To my utter disappointment there's no work assigned to me today.
Kill my excitement of getting my first job.

The only thing i did the whole day was take a call from a lady who wants to enquire.
The rest of the day was just staring into the computer screen wondering what to do.

I am not sure of how to bring myself since i have no idea on the system of this company.
I was wondering probably they wanted me to take the first step to ask if there's anything i can do.
(The boss can see how patient/independent i am/ leadership qualities)

Second reason is maybe they don't even have anything for me to do.
Since i am a newbie in the working world, so probably they may be lazy to train me.

But it's tiring although i just sit in the office the whole day without doing anything.
Tomorrow i am going to ask the boss himself what can i do.
If this continues until i enter university, my brain cells will be dead by then.
My condition of rotting at home too long will probably be worse.

God gives us brain to makes us use it to the fullest right?

Finally unemployed!
Ha ha!
Yes, and i am not rotting at home anymore but i have been rotting at work today.
Since it's the first day and they were not prepared that i went today so they did not give me anything to do.
Ended my staring at the computer screen wondering what can i do.

But i am sure tomorrow and the days after will be piles of work given to me.
May this be an amazing experience and educational job!

I don't know if i should regret taking a levels and do Ausmat/ SAM instead.
Since it's faster and save more money.

Well what has been done, has been done.
I admit i feel old after graduating from a levels at this age, but i believe the friends i made at MCKL were those that i cherish deep in my heart.

MCKL i miss you!
Miss the old memories, friendships, laughters,jokes, dramas, activities.
=)

Compassion

Today i went to the thursday market and saw a young boy helping out at a stall.
My heart felt pity for him.
Why you may ask?
It's because his mother ran away from home due to certain reasons and his dad is working oustation.
He as one of the older brother had to work in order to have additional income to support his family.
During the holidays everyone is enjoying their time shopping, going for holidays but he has to find a job to survive.

Looking at my life i keep wanting or rather dream of owning an Iphone, and some other luxury goods.
But what about them?
They rarely have money to eat, what about buying clothes for themselves?
We see our own lives as not having enough but the poor do not have the opportunity to experience living a layback life.

I learn to stop complaining of how little things i have and look out for the less fortunate people out there who do not have anything.
It's better to give than to receive.

We can tell ourselves, if only we have the money to help them.
It's always this 2 words 'If Only'.
Why not put our own words into actions and start helping them?

craving for this!