Tuesday, March 31

Please pray for me
I strain my back, now it's swollen up.
Went to see the doctor this afternoon, I was given some gel to put on and pain killer.
Doctor told me not to carry any heavy things,and it's really painful
Thanks!!
One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was walking in the woods.

As he thought about his life this day, he knew many things were not right.

He thought about those who had lied about him back when he had a job.


His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and cheated him.
He remembered family that had passed on.

His mind turned to the illness he had, that no one could cure.

His very soul was filled with anger, resentment, and frustration.

Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not find, knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears in his eyes, he prayed:

'Lord - You have done wonderful things for me in this life.

You have told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed.
Today, you have told me to forgive.

I am sad, Lord, because I cannot, I don't know how.

It is not fair Lord, I didn’t deserve these wrongs that were done against me and I shouldn't have to forgive.
As perfect as your way is Lord, this one thing I cannot do, for I don't know how to forgive.

My anger is so deep Lord, I fear I may not hear you, but I pray you teach me to do the one thing I cannot do:

'Teach me to forgive.'



As he knelt there in the quiet shade of that old oak tree, he felt something fall onto his shoulder.

He opened his eyes.
Out of the corner of one eye, he saw something red on his shirt.

He could not turn to see what it was because where the oak tree had been was a large square piece of wood in the ground.

He raised his head and saw two feet held to the wood with a large spike through them.
He raised his head more, and tears came to his eyes as he saw Jesus hanging on a cross.

He saw spikes in His hands, a gash in His side, a torn and battered body, deep thorns sunk into His head.
Finally he saw the suffering and pain on His precious face.

As their eyes met, the man's tears turned to sobbing, and Jesus began to speak.

'Have you ever told a lie?' He asked?

The man answered - 'Yes, Lord.'

'Have you ever been given too much change and kept it?

The man answered - 'Yes. Lord.'

And the man sobbed more and more.

'Have you ever taken something from work that wasn't yours?' Jesus asked?

And the man answered, 'Yes, Lord.'

'Have you ever sworn, using my Father's name in vain?'

The man, crying now, answered - 'Yes, Lord.'

As Jesus asked many more times, ’Have you ever'?
The man's crying became uncontrollable, for he could only answer – 'Yes, Lord'.

Then Jesus turned His head from one side to the other, and the man felt something fall on his other shoulder.

He looked and saw that it was the blood of Jesus.

When he looked back up, his eyes met those of Jesus, and there was a look of love the man had never seen or known before.

Jesus said, 'I didn't deserve this either, but I forgive you.'


It may be hard to see how you're going to get through something, but when you look back in life, you realize how true this statement is.

Read the following first line slowly and let it sink in.
If God brings you to it - He will bring you through it.

Monday, March 30

Jesus take the wheel-carrie underwood

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
she was going way too fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on

Ooh, Jesus take the wheel
Ooh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

Sunday, March 29

Weekend talk

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Saturday, March 28

Just now the place i enquire for a job called me
Told me there's a job require
But here's the problem
I am required to work 7 days a week starting from next monday till april 17.
Sunday they allow me to work starting afternoon.
My working time will require me to work from 10am till 10pm.
One hour is only rm3.
I don't know why am i so stupid to apply there, it's so far from my place.
Waste petrol.
And it includes sundays too.
In a really big dilemma.
Please pray for me.
I want to get a good part time job that allows me to work only on weekdays.
Working time doesn't include at night and i don't have to travel a distance just to work.
Good pay, good boss.
Thanks
Happy 18th birthday Yeo Seh Weng!!!!
All the best for college life.
May God bless you especially for your future!
Have a wonderful day enjoying a start of being an 18 year old.
By the way if you happen to read this post, better thank me ya?
Ha ha.....
I'm just kidding.

