It's just a small matter

Today i woke up, being in my happy mode.
I went to school today for a renjer puteri farewell.
It was specially for the form 5's to send us off.
I was expecting excitement and fun
But guess what?
My friends, the people whom i know for 5 to 7 years.
Their true colours just flare out in a few seconds.
today there is a teknik menjawab soalan physics and tomorrow is add maths.
Actually all teknik menjawab solan SPM is on a weekend so i actually gave up on all those seminars.
Althought it's beneficial but i am sure i can succeed by my own effort.
Back to my point, so they ask me whether i am going for the seminar.
I said no.
So they asked, why?
Reason 1: my parents are in ipoh. Dad has a district conference to attend.Mum has a
seminar on how to lead a healthy lifestyle or something like that. So i
definetely have no transport to go anywhere i want.
Reason 2: I am having youth meeting at 4 pm. Whereas the seminar is from 9 am to 5
pm. How am i going to get back for youth meeting.
So she said you can come to my grandma's house and i will send you.
I said nevermind, don't want to trouble.
And you know what she asked me?
So youth meeting is more important than SPM la?
I said yes.
Call me plain stupid but i find that it is important to attend church.
Not that i am "cakap besar" of myself, but i even gave up my plans to join the aktiviti gotong-royong which was held by the Interact Club of our school and it's on sunday.
My dad have a strict no on activities which clash the sunday worship service.
Anyway i just kept silence after she said everything.
But i was thinking, why can't she just be more sensitive to me? I have the freedom to perform my own religion the way i feel is right. I have been so sensitive to her by not discriminating her religion and respect their religion and beliefs. Why can't she just think before she talks?
It's not funny okay. Even if someone in Malaysia tries to bring up the issue on Islam and criticise it, i am sure the Government will take action.
There is a big difference between christians and non-christians.
Still, i accept it.
Anyway i treat it as a test of faith.
This statement will not make my faith be shaken!
Where will there be us without God?
You think SPM just came into place like that?
I put full importance on SPM but if you want to compare God is more important than anything even my life.
Look yourselves in the mirror before you even drop a comment to others.
If you think it's gonna be funny, i tell you it's a big NO!

Second point i would like to state,
I told my friend after she goes through this seminar, can you tell me how was it?
her response was: Why should i tell you? You wanna know, go to the seminar la.
This is so being selfish.
I am not gonna ask you what is the teknik, in fact i don't need it.
I can find out better solutions to be a successful student.
You can just tell me like was it boring or not.
Good or not?
Are you just scare i will score higher than you in SPM?
Be scare la then.
I don't want to predict on what will happen to these people in the future.
It's their own live, not mine.
Don't bother much.
I am not pissed off now, but at that point it struck me.
Silence is golden. It really is. Cos they stop talking after i kept silent

Fine i have to stop complaining for now.