alright?
So next time come and ask, you won't want people to take your things without asking permission right?
Although it's just rambutans or anything but it's my property and i have the right to say so.
Enough of complaining or being irritated. Life goes on

Baptism picx part 1

Just to summarize this post, last saturday 33 people were baptised at my church. This includes around 20+ youths that were included! Congratulations to everyone. Too many to list out.Welcome to the body of Christ! The service was started at 2.30pm to 3.45pm. Ok la check out the pictures..
Melissa and Aaron with their mum


Stephanie with her mum


Jae Rwen and His mum















Those who were baptised


Timothy, the ever cute boy and Aunty Emily. He can walk now!!! And he walks and walks...


Done here...

Milk colouring

Well this is milk colouring as stated for the title..
Me and joelle did this during Mastech Expo..nice right?

Interested in learning it?

1. Firstly, pour some milk on a plate, bowl or anywhere you want to put it.
2. Then put in the food colouring into the milk like red,green, blue and orange colour. Separate the colours.
3. Next, use a cotton bud soaked with liquid detergent and put in the colours. You will see that the colour will spread out.This is due to something like surface tension. The liquid detergent used has a higher pressure which breaks the molecules of the food colouring that has lower pressure. Understand?

It is fun, easy and interesting. Wow can't believe i can still remember this method. It has been a while i did.

Ok la toddles

Anger management? I need that!!!

I promise myself not to blog, but here i am blogging...

Anyway i am disliking you more, day by day and the more you irritate me..

Someone teach me how to deal with this?

I am fed up with your personality,behaviour, the way you treat me.

No this won't last long..

Speaks to myself
Wake up gal! I can't be in this way...
I have to control my anger!
I have to learn to love others like Christ has love us

But here is this problem...
I need God to change me!!! I am really mad but i don't want to end up making enemies...Urgh!!!!!!

Today my mood kinda have a drastic change. Got really irritated by some people.
Actually we had photo session, the final one for those societies that haven't take. My club english language society was involve, so manage to escape chemistry. thank God!!!
The story goes like this...
My friend's class had to take their class photo, so she asked me to help her carry her book. I agreed. After a while, i decided to go back, cos it's going to be english and teacher will come in soon. So i asked my friends whether they can help to hold her book for a while and help me return it to her, but guess what was their respond? I don't want to carry, you carry yourself. And it's not just 1 but 2 of them. Bright people. It kinda ruined my mood and also i was feeling sleepy in school.

Anyway have to learn to forgive them, if not i will suffer instead. Be smart...
Oh ya and tomorrow we have to start the new timetable. Which is physics, sejarah,maths, english and add maths.
Ends here..

Looking back

Practically i am wasting time here again...What's wrong with me???
Anyway was thinking back when i just started being a helper with cicelia in sunday school. And it has been 5 years we have been faithfully helping. Basically our job is to handle the computer and LCD, take care of the children. I have extra responsibility which is leading in worship.
tomorrow is our board meeting for English Language Society. Time really flies, now it's time to pass on our positions to others. I just told cicelia seems like we just hold our position, but anyway time to let go. Life goes on and soon i will be 18 next year? Pause don't think so far...
Last friday was my last general meeting for Interact club. And yeah it seems like my first meeting to me. Time flies. From a primary school student to a almost graduate secondary school student. I really want to go back to the times i was in kindergarden. Really fun...I miss Klang too... 8 years i am now in sitiawan. Most probably will transfer to another church. Still not sure.. I guess you all will miss me right if i move?
That is why learn to appreciate and cherish the times you have. Considering college,university and working life it will be really tough. I haven't enjoy enough la...

Change of topic
I lost my komsas book and have to redo the whole thing again..there goes my study time....and i haven't started with add maths folio, tips anyone?

hmmmmm ok story ends here..

Why oh why???

Guess what today i have been really crazy at school. Laugh like a mad person.
today history teacher did not come to school, so me and my friends end up talking, having fun, laughing, doing crazy stuffs and more. For example see who can do the craziest face. I really had a fun time..usually we don't really get chances to do those stuff.
Oh ya i came out with this "crazy phrase"

Maths make us mad!!!!!

