Know where i got all the camwhore genes from???

My family ha ha...
Dad and me


Ian and Uncle George


Uncle George, Ian And aunty Mabel


My 2 aunties and cousin Joyce


My dad decided to take them to the beach at teluk Batik...
Random scenes taken




My cousin and dad


Sitting by the beachside


My dad and his sisters


Cousins forever!!!


If you're kinda blur what is going on, let me start

My counsin Ian from England came to Malaysia to visit his parents. So before going back, he drop by at my place to visit us. So they spend time at our place for a while before going back. That's about it..

My latest favourite songs

Nelly Furtado-Say it right
In the day
In the night
Say it all
Say it right
You either got it
Or you don't
You either stand or you fall
When your will is broken
When it slips from your hand
When there's no time for joking
There's a hole in the plan

Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me
No you don't mean nothing at all to me
Do you got what it takes to set me free
Oh you could mean everything to me

I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault
I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark
I can't say that I don't know that I am alive
And all of what I feel I could show
You tonite you tonite

From my hands I could give you
Something that I made
From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid
From my body I could show you a place God knows
You should know the space is holy
Do you really want to go?


No air-Jordin Sparks
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air

[Chorus x2]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

I can't stop saying how much i love songs!!!! ha ha

Korean Singers

During supper


The 3 of us


4 pretty girls with a cute guy..


She's pretty..seriously..by the way she is a korean..do i look like her?


The really, really happy people..see what God can do in our lives. He can change our hearts from sorrow into rejoicing


Us with the ever super professional drummer..


With the organist..she's not looking haiya..



with the saxaphonist


there goes another pretty or rather beautiful lady on the left


Me with the guitarist


During worship..













With this, i will like to say, thanks for the people who came up on the stage. You know who you are, there are too many people to mention. Thanks for the hugs, encouragement and blessings to me and my family. It's been a long time since i got a hug from friends..longing for more often of course. I felt so encouraged by all of you!!! I guess my parents also feel this way too.Even young children like Sarah and Lydia hug me too. Wheeeeeeee. Anyway God bless you people!!! Love ya all!! =)

Yeah i did enjoy myself worshipping and praising God. It's been also a while since i really laugh my hearts out. God really did something in the hearts of everyone who came that night. Many accepted Christ and that's really a GOOD NEWS!!! may God continue to do His work in a much deeper way. That's all

Piano exam is tomorrow..9.35 if not mistaken..somewhere at 9 plus.Held at Blue Bay resort, Lumut.

Good luck to me. Well don't have the high confidence in getting a really good distinction or merit either but it's best if i surrender everything to God right? I have already put in the effort to practise and correct my mistakes, just let God take control of this whole exam. Hope that i can really do my best and not screw up this exam. First thing, piano exam fees are really high. Imagine grade 7 and i have to pay rm 373. This can only burn a hole in my dad's pocket. And i don't want to waste the money and time i have sacrifice for this. Only God can do the impossible to make it possible. May my results glorify God's name. Yeah and tonight there is a group of Korean Singers coming to my church at 8pm. I am really gonna have fun before my piano exam. To take my stress away, yeah it helps. I can't be practising the whole time right? Anyway to those taking piano exam this year, all the best ya? Practise and practise. Never give up! Till then..ciaoz..

I believe i can, i believe i will!!! Think positive gal!!!

2 days more for piano exam..counting the hours now...

After everytime i practise piano, i feel so exhausted. My energy is totally drain and wipe out.

God i need your strength now, i can't do it on my own.

I need directions, i am so lost and confuse in many things.

Things that run through my mind.

Half of me says to stay on and be patience for the outcome, the other half is like impossible that it will happen.

Maybe i shouldn't be hoping too much after all

I have this corn under my leg..

It's not the corn that can be eaten alright?

It's super digusting.

Oh if you don't know let me tell

It's like a virus infection which spreads easily and is yellow in colour

Comes out round and consists of dead skin cells

So now you know it's digusting right?

Doctor said i need to put some acid on my leg and vaseline around the thing cos there are some bubble-like thing surrounding it. If it doesn't heal, then he have to cut it off. How? I don't know

But there's this problem...Pause...




wanna hear???

I have piano exam on tuesday and if i apply the acid, it may hurt real bad..and i mean SUPER PAIN!!!! My dad told me not to, if not i may ruin this exam cos my leg has this CORN!!!!!

Find enough of the CORN...ha ha..

Some updates

Whoa..i have not been updating for 3 days..
Today during youth meeting there's a song that really strike me.

