
Well I have been thinking a lot lately. How will i take my SPM in November? Will i do my best? And guess what January is going to end..which means SPM is coming even faster...Not that SPM has acceleration or velocity but the feeling in me is not even ready to sit in the hall for hours...and there's like 11 subjects for me to take...Well it's all in God's hands... Counting the days..hm..
Oh ya sorry for my out-of-mood or rather a different mood compare to other days..appology to my best buddies yesterday during tuition. Speaking of yesterday i was co leading in worship and there's a song i like, though it's a new song. The title is made to worship by Chris Tomlin. A great song.
Yesterday's talk was great too. Especially during the icebreaker time. Just imagine boys getting their hands on and stitch!!!! ha ha....well, they had better go for more stitching lessons.. Oh ya about the talk..This talk really speaks to me..seems like God keeps on reminding me something...
There are 3 questions that really strike me, even before aunty ask the youths to write down, i already scribble it on a piece of paper..
1. Who my God is?
2. What is my purpose in life?
3. Who will be my soul mate?
And i add one more question to it..
4. How will my journey end? Will it end well?
During YLDP and MYF camp, i have been thinking through. And it came to the point where i ask a counsellor during the YLDP to pray for me that I will be stronger in facing problems and life. So far during this month, God has really give me the strength, even through the hardest time.
Actually i am not much of a confident person, to score flying colours in my exams or even the major one this year SPM!!! I know i fail few years back, but as what aunty said, it's time to move on. If we can't forgive ourselves for what has happened or even other people, how are we going to move on? Keep the main thing in life as the main thing. And know the purpose in life!!!
Psalm 86: 11-12
Teach me Your way, O Lord, and I will walk in Your truth;
give me an undivided heart, that I may fear Your name.
I will praise You, O Lord my God, with all my heart;
I will glorify Your name forever
Can i say by the end of the day? Only God knows what is in store for me...
I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.
2 Timothy 4:7
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