So many things are running in my mind.
I mean half of me wants to stay here, but half of me says staying at another place may be a good experience for me.

Many people said that even if my parents stay or go to another church, it won't affect me.
Who says it won't?
Seriously, i am part of the family and i may not be directly affected but definitely indirectly!

For my perspective, we've been here for 11 years, going on 12 i guess.
Some how or another one day we have to move away from this little town to another place where God will call us.
Since this year i am more free while waiting for uni, i have the time to pack and clear the house, but what about the next year, and the year after?

I appreciate the prayers from members who care for us and pray that we will stay.
But no offense, if you are letting God's will be done, we should be praying Lord let Your will be done in this family wherever You call them to be.
I feel like there's a string tied to me and my family to stay back.
Or maybe i am the only one who feels that.

In so much confusion and doubts now.

Sitiawan has been a place filled with wonderful memories, no doubt about that.
But sometimes i just need an adventure with my family, at a different place.