Friday, January 11

Some updates!

Well, many things have happen even throughout these days that i didn't update my blog. My mood has been really abnormal, i am happy in the morning but at night i am really down. Something's really wrong with me. Worrying about my studies, future and stuffs. I really need God's strength to pull through all these problems. I know life is like that, but sometimes i have my own weakness too. I tend to give up on going on with life, and being a cry baby and cry to myself in my room. I just can't help it ya know? As what my friend said, girls are more emotional than guys. Actually there is always a big difference between girls and guys. Will not mention it it this blog, later i will offend many people. Well when i came back from school today, i was really down. Main thing was because i really have been spending a lot of money especially on my piano exam fees, school fees, my books. I feel so bad asking my mum money. It's like really a big sum of money and further more my parents are not rich. I am just from an ordinary and moderate family. As what is stated in the Bible God will provide all our needs. I find it true...I am trying to be strong though i am still weak or rather the same old person. I am trying to learn how to face problems in a right and positive way rather than complain about how hard it is to go through a problem. Anyway i need lots of support. Sorry i didn't tell many of you what i went through. But i prefer to keep it to myself. To face reality by myself, that's the way how i can really grow in the Lord. This week i have really been learning a lot of things. Even during my quiet time. God has been teaching me something. I hope i will be better after a while and be back to my crazy mode...


Well for what happen in school, take note it is one of my happy times....
Especially for today itself. Our first period was PJPK, and well the teacher haven't come in so me and my friends decided to play some games, to entertain ourselves. Smart aren't we? Oh ya talking about one of the game. There was a funny thing that happen to me and my friends in form 2. I still remember clearly. We were playing milo ais butterfly...know that game?Well we played that game and guess what in the end we got caught by the teacher. And the punishment was to stand at the corridor outside our class. We somehow felt it funny than we feeling regret, because just imagine we got caught because of this game? ha ha. And anyway today we had no fear but played this game and also we did a very lame thing. Singing london bridge is falling down. And we catch our friend at the end of the song. I really had fun today in school. Exciting too. Well this year may be my last year in high school so appreciate before i leave.

So that's all for now.
Drop some comments ya!

2 comments:

Richard said...

Tell you the truth, I nearly broke down to tears reading this post. I don't mind if you don't want to tell me what happened and I respect that. It's just that I can't sit back, leaving you alone and regret when you cry..... Well, everything is in God's faithful hands. No matter what you faced, don't ever give up ya? May the LORD be your strength.
(ah, crying now I think.....)

TrUmPeTer said...

hmmmm....stay strong and courageous(dont know how to spell)...would pray for you....i feel like a sitting duck now too...lol....seriously....