Another important lesson i learned while gaining this working experience is to be very careful with people who will only be your friend when they need something from you.

I have experienced it myself when they need something they will be extra nice to me and also to have a conversation.
But when they don't, the rest of the days will be a silent gesture and my presence is ignored.

I really admire the malay colleagues in my office, because they have freedom to talk with each other without expecting something in return and also to enjoy and laugh with each other.
Whereas with some people, i feel so tensed whenever i am with them.
I feel the gap and the distance.
I have tried to be their friend, but when people are not open to you, they are just treating you as invisible.

Without God's love, my response will be so different from now.
It will be how the world will response and this is how war happens.