Jesus lover of my soul
Jesus i will never let You go
You've taken me from the miry clay
You set my feet upon the rock and now i know

I love You
I need You
Though my world may fall
I'll never let You go
My saviour, my closest friend
I will worship you until the very end

Know why it strike me?
I have not been a good christian, nor a friend or a daughter
Yes i've not been good to anyone especially my parents
I have not been reading the bible everyday like i should to
Been throwing tantrums in school, at home, everywhere
Don't know why am i like this
But i guess that's part of growing up right?
Sorry for being mean, self centered, stupid and other things you can say
Sorry for shouting at whoever you are when you just irritate me a little
Anyway i'll change from today
I'll try, not that i can totally change
But by God's strength i can!
The commitments i made during camps, i guess it's time to persist on and never give up!
God i am sorry too, i didn't do my part as a christian well
Sorry for disappointing my parents especially my dad and mum

About the topic today, it's Guard Your Heart!
Uncle Herbert spoke on it, and well it also strike me a lot
We as christians, we should guard out heart because everything that happens at home, in school and everywhere it starts from our HEART!!

Proverbs 4:23
Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it spring the issues of life.(NKJ)

He also asked us the question on how our heart is like?
A stone, a scrub or a sponge?
A stone for example is like King Saul in the bible. On the outside he is like so religious but on the inside he is so empty. He is different on the inside
Whereas King Solomon is like a scrub, He is a half half. Which means half hearted.
Unlike King David, he is like a sponge. He is called a man after God's own heart. Well he did lots of mistakes but at least he asked God for forgiveness and repent from his sins. God still forgave him. We should be like King David, even when we do something really wrong, yet we should ask God for forgiveness and He will forgive us.
To avoid something, doesn't mean it can make it any better.

Oops i have been preachy here..ha ha..maybe dad's genes?

Today we also have our AGM which means Annual General meeting, to appoint the new council and so that the present council can step down.
It was ok, the present council and I made our reports and stuffs. Then presentation of new councils for both IMYF and MYF. Lastly, speech by outgoing President,Mark and incoming President, Megan.

Tomorrow is Youth Sunday. Installation of new council. Anyway to all new council members do your job well to glorify God! remember what you are contributing is for God and not for yourself. Do your quiet time everyday and continue to walk closer with God! Don't give up and don't lose faith! Do your part,be yourselves!

I guess that's all

Trip to Kl during the hols

I know it's a long time ago but well so that my blog won't be lack of photos =)

Dad and Uncle checking the Computer



Me being crazy as usual


me and my mum during dinner


My aunty and uncle


Uncle Es, Gloria and Aunty Catherine (my parents met them during the conference by the way)

PIANO EXAM!!!!!!!

Oh no 1 week to go for Piano exam!!!!!

I better practise harder if not i will ......

Korean singers are coming to our church the day before...

For more information will post it later.

Speaking of piano exam,ha ha i don't know la..

Maybe this maybe that.

But well if i don't fail,i will be happy already.

Lord, please bless me and guide me through this exam.

Enable me to score a good mark

Complains from me

Last night i went for a wedding dinner

Speaking frankly the dinner was not fun nor enjoyable.

I totally regret going there, should have said no when my mum asked me

There were this group of smokers, and you know what? They smoke throughout the dinner

And to make things worst my table is just right in front of them

I suppose you know the bad effects of smoking and secondary smoker

The horrible smell, the effects it has on me

Don't wanna think about it.

Another thing, karaoke.. the songs blast my ears and well i didn't enjoy it either

Lastly i forgot to bring my coat, so i was freezing like crazy....

This make me lost my appetite to eat and even stay there, all i thought was to go home quickly

Anyway tomorrow i am going to backup for sunday worship..first time aunty ask me

So pray for me ya?

I'm being emo i know, not that i want it

Tears are flowing down my cheek right now

There were too many things that happened to me

I am not seeking for attention nor anyone's sympathy

Nor needing people to comfort or care

I need to express myself in a better way

But i guess that's all i can now

Trying to hold back, but in life we have no choice but to move on

Study hard that's what one of my friend told me today, that set me thinking

I should be putting my aims into actions

And therefore i will start today!

I can do it!!!

How i dread

The weather is super hot, thanks to human beings who ruin this earth...

Fine i am one of them too..ha ha..

And i am getting thirstier day by day.

One bottle is not enough for me to last in school.

Am sick of this horrible weather.

In the bible it says in everything give thanks, so...

I am gonna give thanks to God that i didn't fail any subjects in my mid year exam!!!

But well not to my expectations so am disappointed at the same time..hm..

O Lord please change my heart..

guess what? my 3 science subjects get the same mark..coincidently..

That's WEIRD!!!

The crack lines on the wall

Something significant maybe?

My mood these few days kinda bad and grumpy so pardon me ya?

I have not given up yet, am still running till the end...

Mid year exam does not count,only SPM and Trials that matters to me now

What a post?

Crazy bunch of classmates...

Hari Anugerah

Alas connection back to normal...and i know Hari Anugerah is like long time ago. Anyway enjoy the pictures...

At bus way,some students are really bored


The 2 DFA's...


Mohd Syafiq, Sateesh and not forgetting me..


me and sateesh


Joelle and sateesh


Firdaus and me..He calls himself deputy leng chai


joelle and pei ning


last but not least Miss tok yen ling, hardly can get a picture of her


Those are the updates...