I think one of the most scariest dream ever is dreaming about my colleagues.
Not that they are scary but the dream goes like this.
I was working in the office like any other day and i was unhappy with my boss.
So i told one of my colleagues how i felt.
But she ended up reporting to my boss so my boss was very angry with me and he intend to take revenge!

I woke up this morning, being so terrified and scared that i prayed i will not make any major, huge mistakes when i am working.
If not my dream may come true.
p/s : My boss is a nice person and i know he won't be scary as my dream is. =)

1 more week till i get my next salary.
It gets me excited when i know i will get my hard earn money, although most of the time at work i barely do much.
At least this keeps me going and continue to work even in the future!
=)

So many things are running in my mind.
I mean half of me wants to stay here, but half of me says staying at another place may be a good experience for me.

Many people said that even if my parents stay or go to another church, it won't affect me.
Who says it won't?
Seriously, i am part of the family and i may not be directly affected but definitely indirectly!

For my perspective, we've been here for 11 years, going on 12 i guess.
Some how or another one day we have to move away from this little town to another place where God will call us.
Since this year i am more free while waiting for uni, i have the time to pack and clear the house, but what about the next year, and the year after?

I appreciate the prayers from members who care for us and pray that we will stay.
But no offense, if you are letting God's will be done, we should be praying Lord let Your will be done in this family wherever You call them to be.
I feel like there's a string tied to me and my family to stay back.
Or maybe i am the only one who feels that.

In so much confusion and doubts now.

Sitiawan has been a place filled with wonderful memories, no doubt about that.
But sometimes i just need an adventure with my family, at a different place.

The most amazing thing in life is when God brings in wonderful people to impact You and who believes in You no matter what.

Watching X-Factor reminded me to appreciate my love ones more.

Those who impact and leave a footprint in our lives are blessings from above!

Thank you God! You are AWESOME!

Thank you God for speaking to me through a hymn today.

'Trust and Obey, for there is no other way
To be happy in Jesus, But to trust and obey'

It's amazing how God has reminded me again and again that He is always there for me no matter what happens and no matter where i go.

Truly Lord, You will provide for all my needs and will indeed give me surprises when i least expect it.
I know You will!
=)