Tuesday, January 29





Hello everyone, well guess what i heard from some prefects that i saman 7 people in 2weeks. And worst still yesterday i heard that i saman 14 people. By the way take note here i only manage to saman 3 people only. Some may think i am too strict especially to my friends, but i am really trying to help you. If you don't obey the school rules, i can't help but to take out my pen and cip to saman. Oh ya whoever who started this rumour, please stop it will ya? Khabar angin yang disebarkan di kalangan pelajar tidak baik faham?

Oh ya something funny happen today or rather the super craziest thing we 3 girls will do.


Presenting MSN Conversation Live In Physics Lab...shhhh don't tell the teacher!!!

P: So boring la....I want to zzzzz
J: watever...go to sleep la
S: Wat to do?
P: How 2 sleep? Later the teacher will scold...
J: Resonance la
Y.L: I want to sleep la
J: says crap!P gone bonkus!! Wahaha!!! I'm in control!!!
S: walawei...ayaya
P: I ain't bonkus la wei..the stopwatch is so cute, looks like mickey mouse
J: Watever...sticks out tongue...draws something
S: P is soooooooooooo childish like a big baby
P: Yeah right... S is soooooo old. Oh no someone save Tacoma Narrows Bridge..it's falling ( by the way tacoma narrows bridge is a bridge which we learn during physics..don't ask me more)
S: Isn't it London Bridge, coz only London Bridge will fall in all rhymes and songs
P: But tacoma narrows bridge is really pity 2 fall down like that...ahhhhhh
J signs off...concentrating her mind to answer teachers question
S signs off too, coz mau balik kelas
P signs off tooo and cries at the same time, her 2 friends have left her alone..weeeeee...

Yeah i know all these are crap...totally crazy...ha ha...


Quite blank now...wait before i forget yesterday i got rm 20 for being the first in class last year...well it's the 4th class so no big deal..Not only i get, there are many others too. Got it during assembly...And ya my friends are hoping for me to belanja but well not this month nor today. I am rather broke...so no asking ya?

Gonna end here!!!!

Till then

Sunday, January 27

Praise thinks....



Well I have been thinking a lot lately. How will i take my SPM in November? Will i do my best? And guess what January is going to end..which means SPM is coming even faster...Not that SPM has acceleration or velocity but the feeling in me is not even ready to sit in the hall for hours...and there's like 11 subjects for me to take...Well it's all in God's hands... Counting the days..hm..

Oh ya sorry for my out-of-mood or rather a different mood compare to other days..appology to my best buddies yesterday during tuition. Speaking of yesterday i was co leading in worship and there's a song i like, though it's a new song. The title is made to worship by Chris Tomlin. A great song.
Yesterday's talk was great too. Especially during the icebreaker time. Just imagine boys getting their hands on and stitch!!!! ha ha....well, they had better go for more stitching lessons.. Oh ya about the talk..This talk really speaks to me..seems like God keeps on reminding me something...

There are 3 questions that really strike me, even before aunty ask the youths to write down, i already scribble it on a piece of paper..

1. Who my God is?

2. What is my purpose in life?

3. Who will be my soul mate?

And i add one more question to it..

4. How will my journey end? Will it end well?

During YLDP and MYF camp, i have been thinking through. And it came to the point where i ask a counsellor during the YLDP to pray for me that I will be stronger in facing problems and life. So far during this month, God has really give me the strength, even through the hardest time.

Actually i am not much of a confident person, to score flying colours in my exams or even the major one this year SPM!!! I know i fail few years back, but as what aunty said, it's time to move on. If we can't forgive ourselves for what has happened or even other people, how are we going to move on? Keep the main thing in life as the main thing. And know the purpose in life!!!

Psalm 86: 11-12

Teach me Your way, O Lord, and I will walk in Your truth;
give me an undivided heart, that I may fear Your name.

I will praise You, O Lord my God, with all my heart;
I will glorify Your name forever

Can i say by the end of the day? Only God knows what is in store for me...

I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.