Mad as in really having the interest to do it, and having fun doing the exercises. Well you can say that i am a maths freak!!!

Another "interesting" thing that happened was they change the timetable!!!!!
Why did they have to? Actually i know the reason but just making this sound a bit emo ha ha...
The teachers who are teaching form 5 also teach form 6 so because the lower 6 came in, so they have to change the timetable.
I will much prefer my old timetable, kinda use to it already. And this is the 3rd time they change it. Well well...
But thank God at the same time..know why?
They is a gap between the 2 times of physics, but wait..they put in the early morning..dang... Only students of 5sc2 knows why..if you want to know you can ask anyone of them.
English is 3 days straight...sejarah,bio,pjpk and chemistry are still on the same day. Anyway i can't do anything so just be happy with it..Hah..
Another week more to be MC during assembly..ahhhh..have to stand in front of everyone..hope everything goes well

There goes another post...

What is wrong with being emo? Many people do not like emo people..For your information, no one has been saying about me ok? So jangan fikir bukan- bukan

For my perspective of being emo, is being who we are. What we feel. How do we face a problem or any hurdle that will come our way. No is not wrong being emo. I dare to even admit i am an emo person. And is towards to hyper, super, duper emo person.I believe all human beings have emotions and feelings right? For example now as teenagers we fall in love...when the romance arises, a relationship starts. Isn't that a feeling? When we are really pissed off with a person, we get angry. So ya that's a feeling too.

So if anyone who dislikes you being emo,don't hestitate to ask them questions about themselves. And reverse it back to them. =)

Oh ya today i teach in sunday school...ha ha..things went smoothly, so far okay.. Not so great thing anyway..Yeah i hear a laugh out there... Ha ha

Wow it's now saturday already...another week pass...

Trials are coming nearer and nearer... 65 days i think..if i am not wrong..

Many people said that SPM trials are twice as hard compare to SPM..

yeah i am freaking out now..what will happen? Will i do well?

trial marks are important, if not i can't apply for college..

Doubts in my head, i may screw it up...only God knows right?

I don't think i am working hard enough, for example now, here i am blogging while the bright people like tze phei or khairaini are studying real hard. Pushing themselves to strive for excellent! I really salute them!! Just to study for 2 hours seem like a great big thing to me. As in reading. If i use 2 hours to do maths or add maths it wouldn't be a problem. But history..i wonder how those really smart people study..tips anyone?

Anyway just do my best right? The outcome just leave it to God..

Toodles..

Keep to the pace, cos if not you can't catch up!

Time i have wasted

Today was totally boring at school..yawns...

It was minggu bahasa melayu so we had competitions in school such as drama, and more.

Dramas were ok better than puisi which really make me tired and sleepy.

And yeah i wasted a whole day in school doing nothing and staying in the school hall listening to poems and stuffs..but well good job to some students who did well especially 5sc 1 and 2 for acting a nice play!!!

If not for my prefect duty, i will not even turn up at school. Kamu tak akan nampak batang hidung saya..

I can just stay at home to sleep...today is one of the best day to sleep...know why? Cos it's raining and when the weather is cool, i can really sleep, for example now.

Rain rain, go away, come again on friday..which is tomorrow, I don't want to lari berpagar...never like it anyway..

Another thing i can study, trials are in like 2 months time? No time to waste..

I think i'm done here....

Ha ha the lazy me updates... Been really busy these few days..

Even today i am really gonna be super busy, i have like tons of work pile up for me to do.
1. Chemistry homework (if i don't do, teacher will come after me)
2. Reading and vocabulary (english)
3. Physics work (tomorrow have to pass up)
4. Moral (last thursday i miss class so better do)
5. Maths
6. Komsas (have to do a new book, the old one loss..sad)
7. Add maths tuition (who ask the "bright" me to miss class last friday)
8. prepare for public speaking tomorrow

Yeah lo i think that's all, i am so gonna be tired tonight man..Urgh..why is life being a form 5 so tough?

I better start doing my homework, if not i will never finish all these in 1 night.
Oh ya my msn seriously crappy, i sign off already but it can automatically sign in. Really crazy...and computer is running slow as usual. Just to post a blog needs like forever to do it..

ok ok...WORK more important..bye