Being tagged!!

Let me see, i was being tagged and because i didn't want to delay and i really can forget! ha ha!!
1. A picture of you in the most unique environment:
Describe the environment, er actually it's on the massage chair..just wanted to experiment it. ha ha


2. A picture of a place you dislike:
If you can see it's actually a NS Camp site, you may ask me why i went
Cos i went there for YouthQuake and YLDP!
Describe why you dislike that place:
Because it's the dirtiest,boring and terrible place i ever went


3. A picture of someone who means a lot to you:
My Family!! The YONG'S


4. A picture of you with your mouth open:
Actually it's not really open cos i hardly take pictures with my mouth open wide


5. A picture of your best smile:
Let me see, it's during the time when the Korean Singers came to my church and i was really happy that night.


6. A picture of your lamest post:
During Pandu Puteri camp few years back, basically we decided to be crazy


7. A picture of someone who stands on top of your heart:
Did you know even in tuition we sit together? Ha ha!!


8. A picture of you with some toys or cute stuffs
Don't have one so i skip it

9.A picture of you in white shirt:
During the education fair in march this year. me and Joelle


10. A candid of you and your friends:
We clean our class and even painted it with blue and pink. Fun!!!



Yeah i'm done with this tag.

How are you? I'm better now!!!

Yeah i am way better than like few days ago
Maybe God is doing something to change a really bad situation into a new beginning
I'm much happier for the way things go now
By the way thanks for those people who have to 'tahan' by reading all my emo posts
Cos yeah it's kinda terrible to write all those but maybe i cannot keep everything within me
Thank you for those who cheer me up, picking up my phone calls when i called at the odd hours
You know who you are..
Today school was again boring
can you believe class of 5sc 2 only 6 people came? Out of 37 people
And have a special assembly for the merdeka celebration, with those speeches which are super long, few pages long
None of the teachers teach, so i find it's really wasting my time
Basically chit chat, do some work, cut out some paper

Lastly, HAPPY MERDEKA TO MALAYSIA!!
No i am not patriotic

I don't care

Yeah really i don't care anymore
I just work my ass and do my best
Even if i can't get what i want for trials, i don't mind
As long as i get a minimum of C can already
Something's wrong with me
God please help me
I feel like dying
trials is like the week after next, yeah it's coming nearer
And i am not doing the best i should
Being lazy again

Walk off or stay?

Sorry i am being emo again..
I just don't know why i am crying again
I told myself to move on but yet i am still in the same place with the same mood
Crazy right?
Is this another test God is giving me?
God, what should i do?
I know it's to build me into a leader but maybe i don't expect all these
I try not to be bugged by this, but yeah
Another imperfect human being i am
Please don't ask me what is it okay?
Just pray for me okay? thanks!!
I need prayers and support, really do

Realise?

I used to moan about this specific problem i have but now i don't anymore
I finally realise there were other things to care about and it's time to drop everything down and just forget it.
I learn to be more careful with people around me, the words they say.
Sometimes the words that came out from their mouths aren't the truth
Yeah i learned my lesson
It's time not to complain anymore, cry and be frustated by it
I can be a baby at times especially crying
Part of being me right?
I have many friends out there who change a lot
I don't even know them anymore
They seem like strangers to me now
They are not my true friends, just a friend who comes and go
Maybe i just can't stand the changes
May God show me who are my true friends out there.