Let me see what i did today.
Woke up at 7 something, wake my mum up for her seminar in DUMC. And i continue sleeping.
Later she woke me up again only to ask me whether i want to have breakfast. I said later, will help myself. And i slept till 10 plus.
Suddenly i was like hey what's the time ah? And found out 10 something. hey i slept late last night, couldn't sleep so end up watching tv, reading books and when the lights were off, look to the ceiling. I know it's LAME..and REALLY LAME!!
Brush my teeth, wash my face. My aunty came up to me, hey do you want to go to TESCO? I was like ok since i get rather sick at staying at home/ Uncle's home. If you don't know me, i am a type that can't be in the house for like more than 12 hours, if not i will be moody, bored,tired and .,..... Lazy to continue the sentence. I have to go out and means wherever to tuition, shopping or anywhere. Yup that's me. So continuing my story, I get ready myself and off my uncle and aunty and me went. Me and my aunty shopped for about an hour plus in TESCO, she need to buy the groceries and stuffs. So i end up pushing cart, helping to arrange the stuffs, and opening the plastics. After buying, went to THE CURVE for a short walk. The place was nice, but smaller compared to 1 utama. That's the advantage to stay at my uncle's place. Have many shopping areas such as THE CURVE, 1 utama, Centrepoint and more. We went back and boom back to my room using the computer. I have been checking my mails for like more than 3 times? Ha ha.. Ate lunch which was noodles, vegetable and fishball. Take my afternoon nap for like 2 hours plus. Being woke up by my uncle, he needed to use the computer. And the story ends here. Cos i just woke up and i want to eat...feeling hungry. Food come to me!!!! I have gone nuts..
I bought 2 good christian books yesterday. One from Salvation and the other from Evangel. Regret not buying more. Took my late or rather really late dinner. Imagine eating at almost 10, that will be call supper already. Me and my dad ordered Ipoh Ho Fun, mum ordered Spicy ban mee. Advise don't order the ban mee, taste horrible to me and it's really spicy. I ate pao too, still hungry and didn't want to gain weight by ordering another dish. After went back, watch tv and slept late.
that's my ever boring life... If you're bored, try entertaining yourself cos this post can really make you sleep i guess..hm..
Flys off..whew....(sound effect)
Friday, June 6
Practically i am really out of ideas now, effects of holiday mode maybe?
Just to inform i may not be really blogging after this holiday.
reasons?
Connection not fixed yet, so have to wait for telekom to fix the issue.
Piano exam coming have to spare time to practice instead of blogging.
Like what my mum told me, if you want to achieve something, you have to give up on the things you spend a lot of time in.
So sad right? I am..sniffs..
SPM trials are coming soon, so i guess you have an idea?
I guess i may have to "rest" for a while ha ha. Though i did rest a lot during this holiday. Sleep and eat like a pig.My dad warns me not to end up being fat. Ha ha
Don't worry i will update as soon my connection have been fixed.
But i have no idea when will it happen.
Unless i can go to my friends house, hinting to Joelle..ha ha
Ending right here..Till then...Hey like a saying farewell or what..LOL
Just to inform i may not be really blogging after this holiday.
reasons?
Connection not fixed yet, so have to wait for telekom to fix the issue.
Piano exam coming have to spare time to practice instead of blogging.
Like what my mum told me, if you want to achieve something, you have to give up on the things you spend a lot of time in.
So sad right? I am..sniffs..
SPM trials are coming soon, so i guess you have an idea?
I guess i may have to "rest" for a while ha ha. Though i did rest a lot during this holiday. Sleep and eat like a pig.My dad warns me not to end up being fat. Ha ha
Don't worry i will update as soon my connection have been fixed.
But i have no idea when will it happen.
Unless i can go to my friends house, hinting to Joelle..ha ha
Ending right here..Till then...Hey like a saying farewell or what..LOL
Thursday, June 5
Taken from my email inbox.. Read it!
Spouse From God
Years ago, I asked God to give me a spouse, "You don't own because you didn't ask" God said. Not only I asked for a spouse but also explained what kind of spouse I wanted. I want a nice, tender, forgiving, passionate, honest, peaceful, generous, understanding, pleasant, warm, intelligent, humorous, attentive, compassionate and truthful. I even mentioned the physical characteristics I dreamt about.