Friday, March 27

How great is our God
Sing with me
How great is our God
And all will see
How great, how great is our God

Thursday, March 26

5 wonderful days in kl

Spot Ern Wei in there...He's the one who has ns haircut ha ha
This picture was taken at dumc, a really big church with wonderful people!
I may choose to go to DUMC when i'm in kl


Me and Joelle with the family who host us throughout the conference


Inclusive of my parents too


Me with the 3 aunties from Klang Wesley.
Pa, please bring me back to Klang ok?


With Charis parents and youngest brother
On the ferry


Cute or not?









I think you call it as the monitor lizard right?







See the light so bright


Miss Cicelia Thomas


Tsssss...energy is produced


Me


The 3 of us..


Joelle sleeping on her bed..


This was out first holiday with only 3 of us, including another 2 adults too, but well it was fun eating and enjoying life after SPM. Ha ha!! Imagine what 3 girls can do in a room...
There was a day i was walking down a street
And jumping like a little lamb
I accidentally stepped into the mud, not realising my legs are dirty
I went to a nearby stream, putting my effort to wash the dirt away
No matter how i washed, it remained there
There were wounds on my leg
Blood was splashing out
My whole body was aching
I didn't know where i was
Looking high and below, i realised i was lost
Tears started to fall down on my cheeks
I realised i was out all on my own
With no one to talk to
Darkness overcome daylight
Rain poured like cats and dogs
I started to feel so cold and lonely
I needed someone by my side
Suddenly there was a man, his body was glowing with light
When he reached out his hand, there was a warm feeling within me
Love was his name
I never felt so happy before in my life
This memory has been reminding me that there is an unfailing love that will never end
If every there was a day i become heart broken, i believe that God's love will overcome the sadness in my heart

Cheers

Tuesday, March 24

Speaking of the 5 days i was in kl.
Me and Joelle have interesting conversations to talk about.
We talked about the time when we were in form 2.
By the way that year i did many crazy stuffs.
I did not expect myself to be that lazy by not doing any bm homework on time.
During bm class, to admit i end up talking with my friends while the teacher is teaching.
We had a great time playing games, like milo ais....
And was caught by the teacher
Ended up standing outside the classroom for our punishment.
I remember last time i used to scold a guy name Rakesh everyday in school.
He always annoys me that's why.
But sometimes it's fun getting annoyed and bullied
Ha ha lame me
Went to USA at that time for 2 months plus.
It was a wonderful experience and exposing myself to the different culture
The food they eat, the people i meet.
Anyway to end this post, i would like to say form 2 was the best year for me throughout my secondary school life!!!!!!
Tag 5people! If I tagged YOU, it's because I want to know more about YOU!

1. Were you named after anyone?
Nope, it was another special reason =)

2. When was the last time you cried?
yesterday, for some reasons

3. Do you like your handwritting?
Yeah pretty much

4. What is your favourite lunch meal?
Mum's cooking!!!!!!

5. Do you have kids?
Nah still young to have kids

6.If you were another person, would you be friends with you?
yeah of course!

7. Do you use sarcasm?
depends

8. Do you still have your tonsils?
yeah like duh

9. Would you bungee jump?
If i am brave enough to do that

10. What is your favourite cereal?
no specific one, i don't usually eat cereals but honeystars is not bad

11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
if i am hardworking enough to do it then yeah

12. What kind of animal do you want to be if you had the choice?
Eagle!!!!!! or penguin (cute and fat)

13. What is your favourite ice-cream?
Chocolate ice cream!!! drools

14. What is the first thing you notice about people?
dressing or height

15. Red or Pink?
both?

16. What is your least favourite thing about yourself?
my lazy and disobedient personality

17. Who do you miss the most?
No one in particular

18.Do you want everyone to complete the list?
if they want, then let it be

19. What colour pants and shoes are you wearing?
black, white

20. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate

21. What are you listening to right now?
the sound of the wind

22. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?
purple!!!

23.Favourite smells?
certain types of perfume

24. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Forgot...

