Wednesday, December 31

I am having doubts again.
Worry about next year.
And tomorrow is already a beginning of a new year.
With much expectations made, i think lowly of myself.
Browsing through the website of the college i intend to go, having a tough time making decisions.
Anticipate of what 2009 will bring.
I just don't know.
Drown with worries, anxieties and fear.

Tuesday, December 30

Christmas Sunday

The chan family!


the har siblings.


Ren Jie and Alston













As you can see i am totally lazy to list out the captions, so if any faces you don't know, drop me a message then.

Caroling

Tiffany seriously endulge in praying


The leng chai guitarists









The many people who came


yeah that's how i spend my nights on the 23 and 24.

Monday, December 29

Reflect, realise,respond

Looking back, there were lots of things happening this year.
Some were good, some were bad.
There were times i was place in a situation that really test my faith.
I am glad i pulled through it.
In just 2 days more, 2008 will come to and end.
I ask myself what did i learn this year?
- I learn to be more and more patience with my parents and my friends. Imagine gettng annoyed by your friends almost everyday in school.
- My faith in God has expand. Because God was there for me while i was in the exam hall taking my SPM! Yeah He was there. I felt the peace and joy within me. With also the support of certain people.
- I learn how to deal with different kinds of people. Even in my school, as a prefect i learn to deal with the discipline problem students by taking the first move and being their friend.
- Leadership role in school and in church. Was a prefect in school and serving in the church as a Study Chairperson in the youth ministry. Those times were so meaningful and unforgetable.
- Service above self! It's also the motto for the Interact Club. I learn how to be a person who is not only the leader but a person who serves. Just like what Jesus said in the Bible, He came into the world not to be served but to serve!
- While facing tough times, i look to God and trying to learn from the situation. Talking to God through prayers really help me a lot. Crying out to God when i feel so weak.
- Experience God in a much deeper way.

Well, if i am to list out everything, it will take much of your time.
There were times i regret with the way i respond or how i treated some people, so i ask for forgiveness if i have offend anyone in any way.
I may not realise but truly i want to say Sorry!

Thanks for your prayers, support, words of encouragement!

Let's pack all those horrible memories aside and leave it for this year alone and setting our hearts and mind to the following year which will hold new challenges ahead!

May God be with you all!

*Smiles*

Saturday, December 27

Psalm 23

There is none like You
No one else can touch my heart like You do
And I could search for all eternity long
And find there is none like You

Truly Lord no one else loves me the way You do!

Psalm 23 (New living translation)
v1 The Lord is my Shepherd;
I have every I need.

v2 He lets me rest in green meadows;
he leads me beside peaceful streams.

v3 He renews my strength.
He guides me along right paths
bringing honor to his name.

v4 Even when I walk through the dark valley of death,
I will not be afraid, for You are close beside me.
Your rod and your staff protect and comfort me.

v5 You prepare a feast for me in the presence of my enemies.
You welcome me as a guest, anointing my head with oil.
My cup overflows with blessings.

v6 Surely Your goodness and unfailing love will pursue me all the days of my life,
and I will live in the house of the Lord forever.