As time went by I added the required list of my wanted spouse. One night, in my prayer, God talked to my heart: "My servant, I cannot give you what you want."
I asked, "Why God?" and God said "Because I am God and I am fair. God is the truth and all I do are true and right."
I asked "God, I don't understand why I cannot have what I ask from you?"
God answered, "I will explain. It is not fair and right for Me to fulfill your demand because I cannot give something that is not your ownself. It is not fair to give someone who is full of love to you if sometimes you are still hostile, or to give you someone generous but sometimes you can be cruel, or someone forgiving; however, you still hide revenge, someone sensitive; however, you are very insensitive...."
He then said to me: "It is better for Me to give you someone who I know could grow to have all qualities you are searching rather than to make you waste your time to find someone who already have the qualities you want.
Your spouse would be bone from your bone and flesh from your flesh and you will see yourself in her and both of you will be one. Marriage is like a school. It is a life-long span education. It is where you and your partner make adjustment and aim not merely to please each other,but to be better human beings and to make a solid teamwork. I do not give you a perfect partner, because you are not perfect either. I give you a partner with whom you would grow together."
This is for all: the recently married, the ones who have been married, the soon to get married, and the ones who are still looking.
Spouse From God
Years ago, I asked God to give me a spouse, "You don't own because you didn't ask" God said. Not only I asked for a spouse but also explained what kind of spouse I wanted. I want a nice, tender, forgiving, passionate, honest, peaceful, generous, understanding, pleasant, warm, intelligent, humorous, attentive, compassionate and truthful. I even mentioned the physical characteristics I dreamt about.
As time went by I added the required list of my wanted spouse. One night, in my prayer, God talked to my heart: "My servant, I cannot give you what you want."
I asked, "Why God?" and God said "Because I am God and I am fair. God is the truth and all I do are true and right."
I asked "God, I don't understand why I cannot have what I ask from you?"
God answered, "I will explain. It is not fair and right for Me to fulfill your demand because I cannot give something that is not your ownself. It is not fair to give someone who is full of love to you if sometimes you are still hostile, or to give you someone generous but sometimes you can be cruel, or someone forgiving; however, you still hide revenge, someone sensitive; however, you are very insensitive...."
He then said to me: "It is better for Me to give you someone who I know could grow to have all qualities you are searching rather than to make you waste your time to find someone who already have the qualities you want.
Your spouse would be bone from your bone and flesh from your flesh and you will see yourself in her and both of you will be one. Marriage is like a school. It is a life-long span education. It is where you and your partner make adjustment and aim not merely to please each other,but to be better human beings and to make a solid teamwork. I do not give you a perfect partner, because you are not perfect either. I give you a partner with whom you would grow together."
This is for all: the recently married, the ones who have been married, the soon to get married, and the ones who are still looking.
Wednesday, June 4
I feel so lost, so confuse. As if i am losing my mind. Maybe one day i will pass out
I once thought decisions i made were right but it turn out another way
SPM is coming but wait trials first. Have i done my best?
I feel like giving up on myself, but wait there is no turning back
There was once i promise myself to face reality and never run away from it. I promise God that i will run this marathon, trusting in God.
But did i play my role? No i failed terribly.
This is my imperfectness, yeah i guess i know.
What can i say? What can i do?
Only to look to God above.
God i need directions, i need You. I cry everyday but does anyone knows? I feel like telling but seems like no one cares to hear.
I am lost now, at my crossroad, wanting to go on the right direction
But i guess i have to press the pause button for now
I once thought decisions i made were right but it turn out another way
SPM is coming but wait trials first. Have i done my best?
I feel like giving up on myself, but wait there is no turning back
There was once i promise myself to face reality and never run away from it. I promise God that i will run this marathon, trusting in God.
But did i play my role? No i failed terribly.
This is my imperfectness, yeah i guess i know.
What can i say? What can i do?
Only to look to God above.
God i need directions, i need You. I cry everyday but does anyone knows? I feel like telling but seems like no one cares to hear.
I am lost now, at my crossroad, wanting to go on the right direction
But i guess i have to press the pause button for now
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