25. What view do you like best?
sunset

26.Favourite sports to watch?
Badminton!!!!!!! Or squash

27. Hair colour?
black

28.Eye colour?
brown i think

29. Do you wear contacts?
nope

30. Favourite Foods?
Pizza , Mc d, but mum's cooking is the best!!!!!!!

31. Scary movies or happy endings?
happy endings

32.Last movie you watched?
i think is hsm 3 or mamma mia

33. What colour shirt are you wearing?
blue

34. Summer or winter?
anything, i prefer fall or spring

35. Hugs or kisses?
Both!!!!!!!!

36. Most likely to respond?
like hugging or kissing back? it also depends on who is the person

37. Least likely to respond?
Run away? Or hit the fella

38. Would you rather be a kid or an adult?
I don't know

39. What book(s) are you reading now?
last night- i kissed dating goodbye

40. What is on your mouse pad?
no mouse pad

41. What did you watch on TV last night?
war and destiny

42.Favourite Sound(s)?
orchestra music!!!!!!

43. Rolling Stones or Beatles?
beatles

44. What is the farthest you've been from home?
USA!!!!!!!! Some of you know why

45. Do you have a special talent?
Not sure, haven't find out about it yet but maybe leadership qualities?

46 Where were you born?
Ipoh!!!! The chicken rice is really delicious!!!!!!

47. Whose answers are you looking forward to seeing?
I am not even taking an exam..

48. How did you meet your spouse/significant other?
In God's timing =)

49. What is your sign?sign?
Initial of P?

50.If you could sit down to dine with 5 people who would they be?
Anyone..serious. If you're not a pervert or any bad intentions i don't mind

I tag anyone who is bored, lazy to tag people

Monday, March 23

It's time to get a new phone.
My phone has gone crazy.

1. The battery keeps going up and down, it's uncertain when the battery is really low or is full.

2. I have problems sometimes when it says sim card is not registered.

3.Keypads are terrible. Sometimes i have to press it for a couple of times.

4. It's a second hand. My cousin who got it for free gave it to me.

Anyone kind enough to get me a new phone?
Good news i got a boyfriend











Ha ha no la, finally i can drive! As some of you know.
Well i know it's nothing to be fancy about, but i am still happy with it!


This was me when i attempt to drive, yeah i laugh like a siao person
Sing and dance with joy!!!

Sunday, March 22

I love this song, =)

Jesus beautiful Savior
God of all Majesty, Risen King
Lamb of God
Holy and righteous
Blessed redeemer
Bright morning star

All the heavens shout Your praise
All creation bows to worship You

How wonderful, how beautiful
Name above every name
Exalted high

How wonderful, how beautiful
Jesus Your name
Name above every name Jesus

It came into my mind this morning during worship service.
Today something really struck my heart
I was on the way back from kl in the evening, stop at Sekinchang for dinner
While i was eating, suddenly there was this man who sat the table next to us.
He dressed in a dirty way, and i was observing him.
His skin was a bit weird.
His body is really thin
I guess he's a mechanic.
He didn't eat rice, but just ate some meat and that's for his dinner.
This really struck me at that point of time.
Many times i have not been happy with my life.
I keep expecting more on what i have.
I just want more, like clothes and money.
But i think God is speaking to me in way that He will provide all my needs and i don't have to worry about having not enough.
I almost wanted to go to that man and ask him whether can i buy him a meal.
But scare at the same time, maybe God is calling me to help the poor.
Well but a big reminder for me today, be thankful in all circumstances, even though i don't have enough i should be happy for what i have!

P/s am gonna stay at the hostel in mckl, rm 500 for 1 month (expensive)
But at least it save me on transportation cost,about 5-10 minutes walk. ha ha!!!

