Jeremiah School!

Just got the email today from Aunty Choy Quin.
It's about some further information,what to bring, what are the lessons we are going to learn.
Daily / Weekly Activity includes:
1. Personal Quiet Time & Journaling
2. Chapel Time
3. Group Worship
4. Sessions
5. Outings
6. Weekend Practical field education & Worship Service at various Methodist Churches

Topics covered:
1. Freedom in Christ
2. Spiritual Disciplines such as fasting, worship and prayer (we also have Quiet Retreats built into the programme)
3. Walk thru’ OT and NT
4. Self Awareness
5. Living in Community
6. Knowing God the Father
7. Discovering the Love of God
8. The Nature, Work and Death of Christ
10. The Person, Work of the Spirit
11. The Fruit and Gift of the Spirit
12. Understand the Church & my role in the Body of Christ
13. Ethics: Right from Wrong
14. Dealing with Conflicts
15. Discerning the Will of God
16. Understanding Intercession & Spiritual Warfare
17. Evangelism as lifestyle
18. How to share the Gospel?
19. Heart of Caring Ministry

Yeah i know it's enriching, but i have never been away from home (sorry i can't put far cos it's just in Tapah, Perak) for so long.
Month of January it's about 2 weeks plus, then February even longer.
I don't know how to express my feelings in words right now.
Not too happy or not too sad.
I just don't know.
I have been encourage by many of my friends who have joined JS before.
I have about 4 other friends who are joining me for this programme, still i feel a little hm...uncomfortable.
Got to admit i am excited to go to different churches and hoping my church is one of them. (in my dreams)
Exposing myself to different things.
Still there is a fear, yeah do pray for me.
God help me!!!
Thankfully there are some facilitators who are pastors and i know them!!
I'm going nuts!!
Someone wake me from my nightmare please...