Just a note, to those who can't bear with emo people i suggest you leave this page. Cos no it's not going to be another interesting post. And yeah that's me being emo again. Boring right?
To my parents,
Thank you for your sacrifices you've made even when i was young till now. I am sorry for the times i blast at you, when i should have respect your authority. Those times when i should have obey your orders, but i chose to neglect it. No you didn't fail to teach me, instead i myself am the one who failed and am a failure. I failed to be a good daughter, to respect as what the bible says. I do things my own way, and there were consequences i faced. Sorry that i didn't put into seriousness those reminders, advice and constant scoldings. When i should have do my role well, instead i ruined up everything. Thank you for being patience with me in everything i do, though not a single task did i do well. Sorry that i didn't make you all proud in anyway.
To my friends,
I am sorry for the times i irritate you all. Yeah you know who you are. I am sorry i got angry and my anger just blast off. I am sorry to trouble you all. Even in school, tuition and church. Thank you for bearing with me. Cos yeah to be my friend, is another great big sacrifice. To hear to my complains and noncense.
Sorry God i have not been doing my part as a christian well. I instead make situations worse than before. I don't deserve to be call a christian.
Actually i don't deserve anything i have now. I don't deserve any love, concern from anyone. I don't deserve to even live on this earth.
I guess that's all i can say sorry. But i don't think the sorry's i said are enough to repay what you all have faced. I am just a failure being a christian, daughter, friend and a blessing for others. I suppose many hates reading my blog. Cos yeah it don't make any sense right? Only emo emo...
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