It's time to start from square 1!!!!

Well, how to start this post also i don't really know! Anyway today was a great day, even yesterday too. God has been reminding me of forgetting the past behind me, and focus on the future! Even He spoke through a simple talk by Aunty Connie. Philippians 3:12-14. Check out this verse yourself. It has really been a great encouoragement to me when i am facing problems.

About Sunday, met my friends in church...yeah like any ordinary sunday.. but something happened all of the sudden after church. Well last night my mum asked me to do something for her, but I terribly fail that task!!! She was really mad at me and gave a nice lecture. Well, i do admit my mistakes. But the point came when she said she really gave up on me, and she didn't see any change from me since young. I was just listening and trying to stop my tears from flowing down my cheek. It was hurting...really hurting deep in me, but I know everything happens for a purpose. I was praying to God..God I will continue to run this marathon of life though it's hard and challenging! I will praise You in all circumstances. I do understand how she felt at that time, and really gave up on me. I don't really mind cos it's truly and really all my fault. All the blames on me! But i am trying to change. Actually i feel that i have change. From a serious and sad person to a joyful and outgoing person. Well maybe crazy and weird too! And i have been trying a lot to take up household chores with joy rather than complaining and start mumbling why do i have to do it? I am also trying to do my quiet time every day. Though i may be really busy, but with God's strength i can pull through all these. I know many times i have really disappoint my parents and friends. Just wanna say Sorry for all I have done, for anyway i have hurt any of you. Or make you unhappy or hurt by me. Truly sorry, deep down from my heart. I will change! I promise! I will do my best in my studies, do my household chores properly and regularly! I will finish all tasks given to me! But also remember i am not perfect. I can make really terrible mistakes. Hope you won't mind!

Concerning about the title,i think it's time I start anew. Reorganise my time. Really think through about what my priorities are. And really be a good child and friend! So please support me ya! I can't do it by my own.

Thanks a lot!!!