Well for my last post,i was not exaggerating it. That was really how i felt. Anyway i am not feeling good today either. My brain is about to explode. Reasons why...
I was doing house work since morning. That includes cleaning my room, fold the clothings, dust the stupid, horrible and annoying cobwebs. Why i say it's annoying cos if you leave it for a while, the spiders come and irrode your house with their nests, build up their webs and that causes a lot of problem. Those insects....
I really need some energy booster..something to revive my brain, my energy. I feel like collapsing on the bed and have my deep sleep but work haven't done. Lots of work to do. I am able to sleep much better if it is all complete. Anyway yeah thanks for the concern...some of you know why. Thanks for the encouragement!
Back to my ever boring topic..as there was a comment i received..I keep giving other people encouragement to go on in life and never to give up but why am i reacting the other way? I tell my friends to cheer up when they face problems, to trust in God that everything will be alright but there i was posting a blog on wednesday afternoon complaining about my life and how much i really want to die. Sorry for the childish way i have been. Complaining like a child and never bother to put in the effort to change my mistakes. I wish many times i can stand up strong to face my problems but maybe my faith is getting low. Not that i don't have faith that God will guide me through the problems but lack of faith to face it! I learn my lesson. Face problems and don't run away from it! Be happy, joyful and thankful in all circumstances for this is the will for me through Christ!
Need to think positive..and be who i was..the real and true me! Hey i love being me! =)
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