Saturday, March 21

As some of you know, i am currently in kl actually pj to be exact for a children's conference.
Please get this right that it's for those in the children ministry to attend.
Later you think i am a child pulak.
Been spending lots of money on buying things here and there
Met many people at dumc.
For example my host family, they are really nice people.
Will upload some pictures of them later on.
Their home is really nice, even can receive wireless for me to go online.
Ha ha!!!
By the way since i said i bought stuffs, i got a book too.
The title is kiss dating goodbye.
It's about BGR.
Haven't read it yet but there's the first book which is boy meets girl, this is a book which should be read by both single and those in a relationship.
Check it out at any christian bookstores.
It helps me learn more about being in a relationship though i have no idea or experience how it's like to be in one, but i find that helpful.
Prepares me to be a good gf in the future.
Ha ha!!!
Oh ya met Ern Wei at DUMC this morning.
He came with his mum and brother for the easter rally.
A total of 1000+ Children were there, 699 children accepted christ!!!
Really a good news.
speaking of Ern Wei, he became darker, taller and his hair is now shorter.
He gave a good scare just now!!!
But a nice time to catch up with each other on college.
Too bad i didn't choose the march intake, if not i have like 3 friends in mckl!!!
Bad decisions.
Anyway tomorrow going back home.
Feel like staying in kl and go out.
Blah...that's all for the updates!
God bless you all peeps!!!

Wednesday, March 18

Happy Birthday Victoria Kovalan!!!



Victoria for those of you who don't know, she's the girl standing up on the swing with curly hair.

To Victoria:
Happy 20th Birthday!!!!!!!
One more year to become an adult!
May God bless you in your future undertakings!
Jia you! God bless~!
Continue to walk close with God always!
=)

Tuesday, March 17



I feel weak
Because 'IT' came
Please go away will ya?

100 truths about me

Got tagged by Miss Sarah Yong! The gal who has the same surname with me. Yeah we are somehow related!!! Wo hoo!!!!!

001. Real Name:
Praise Yong Jia En

002. Nickname(s):
Praisey, Goat( just because my surname in chinese sounds like goat), Praise the Lord, price tag( don't ask me why)

003. Age:
17+( will be 18 real soon, less than 2 months)

004. Horoscope :
taurus

005. Male or Female:
Female

006. Elementary:
Tadika Sri kenanga and Chinese Methodist kindergarden Klang

007. Middle School:
SJK Hin Hwa and SJK(C) Chung Cheng

008. High School:
SMK Methodist ACS Sitiawan!!!!!

009. College :
Methodist college, brickfields in 4 months time

010. Hair colour:
black

011. Long or Short:
Long

012. Loud or Quiet:
Depends, sometimes i can be real loud, sometimes i am just as quiet as ever

013. Sweats or Jeans :
Jeans

014. Phone or Camera:
Phone

015. Health Freak:
Sometimes, when i feel heavier

016. Drink or Smoke:
Neither, it's bad for the health!

017. Do you have a crush on someone:
Er NO, every guy is my good friend, but may have too (you guess la)

018. Eat or Drink:
Both

019. Piercings:
Plan to do on my ears!! soon....

020. Tattoos:
temporary tattoo last time in primary school! Ah ha!!!

021. Social or Anti- Social:
both, but it all depends on the circle of people i mix with

Firsts
023. First piercing:
Don't have one

024. First relationship :
I am goodie person so still single till now =)

025. First Best Friend:
Can i name a few? charis, cally, li shia, marcus, bryan, and another guy. Forgot the name

026. First Award:
In tadika! I got it for reading many story books and was the only student who read the story books over and over again.

027. First Kiss :
From mummy and daddy!!! ha ha

028. First Pet:
gold fish! cute XD

029. First Big Vacation:
South thailand! Mum's hometown is there so ya

030. First Love at first sight :
Zac Effron!!! David Archuleta!

031. First Big Birthday:
Forgot, back in the klang days

032. First Surgery:
Nope

033. First sport you joined:
i think is skipping rope during standard 1 or 2

This or That
034. Orange or Apple juice:
Orange!