2 Timothy 4:7

Wednesday, January 23

MYF Camp 2007!!

Well, i know it's kinda late but since i am bored so just post it! Wait did i say i am bored? I have tons of work to do. Moral, chemistry,bm, and more to come! Anyway enjoy seeing the pictures!

Place where we do our quiet time!


The bell, i guess it's been there for many years. Salute to the bell!!! Ding dong!!


Place where i stayed. I mean with some of the girls!


Our very own camp speaker! Can you believe he is a pastor at the age of 20+????


Yatta!!! My group!!!


Soon En!! Well it's one of the group members name but it's also the name of the group!!! ha ha!
















Some things we do when we are weird, bored, crazy or nothing to do!! ha ha
The 3 of us!!!


Is it me or is it a ghost????


Aw...she's so shy!!!


Someone is so hardworking like usual!!!! One of my close friend...But i will not give out her name...


Stephanie and Joelle!!!

Sunday, January 20

Tell me what is impossible when God is on your side?

Well, sorry for the really late update! It's been a week since i last update!

Let me start with why i chose this title? If some of you know there is a christian show called Facing the Giants! Actually i have watched like 3 to 4 times. And i am never bored with it! This show has really encouraged me a lot. Especially the phrase" Tell me what is impossible when God is on your side"? Sometimes we tend to neglect God in our lives. We put too much concentration on our studies, tuitions, homework and other areas. And when we face a problem then only we look to God. That happens to everyone. But it still comes back with how we live our lives, whether to glorify God or man. Do we really put God as our main priority? Well, the show has always been setting my mind to think, am i really a good christian or am i just so called a christian by name? Do i glorify God with my life? I know it takes days,months or maybe years to really have a transformation! The journey is tough but i hope you people can go through it!

Second point, I got some feedbacks about my blog. Your blog is so boring, your blog is too long and the list goes on. If you don't enjoy any specific post, then just ignore it! I don't mind! Well yeah i do admit my blog can be really emo emo, long, boring. Sorry if it can annoy anyone of you, but well i will try to change my way of posting blogs. Maybe i should try with pictures.

All for now!

Sunday, January 13

It's time to start from square 1!!!!

Well, how to start this post also i don't really know! Anyway today was a great day, even yesterday too. God has been reminding me of forgetting the past behind me, and focus on the future! Even He spoke through a simple talk by Aunty Connie. Philippians 3:12-14. Check out this verse yourself. It has really been a great encouoragement to me when i am facing problems.

About Sunday, met my friends in church...yeah like any ordinary sunday.. but something happened all of the sudden after church. Well last night my mum asked me to do something for her, but I terribly fail that task!!! She was really mad at me and gave a nice lecture. Well, i do admit my mistakes. But the point came when she said she really gave up on me, and she didn't see any change from me since young. I was just listening and trying to stop my tears from flowing down my cheek. It was hurting...really hurting deep in me, but I know everything happens for a purpose. I was praying to God..God I will continue to run this marathon of life though it's hard and challenging! I will praise You in all circumstances. I do understand how she felt at that time, and really gave up on me. I don't really mind cos it's truly and really all my fault. All the blames on me! But i am trying to change. Actually i feel that i have change. From a serious and sad person to a joyful and outgoing person. Well maybe crazy and weird too! And i have been trying a lot to take up household chores with joy rather than complaining and start mumbling why do i have to do it? I am also trying to do my quiet time every day. Though i may be really busy, but with God's strength i can pull through all these. I know many times i have really disappoint my parents and friends. Just wanna say Sorry for all I have done, for anyway i have hurt any of you. Or make you unhappy or hurt by me. Truly sorry, deep down from my heart. I will change! I promise! I will do my best in my studies, do my household chores properly and regularly! I will finish all tasks given to me! But also remember i am not perfect. I can make really terrible mistakes. Hope you won't mind!

Concerning about the title,i think it's time I start anew. Reorganise my time. Really think through about what my priorities are. And really be a good child and friend! So please support me ya! I can't do it by my own.

Thanks a lot!!!