Screw econs on thursday!!!
Trying to be positive but am lacking of confidence much.
I wanna be back home right now.
Exam stress is filling me.
Someone help me!!!!!!!!
c2 paper is gone, my hard work has gone into vain.
When i was doing my paper, i recall my prayer that morning.
Still i gave in to my own human emotions and there it went down the drain.

Can only go back next weekend, sadly.
At least i have something to anticipate for which is Tropicana Night!!!!!!!
11 more days to go home!!!

2 papers down, 2 more to go!
Can't wait till exam is over next monday!
3 hours of accounts.

Better stop crapping here.

When i look back at the past 2 months, I have more things in mind to be thankful to God.
There were ups and downs.
Days or weeks when i was feeling so sad with being apart from my parents.
Through it all, i thank God for sustaining me through college life.
By my own strength, i can't even imagine having the strength to pull through all the stress, disappointments and pressure.
Doubts did came into my mind once in while:
"Why did i not do form 6?"

Today on the way back, i thank God for my dad with his ever positive and cheerful attitude to hear all my chitter chatter about everything from a to z.
He said something that struck me:
" I believe God has His purposes for everything"

And you know what? God sure does!
I thank God for giving me real good friends who really supported and encourage me with comforting words.
When i was down, the never give up cheer was there.

Looking back, i realise i can't stand on my own.
I need friends and the rest of the people in the body of Christ to be there.
I thank God i realise how much home is important to me!
Although i do fight and get mad with my parents at times, but i still love them a lot!
I feel the joy of coming back home everytime.

I realise in youth i may not be close with the younger youths, but i still make it a point and go for MYF meetings on the weekend i am back

As what my dad said, we won't live at a specific place permanently.
We need to move on.

This song came into my heart and i love this song!
I will go where You send me
Jesus take me now I am Yours
I am Yours
I lay my life on the altar
Everything i give to You alone
Here I am
Here I am

The end

I thank God for arriving home safely!
I really do!
Just watched the news, there were siblings who got killed in a car accident at Sabak Bernam this morning.
I passed by that area like a few hours ago.
The traffic wasn't that bad.
Traffic was more heavy in the opposite direction.
Thank God for holding back the rain.
Thank you God for everything!

I'm sorry for making my blog posts so emo when i am suppose to be glad i am back home!
Couldn't control myself.
There goes my 1 week holiday.
The wind blew it away
Why does time fly so fast?
Anyhow, hail college mates.
We'll meet each other on monday.
And i haven't finish my accounts homework yet.
Oh well.
Forget it, i don't care anymore.

Oh Lord why am i feeling this way?

Great, i am emo again.
I don't wanna cry anymore.
Please Lord, stop my tears.
2 days more to go back.
Keep telling myself it will be soon when i get back here, but somehow it doesn't change anything.
I am still feeling this way.