WARNING AHEAD THIS IS A VERY EMO POST. SO IF YOU DON'T WISH TO READ THIS, PLEASE LEAVE THIS PAGE! THANK YOU
Haiz just don't ask me anything....Oh yeah if anyone of you see my status away or busy or be right back, just don't disturb me ok? I have like tons of people disturbing me while i my status is not online. You don't understand english is it? So now here is a warning, take note!
Another thing, yeah i have told some of my friends this will be like a totally how-i-feel post tat kind of thing. Because i have not much to say especially on blogs when there are many unknown people reading it too.
Now even when i am updating this post, I am totally in a horrible mood. Something kinda happened. Don't ask me what is it!
Fine let's start with how I feel, I have some mix emotions or feelings, as in sometimes i am really happy, and sometimes i can be really sad or even moody. So pardon me for that if i have release my unexpected emotion on you.
I just don't know why i can be like so happy but deep inside I know i am not. I have lots of things bothering me at home, studies and the list goes on. One moment i can laughing on msn, with my friends and parents but another moment i am like crying in my room. I know i am an emotional person and a big cry baby but i just can't help it. I don even know whether i am like wearing a mask or what. I am trying to be happy, to smile, to be who i am but some things just happen unexpectedly. I am not even sure of who i am. Maybe a different person. So please pray for me. I really need prayers though i think many of you don't. You just read other people's blog and that's it. Fine am not complaining and stuffs but sometimes you just got to be sensitive on how your friends feel. They may be happy on the outside but when they go back to their homes, only they know what is going on. They cry to themselves and trying to hope that things will go back to normal. I am some what one of them.
I am trying to make my friends happy but somehow they are just the same.Trying to crack some jokes on msn but haiya. Sad and worry about their problems. Sorry for being a terrible friend, and not able to go through the problems with you. I know i fail.
Anyway am just going to end here. Sorry to make you all read this kind of post.
Congrats to those who read from the top to bottom!
You are such a caring friend!
5 comments:
Hey, I don't know what you have went through all this while. I asked you what happened but you just don't wanna tell me about it. I don't mind, but I also know that I am a terrible brother too. I always wanted to be there for a friend but maybe I am too bad in myself after all..... Sorry that I can't erase the sadness in you. I am rally sorry for the things that I didn't help you. Now I can only tell you that God is always with you
My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Psalm 73 : 26
Praise : no matter wat u say, we love u. And better yet, u are still cute n nice. :)
Richard-Hey you are not a terrible brother or friend, rather you are a terrible old man, just kiddding. Erm sadness can only be erase at the right time. Don't worry too much! Thanks for the advice ya! And the verse of course. No appologies k?
Darren-who is the we? Erm i didn't know i was cute and nice. Hey it's history that i was cute and nice. now i am like totally horribly ugly.
lol....nanny= cute???...lol....read your blog earlier but didnt post comment....haha....dont worry would be praying for you...and your rashes...hehe...peace
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