Practically i am really out of ideas now, effects of holiday mode maybe?
Just to inform i may not be really blogging after this holiday.
reasons?
Connection not fixed yet, so have to wait for telekom to fix the issue.
Piano exam coming have to spare time to practice instead of blogging.
Like what my mum told me, if you want to achieve something, you have to give up on the things you spend a lot of time in.
So sad right? I am..sniffs..
SPM trials are coming soon, so i guess you have an idea?
I guess i may have to "rest" for a while ha ha. Though i did rest a lot during this holiday. Sleep and eat like a pig.My dad warns me not to end up being fat. Ha ha
Don't worry i will update as soon my connection have been fixed.
But i have no idea when will it happen.
Unless i can go to my friends house, hinting to Joelle..ha ha
Ending right here..Till then...Hey like a saying farewell or what..LOL
Friday, June 6
Thursday, June 5
Taken from my email inbox.. Read it!
Spouse From God
Years ago, I asked God to give me a spouse, "You don't own because you didn't ask" God said. Not only I asked for a spouse but also explained what kind of spouse I wanted. I want a nice, tender, forgiving, passionate, honest, peaceful, generous, understanding, pleasant, warm, intelligent, humorous, attentive, compassionate and truthful. I even mentioned the physical characteristics I dreamt about.
As time went by I added the required list of my wanted spouse. One night, in my prayer, God talked to my heart: "My servant, I cannot give you what you want."
I asked, "Why God?" and God said "Because I am God and I am fair. God is the truth and all I do are true and right."
I asked "God, I don't understand why I cannot have what I ask from you?"
God answered, "I will explain. It is not fair and right for Me to fulfill your demand because I cannot give something that is not your ownself. It is not fair to give someone who is full of love to you if sometimes you are still hostile, or to give you someone generous but sometimes you can be cruel, or someone forgiving; however, you still hide revenge, someone sensitive; however, you are very insensitive...."
He then said to me: "It is better for Me to give you someone who I know could grow to have all qualities you are searching rather than to make you waste your time to find someone who already have the qualities you want.
Your spouse would be bone from your bone and flesh from your flesh and you will see yourself in her and both of you will be one. Marriage is like a school. It is a life-long span education. It is where you and your partner make adjustment and aim not merely to please each other,but to be better human beings and to make a solid teamwork. I do not give you a perfect partner, because you are not perfect either. I give you a partner with whom you would grow together."
This is for all: the recently married, the ones who have been married, the soon to get married, and the ones who are still looking.
Spouse From God
Years ago, I asked God to give me a spouse, "You don't own because you didn't ask" God said. Not only I asked for a spouse but also explained what kind of spouse I wanted. I want a nice, tender, forgiving, passionate, honest, peaceful, generous, understanding, pleasant, warm, intelligent, humorous, attentive, compassionate and truthful. I even mentioned the physical characteristics I dreamt about.
As time went by I added the required list of my wanted spouse. One night, in my prayer, God talked to my heart: "My servant, I cannot give you what you want."
I asked, "Why God?" and God said "Because I am God and I am fair. God is the truth and all I do are true and right."
I asked "God, I don't understand why I cannot have what I ask from you?"
God answered, "I will explain. It is not fair and right for Me to fulfill your demand because I cannot give something that is not your ownself. It is not fair to give someone who is full of love to you if sometimes you are still hostile, or to give you someone generous but sometimes you can be cruel, or someone forgiving; however, you still hide revenge, someone sensitive; however, you are very insensitive...."
He then said to me: "It is better for Me to give you someone who I know could grow to have all qualities you are searching rather than to make you waste your time to find someone who already have the qualities you want.
Your spouse would be bone from your bone and flesh from your flesh and you will see yourself in her and both of you will be one. Marriage is like a school. It is a life-long span education. It is where you and your partner make adjustment and aim not merely to please each other,but to be better human beings and to make a solid teamwork. I do not give you a perfect partner, because you are not perfect either. I give you a partner with whom you would grow together."
This is for all: the recently married, the ones who have been married, the soon to get married, and the ones who are still looking.
Wednesday, June 4
I feel so lost, so confuse. As if i am losing my mind. Maybe one day i will pass out
I once thought decisions i made were right but it turn out another way
SPM is coming but wait trials first. Have i done my best?
I feel like giving up on myself, but wait there is no turning back
There was once i promise myself to face reality and never run away from it. I promise God that i will run this marathon, trusting in God.
But did i play my role? No i failed terribly.
This is my imperfectness, yeah i guess i know.
What can i say? What can i do?
Only to look to God above.
God i need directions, i need You. I cry everyday but does anyone knows? I feel like telling but seems like no one cares to hear.
I am lost now, at my crossroad, wanting to go on the right direction
But i guess i have to press the pause button for now
I once thought decisions i made were right but it turn out another way
SPM is coming but wait trials first. Have i done my best?
I feel like giving up on myself, but wait there is no turning back
There was once i promise myself to face reality and never run away from it. I promise God that i will run this marathon, trusting in God.
But did i play my role? No i failed terribly.
This is my imperfectness, yeah i guess i know.
What can i say? What can i do?
Only to look to God above.
God i need directions, i need You. I cry everyday but does anyone knows? I feel like telling but seems like no one cares to hear.
I am lost now, at my crossroad, wanting to go on the right direction
But i guess i have to press the pause button for now
Finally i updated, how many people have been waiting?
So well holidays are going to end soon...2 weeks just flew off from my hand.
Now currently in Kl, get to come out of sitiawan!!! Happy ok? Get bored staying in my house with not much to do and 24 hours at home.
I guess driving license will come after SPM. I think i will be the only one who can't drive now..
Activities? Let me see at home almost all the time. With no internet connection. Oh ya the connection is really crappy, can't get through it. So i will have to wait and wait until they repair it.
I am currently so outdated with many things..blogs and stuffs...and i am getting lazier ha ha.
By the way our youth we have a Banana Night. It was fun and exciting. Didn't expect it to be so enjoyable. We had fun walking around at night, taking pictures with strangers, collecting water from the neighbouring area, dressing up and take pictures with a snake,well the snake wasn't poisonous, and more. NO pictures taken that night by me. But well whoever has the pictures, mind burning it in a cd and pass it to me? Will appreciate it...The theme for that night was yellow, everyone had to bring a banana for admission.
Just remember, Fathers Day and Youth Sunday is coming up real soon. And PIANO EXAM!!! less than 3 weeks to go....need to practise hard!!!
Guess that's all...=)
So well holidays are going to end soon...2 weeks just flew off from my hand.
Now currently in Kl, get to come out of sitiawan!!! Happy ok? Get bored staying in my house with not much to do and 24 hours at home.
I guess driving license will come after SPM. I think i will be the only one who can't drive now..
Activities? Let me see at home almost all the time. With no internet connection. Oh ya the connection is really crappy, can't get through it. So i will have to wait and wait until they repair it.
I am currently so outdated with many things..blogs and stuffs...and i am getting lazier ha ha.
By the way our youth we have a Banana Night. It was fun and exciting. Didn't expect it to be so enjoyable. We had fun walking around at night, taking pictures with strangers, collecting water from the neighbouring area, dressing up and take pictures with a snake,well the snake wasn't poisonous, and more. NO pictures taken that night by me. But well whoever has the pictures, mind burning it in a cd and pass it to me? Will appreciate it...The theme for that night was yellow, everyone had to bring a banana for admission.
Just remember, Fathers Day and Youth Sunday is coming up real soon. And PIANO EXAM!!! less than 3 weeks to go....need to practise hard!!!
Guess that's all...=)
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