035. Rock or Rap:
Rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!

036. Country or Screamo:
Country!!!

037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys:
Backstreet boys! One of my first favourite bands!

038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera:
Christina Aguilera, never like britney spears

039. Night or Day:
Night

040. Sun or Moon:
Stars!!!! ha ha!!! Fine moon

041. TV or Internet:
TV with astro even better

042. Playstation or xbox:
Neither

043. Kiss or hug:
Both? I know i am asking for too much

044. Iguana or turtle:
Turtle

045. Spider or bee:
Ahhh don't like any

046. Fall or spring:
Fall!

047. Limewire or iTunes:
iTunes

048. Soccer or baseball:
Soccer!

Currently
049. Eating:
Finished my lunch just now

050. Drinking:
My saliva :D

051. Excitement level :
Medium

052. I’m about to:
Start packing for tomorrow?

053. Listening to:
not at the moment

054. Plans for today:
pack for tomorrow, buy some stuffs

055. Waiting for:
more money for me to spend

056. Energy Level:
Half, girls know why.

057. Thinking of someone:
Yeah

Future
058. Want kids?:
Definitely! :D

059. Want to get married?:
Yeah of course, duh!!!

060. When?:
27-29

061. How many kids do you want:
3 maybe. Depends

062. Any name on your mind:
Nope

063. What did you want to be when you were little:
doctor, teacher, nurse,lawyer (yeah i know i am crazy about ambitions)

064. Careers in mind:
Lawyer, accountant, business woman, lecturer, pschologist

065. Mellow future or wild:
Neither, just a life that glorifies God!

066. Something you would never try:
Premaritual sex

067. When do you want to die:
When God calls me home

Which is the better in the boy/girl you like (in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes :
eyes, i love eyes that are seemingly adorable to me. Ha ha

069. Romantic or Funny?:
Both :)

070. Shorter or Taller?:
Taller, cos i am already so tall now =.=

071. Protective or Caring?:
Both, i need a guy who has the safe feeling when i am around him and i need some concerns ok?

072. Romantic or Spontaneous?:
Romantic...

073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?:
Arms, i love holding hands alright

074. Sensitive or Loud?:
Sensitive

075. Hook-up or Relationship?:
relationship of course

076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?:
neither, i want a good boy

077. Muscular or normal:
prefer muscular, as i said i need protection. Normal if that's the guy God wants me to be with then no choice.

Have you ever
078. Kissed a stranger:
Nope

079. Broken a bone:
Nope

080. Lost glasses or contacts:
yeah after i was confirmed that i didn't have the need to wear glasses anymore!

081. Ran away from home:
Nope, thought of but that was past

082. Held a gun/knife for self defence:
Nope

083. Killed somebody:
Nope.

084. Broken some one’s heart:
Not sure.

085. Had your heart broken:
yeah of course

086. Been arrested:
Nope

087. Cried when someone died:
Yeah

088. Liked a friend more than a friend:
Yeah

Do you believe in
089. Yourself:
Absolutely YES!

090. Miracles:
Yeah, because there is a God up there who is greater than any other things in this world!

091. Love at first sight:
Hm, don't think so

092. Heaven:
Yes

093. Santa Claus:
Nah

094. Tooth Fairy:
Nah

095. Kiss in the first date :
Nah, i have not date before

096. Angels:
Yeah!

Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?
Yeah

098. Are you seriously happy with where you’re in life now?
half

099. Do you believe in God?
Yeah

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
- Sarah Chen
- Yvonne Yong
- Michael Sam
- Aryati
- Lay Chuy
- Joelle
- Richard
- Jeniffer Chen
- Ern Wei
- Darren

Monday, March 16

Please, really pray that i get a good job!!!
Prayer needs:
-Work only during weekdays
-I don't want a work that makes me work overtime
-good salary
-colleagues won't bully me, will find good friends there
-transportation

