Well as many of you are struggling with your walk
I am too, to be honest
If you were to ask me how many times i will do my QT
I can't even give you an answer, shame on me
It's hard taking up the word of God and be discipline to read it everyday
Seriously i am struggling all the time
Just because i am a pastor's daughter doesn't consider me to be more holy or more spiritual
Feeling quite alone at times when i have no one to share with
this is the reason why i don't like being an only child
Yet God keeps reminding me that He is there through it all
I really don't know
Like what timothy said it's been 2 months after we graduate from js, yet i don't see myself taking the iniative to do what i'm suppose to do
I feel quite embarass at myself
You may tell me, don't be so negative minded
But, it's the fact and i have to face it
Thank God for His grace upon me, if not i may just get a strike of thunder from above
During the church camp, i met uncle herbert and his family.
But deep in me there's a fear.
What if he ask me how's your walk with God and how would i answer?
Thank God he didn't ask me.
Maybe God even showed him how terrible my walk with God is.
I just need some people to hold accountable for me.
It may be much better that way.
Somebody to remind you to do your QT and to pray everyday.
Whenever i feel guilty, i recall this song.

I'm sorry Lord for the things I've made it
When it's all about You
It's all about You Jesus

Okay i am done here
Nuff said