In desperate need for a part time job, wanna earn money and i'm bored staying at home all the time. Better put my body into good exercise.
I got into Methodist College.
Going in July
Yeah i know it's late
But just wanna settle some things before moving on to college life
Driving license, work part time, and more
Just hope that i can get the right job with good pay
And not work overtime too regularly
By the way i went for my 1st interview today, one word scary
That's about it for the updates

By the way Happy Birthday Aryati Munirah!!!!
More about her, i knew her since form 1.
We ended up in the same class.
She is very tall, really good in english ( i tell you she always score high marks for english, don't mess with her)
No regrets knowing this girl!
Wonderful, funny and cheerful girl.
If only we have more time to get to know each other even better! =)

Thursday, March 12

Mua ha ha!!!!
I don't know why
But i can't stop feeling happy
Yes God gave me this overflowing joy!!!!!!!!
I wanna laugh out real loud
Anyone care to join?
yeah i am like an orang gila now
Siao fella


There were much more things in life that i can be thankful for!
Yesh i am HAPPIE!!!!!!!!!
Thoughts for the day: It's not how much you achieve in life,but how you end it that matters
=)

So make an impact on someone's life by leaving a footprint behind.
It makes a big difference!
I did my part, have you?
I have mix feelings now
Happy and disappointed
But one thing i am sure of, I have no shame because God is with me
Results aren't what i expected
But i know it's part of God's plan
My life don't just stop here, it continues to the next phase of life
In everything give thanks.
Actually when i reach home, i started to thank God for this result
it may not be outstanding like some will get
It may not be straight A's
But it's a blessing from God above
Keep staying positive to my friends who received their results
Never give up!!!!!
Because i will never give up on myself!
Blah, post ends

Wednesday, March 11

Lord i pray that this thursday even as i receive my results
No matter how good or bad it is, i will still choose to continue to praise You
I pray that you will give me the peace to endure tomorrow
Lord only You know how i am feeling now,the expectations upon me
The tears i cried, the fears, the worries
May everything happen according to Your own will, not mine
I pray that Lord You will guide me even through decisions making about my future
It's all in Your hands
God i pray that i will make the right decisions and continue on the right path
Lord, i will continue to give thanks even though it may be bad.
because You have a plan and a purpose for my life
Thank You Lord for giving me this peace!
=)
I know i have given my best shot, the rest is up to God!

Monday, March 9

With Sibu in it


The 5 js students from Sitiawan! chuan sheng, hwa wei, tze phei, me and winnie

I miss the stream in Tapah







Sunday, March 8

I will be still, know you are God

It's part of the song from hillsong church.
Meaningful and touching.
I am thankful that this weekend they sang this song in church.
Part of a emotional preparation i have to go through before knowing THE TRUTH
But well God is great, He sent many people to encourage me.
The confidence of many people that i will achieve good results.
Laughs, didn't expect it.
it depends on thursday when i know it.
So now i can "HA HA HA" before thursday comes
sweats =.=

How i wish

->I get good results for SPM
Which is absolutely just in my imagination
And never would happen.

->A miracle would happen
Oh yeah!!!!!!




Thursday, March 5

I haven't write out what i want to share this saturday during MYF
Oops, i better start it today.
To those who are blur, this week we js students from sitiawan have to write out on our experience in js.
Being the lazy self, see what happens to me.
Okay, okay i will write at least something today.
Thank God for Uncle Herbie who helped me a lot in giving me a guideline through email!
=) Winks

Wednesday, March 4

How i wish i don't even have to feel this way at all.
I hate that results are coming out soon.
Spoils the atmosphere of enjoying after SPM.
Yeah it's terrible.
I dislike a specific sentence which i hear it almost everyday.
I hate feeling sucky, i really do
Can't go out with them, =(
I better end before it ruins another person's day.

Tuesday, March 3

Aunty Grace, she was our caterer for the past 6 weeks in Tapah


At the stream


Our last night together